sounds of my heart...

好像好想

2011-10-04T14:53:00.002+08:00

a love song to describe the feeling of a guy who has fallen for a girl? ^^
like this product.... is sweet... hope you all like it...

词曲: Jason

oh 你是夏天的风
吹在脸上有一种凉凉的感受
多期待你伴着我一起享受
好像蜜糖一样的气候

好像已开始想念你的笑容
好像已经习惯你给的温柔
好像有一种无法解释无法言喻的感受
好像已对你心动

好想就一直保留你的笑容
好想也让你习惯我的温柔
好想要问你是否也有一种莫名的感受
好想你对我心动

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完美 ONE WAY

2011-10-04T14:48:00.002+08:00

A song composed for 2011 youth camp of Bethany Church..
Jesus is the only way, truth & life....

是否习惯常常被失望吞没
努力追求的往往从指缝溜走
当我受困绝望的沙漠是祢牵起我的手
为我预备生命路与我同走

仿佛拥有很多生活却还是虚空
困惑质问着生命到底是什么
直到发现盼望是祢在十架上为我血流
祢赐我永生的路完美无差错

祢是我生命的ONE WAY 这条路我紧紧跟随
我要用信心走向前领受祢丰盛的恩典
祢是我生命的ONE WAY 努力向前我不后悔
道路真理生命是祢使我完美

祢是ONE WAY 祢赐完美
祢使我生命得完全

my space for my heart...

2011-05-14T13:03:00.001+08:00

词曲：jason

想念，和妳一起看电影的时刻
所有的剧情我记不得几个
脑袋里全是空的，只能容下妳一个，
心中关心是否你觉得闷。

耳机，一人一只一起听着的歌
是你的鼓励让音符能完整
不想妳只是知音，却不能成为情人，
想着想着眼泪已超重了。

离开妳这决定我哭着说不能
但执着只会让伤痕被加深
还以为已放下了，回忆竟一直抓着，
哽咽独自唱不完这首歌。

离开妳这决定怎非要做抉择
难道爱妳就不能一旁躲着
还以为以满足了，刺疼一天天加深
独自哽咽唱不完这首歌。

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我喜欢你所喜欢的
你所爱看的
我喜欢哼你爱唱的歌曲
我喜欢你所爱吃的
喜欢所有关于你
我喜欢妳对他的专一

我喜欢一直都喜欢妳

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我愿意

2010-05-25T08:11:00.001+08:00

lyric/composed/vocal: jason

不管富或是贫健或是疾
我都愿意
不管忧或是喜欢笑或泪滴
我都愿意陪着你

你我许多经历双手依然合紧
感谢上天为我们打气
我会好好珍惜在我心中的你
爱你我一生的学习

我愿意一直照顾你
无论晴天阴天或下雨
只要有你伴着我一起努力
守着圈在指上的约定

我答应一直抱紧你
不让你一个人孤单委屈
只要有你每天都一样甜蜜
让永恒见证我的真心...........

我们要在一起
就算老夫老妻
你永远是我的唯一

赠：Rigor n wife... ^^

long time nvr post sumthing up..
hiya~~

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If You are the Melody

2009-12-16T13:20:00.001+08:00

composed/Lyric: Jason

Do Re Mi,
these simple music tones make me feel so sweet.
That filled my dream,
my dreams are full of days just you and me.

If you are the melody
you must be so beautiful that makes me sing.
If you are the melody
I'll be the instrument that make you perfect.

Fantasy,
I've been kidnapped by your flawless smile and kiss.
You light my scenes,
I'll keep you in my heart for centuries.....

If you are the melody
you must be the tender one that comfort me.
If you are the melody
I'll be your instrument one and only...

(just a simple and short song.. ^^)

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不舍得

2009-11-14T15:35:00.002+08:00

上次....diploma快念完时写的...
好多的不舍得..便写了这首歌...
本身还蛮喜欢的....

过了许久....
原来这首歌还蛮常用到的~~
因为人常常得面对离别~~
在人生中不同的阶段都会遇见不同的人....
同时的，也会与不同的人离别...
在吉隆坡...
有好多好多的不舍得....
在学院，在教会，学会等.....
他们都是我生命中的一部分....
不想忘记...但不得不分离....

到了英国...
在利物浦教会认识了好多的朋友....
他们的照顾常让我感动...
要分离时....
感觉非常的不同....
因为不晓得今后还是否能见面....
想着想着...不是滋味....
也不舍得的离开了....

近几个月...
回来后... 温暖舒服的家...
侄儿也长这么大了..
在小孩中...他是乖的....很听话...
我常与他玩...也常骂他...
昨天...幼儿园办了恳亲晚会后便离开jb到kl念书了...
感觉更是非常非常的不舍得....
星期六的早晨...
应该是ivan观赏卡通的时段...
我忍不住把电视开了...9点半的多啦A梦播放着....
感觉非常的不同....在吉隆坡的他现在如何....

是的...生活中会遇到许多的离别....
但不管到哪里...我还是会记得你们...
愿上帝的爱长于你们同在......

不舍得 -

不舍得
词曲：jason

别再撑了把眼泪流下吧
我们的离别不一定潇洒
泪干了吗哥们不会笑话
我们的过去你眼泪值得留下

太多的往事浮在脑海中折腾我们啊
思绪无法移开我们离去的伤疤
曾经革命的友情在风中飞离航线啊
回忆的岛屿已被洪水吞噬了啊

不舍得我们的友情
不舍得疯狂的曾经
不舍得我们彼此拥有彼此建立的默契
不舍得你们的表情
不舍得我们的回忆
不舍得的离去才发现眼泪的痕迹
不舍得你

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不在惧怕

2009-11-11T08:04:00.004+08:00

AfraidNoMore.mp3 -

Verse 1:
当荆棘满途愁苦带忧伤
主的爱抚持在我身旁
当罪恶围绕试探多堂皇
主的话引领在我心房

Verse 2:
当哽咽落泪荒漠中绝望
主犹如甘泉安抚悲伤
当失去方向无力的彷徨
主怜悯加添心存盼望

Chorus 1:
不再惧怕只管努力往着标杆直跑
不再惧怕以一生来为主发光

Chorus 2:
不再惧怕只管努力为主背十字架
不再惧怕因为主是我的力量

Last:
不再惧怕有主我不再惧怕

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lzy blogger's post III =p

2009-10-19T19:56:00.005+08:00

hi all...
is been a very long while for the previous post...
ya.. as Alicia said... growing mushroom here ady..
therefore, i should grab those and cook it.. (serious man...)

yup... Thanks God.. i'm back from U.K.
wow.. life in U.k. was awesome and i've learned so much on living with many...
though that was only 3 months time.. but we really enjoyed the life staying with each other...
we were hanging around at liverpool city, we're having beers, playing mahjong, going to Scotland, Newcastle and other trips...
life in U.K. was the best experienced in life as the weather there was really nice that suit a person like me (swt easily)

besides, Thanks God that put me at Liverpool with and going for the service at LCGC... church members there are really kind and lovely... they always care and giving us support in this three months time... i was really enjoyed the fellowship with them as what i've seen from them is really the LOVE that created by our Almighty GOD... thanks all for giving me such memorable days that i really can't forget bout you all... LCGC.. i'll miss you all very much...

alright alright...
lazy blogger got to talk bout his life recently...
yup... i'd been having a 2 weeks tour of Europe...
the trip was led by a handsome guide, he's SAMmuel...
he is really knowledgeable and willing to share us so much...
thanks SAM... ^^
from this trip... i've been to:
France, Belgium,Austria, Luxembourg, Germany, Italy, Vatican, and Switchland...
(but as a lazy blogger, i'll post the photos next time de lar.. ;p)
beside enjoying the sceneries and experiencing the life in the different countries in Europe, i got to know a lot of friends as well. there are also TARC student and having the same summer course like me... really happy that we got such precious time with those friends.. ^^

well...
after HK trip, Europe trip.......
jason has to start working lor..
planning to start working in Singapore..
hope that i can get the great job that allow me to learn much...
gonna pray harder for that...
that's all for this short post...
gonna hav a good nite... ^^

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Life² 生命增值坊

2009-08-06T22:01:00.001+08:00

decided to accept the challenge yet??
get the details from the previous post~~!!!

my space for my heart...

Life SQ~~

2009-07-27T05:13:00.011+08:00

What is life??
how to live your life??
Why life??
Who gave u life??
When is the beginning of life??

想在三天里看清你的一生?

欢迎参加Life² 生命增值坊!

hmm.. have u think bout these questions??
Do you know the meaning of life??

hmm... here we go to the camp.. LIFE Sq~~
life no twice.. but you can live your life in this camp another time to experience the life that u had been through and the life you havent seen that is far far in front of you.. ;p

friends in KL... really hope that you all can be able to catch this opportunity to join this meaningful camp... there are a lot of interesting games, Life games, and Life's message throughout the camp of your simulation life.....

have you decided to except this challenge to pre-live your life yet??
come and contact the person in charge... that would be very fun and you might get the answer of questions that related to your life....

join us now...!!!
see ya at MELACCA~!!

日期: 29-31/8/2009 (星期六至星期一)
报名费:RM90 (学生); RM150 (工作者)
联络人: 吴欣洁017-6061234; 江春忆012-9338161

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lazy blogger post II : Jason's UK

2009-07-25T19:13:00.020+08:00

Globurban at Atlantic Point (hostel)

after weeks life in UK....

i finally not lazy to write something bout UK....

Liverpool ONE garden

UK... my first impression is.... WOW.....
it is really a nice place... but there was a question popped up in my mind... "why UK seems very hot in summer!!?? I dun want a hot summer in UK.!!" andthat was hot in the first few days we'd arrived.. after being told that was extreme climatic phenomena for only few days... i then realized that the weather is COLD actually even during the summer....

Everton Park for Liverpool night View

Photo taken at YORK

Chester trip with Globurban

life in Liverpool is really great... as a liverpool fc fan... i love this place... but sadly... i can't meet any soccer star over here... they might not be appeared here i think... but most of the people here are friendly and helpful... so.. there are no problems in living here... o ya.. one thing... they talk too fast that we always lost them when we're having conversation... quite embarrassed sometimes cause we have to keep HAR?ing when talking to them... talk bout life here... before coming here.. what i thought was we have only one gang for studying in UK... Globurban might be very lonely.. but we knew many new friends from the same course in TARC... and we are having good time in learning.... hanging around... shopping.... liquoring.... and etc.... it is extremely relaxing if excluding the assignments and assessments... ;p

Manchester UnitedLake District

during these few weeks in UK... we'd been to many places... York, Manchester, Chester, Lake District, North Wales, Cheshire Oaks, Newcastle,.............. every place i been was just impressed me that those place are beautiful... How great are GOD's creations.... i'm not able to describe well on those creations as human's languages are limited to do so.... Thanks GOD for creating the world... GOD create Human for them to enjoy HIS creations because of LOVE.... this sentence came in my mind many times... North Wales trip after assessment

well.... life here isn't only entertainments, trips, learning... but also CHURCH... yup.. i found a church very fast cause they put leaflets in our welcome pack provided by LJMU (my U)... and i went there for the welcome gathering at the first week in UK... they are kind and caring... i like them very much... and Thanks GOD that i have opportunities on serving.... being guitarist during the sunday service... that was a very precious experience for me.... and i hope that i could be more committed on serving here no matter the time i'm here is short... cause we're meant to worship GOD.. life is Worshiping... so serve GOD anytime anywhere.... ^^

~~Newcastle tour~~

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故事分享Story sharing : 動人心弦的小男孩 (Little Boy Touches Hearts)

2009-07-21T07:47:00.005+08:00

I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back.
我在「塔杰」商店閒逛時，看到收銀員將一些錢退還給小男孩。

The boy couldn ' t have been more than 5 or 6 years old.
這男孩不過5、6歲。

The Cashier said, ' I ' m sorry, but you don ' t have enough money to buy this doll. '
收銀員說：『抱歉！你買這娃娃的錢不夠。』

Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ' ' Granny,
are you sure I don ' t have enough money? ' '
小男孩轉向他旁邊的老婦人：「奶奶！妳也認為我的錢不嗎？」

The old lady replied: ' ' You know that you don ' t have enough money to buy this doll, my dear. ''
老婦人回道：「親愛的！你知道買這個娃娃的錢是不夠的。」

Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly.
她要小男孩呆在那裡5分鐘，她一下就回來。她迅速離開了。

The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.
小男孩的手仍然握著娃娃。

Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to.
最後我向他走去，問他這個娃娃你想給誰。

'It ' s the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas.
『這是我妹妹的最愛，非常想要的聖誕節娃娃。

She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her. '
她一直認為聖誕老人會帶娃娃來給她的。」

I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry.
我告訴他不用擔心，聖誕老人最後可能會帶給她的。

But he replied to me sadly. ' No, Santa Claus can ' t bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there. '
但他哀傷地回答我『不！聖誕老人不可能將它帶到她現在的地方給她。我必須將娃娃交給我媽,當她去那裡的時候可以給我妹妹。』

His eyes were so sad while saying this. ' My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister. ' '
他說話時的眼睛是哀傷的。『我妹妹已經和上帝在一起。爸爸說媽媽很快也將要去見上帝，因此我認為她可以將娃娃帶給我妹妹。』

My heart nearly stopped.
我的心臟幾乎要停止了。

The little boy looked up at me and said: ' I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall. '
小男孩看我說：『我叫爸爸告訴媽媽現在不要走，讓她等我從購物中心回來。』

Then he showed me a very nice photo of himself. He was laughing. He then told me ' I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won ' t forget me. '
然後他拿出一張他自己非常漂亮的相片給我看。他笑著告訴我『我要媽媽帶著我的相片，這樣她就不會忘記我了。』

'I love my mommy and I wish she didn ' t have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister. '
『我愛我的媽媽，我希望她不要離開我，但是爸爸說她必須去找我妹妹。』

Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.
然後他安靜地用哀傷的眼睛再看著娃娃。

I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. ' Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll! ' '
我趕緊摸著錢包對小男孩說『我們再檢查一下，說不定您有足夠的錢買玩偶! 』

'OK ' he said, ' I hope I do have enough. ' I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.
『好呀！』他說『我希望有足夠的錢』。沒讓他看見，我塞了一些錢到他的錢包中，我們開始數錢。買娃娃的錢足了，甚之還有剩餘呢。

The little boy said: ' Thank you God for giving me enough money! '
小男孩說：『謝謝上帝給了我足的錢!』

Then he looked at me and added, ' I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give it to my sister. He heard me! ' '
然而他看著我補充說『昨晚睡前，我要求上帝讓我的錢能足夠買這個娃娃，因此媽媽能將它帶給我妹妹。祂聽見我了! 』

'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn ' t dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose. ' '
『我也想有足夠的錢買一朵白玫瑰給我媽媽，但我不敢要求上帝太多。但祂給的錢足買娃娃和一朵白玫瑰了。』

'My mommy loves white roses. '
『我媽媽喜歡白玫瑰』。

A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket.
幾分鐘後，老婦人回來了。我也就提了購物籃離開了。

I finished my shopping in a totally different state of mind from when I started.
我從一開始就在完全不同的心境下購物。

I couldn ' t get the little boy out of my mind.
小男孩一直無法離開我的心境。

Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young
woman and a little girl.
我想起兩天前當地報紙的一篇文章，提及一位醉酒卡車司機，撞上了一輛載著年輕少婦和一個小女孩的汽車。

The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical
state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the
life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma.
小女孩當場死亡，母親呈現彌留狀態。這個家庭必須決定是否要拔出維持生命機器的插管，因為年輕少婦不可能從昏迷中恢復。

Was this the family of the little boy?
他就是這家庭的小男孩？

Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news paper that the young woman had passed away.
碰到小男孩的二天之後，我看了報紙年輕少婦過世了。

I couldn ' t stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was for people to see and make last wishes before her burial.
我不自主的買了一束白玫瑰，來到喪家，年輕少婦的遺體在她埋葬前讓人瞻仰與最後許願。

She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.
她在那裡，裝在棺木中，在她的手中握著一朵白玫瑰和小男孩的相片，娃娃則放置在她的胸口。

I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for ever.. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is
still, to this day, hard to imagine.
我離開了這裡，眼淚奪眶而出，覺得我的人生已經永遠改變了。至今，小男孩對他母親和妹妹的愛，仍然難以想像。

And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.
就在一轉眼工夫，一位醉酒司機奪去了他的所有。

life....... is so fragile...life and things in this world are temporary... So.. Just appreciate it and don't be the one who regret when you lost it...

thanks GOD anyway that giving us so much to face the day in front... HE gave us life, courage, love, and everything we got... so... don't waste it......

my space for my heart...

~身体献上~

2009-07-15T21:09:00.003+08:00

词曲：jason

你恩典满了我生命的杯
你的爱怜悯我悖逆与卑微
你的话触动了我的心田
伴着我擦干我的眼泪

我的心与灵有你而喜悦
我的爱因你的话得以完全
我不配你对我如此顾念
挽回我这罪终之辈

chorus:
我愿意心意更新
将身体献上
背起十架紧紧跟随你、听你的话
我原献上自己
不效法世界
全人全心跟随着你....
(全人全心将自己以活祭献上...)

long time never have any new products of music...
lyric written during the message given by pastor for the last service...
composed this without any instrument....
going to share the demo after i recorded it... ^^

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Lazy blogger's Post

2009-07-14T21:28:00.010+08:00

Wow...
it's been a very long time for me to update the page....
what was i doing during so long so long time here....

gonna flash back to the time that i was still in KL...
had my most memorable time with my roommate, church-mates....
i can still remember that we went for outing at KEPONG...
we had very nice games there that prepared by Chunyi, Xueyi, and Seetho...
that was interesting and the games had tied us up in the relationship with each other... and in my mind... i knew that... the time for me to leave is getting close... I gonna appreciate this very much...

well.. before the games... we had our nice meal (picnic) at the concrete platform that we found somewhere else beside the water fall... thanks for those who prepared meals for us... that was the last activity i joined in PCC...

i've read the post from PCC-life blogspot that PCC had organised an outing programme for the new intake students from UPM. that's great... those photos are making me feel so emo that i can't be able to be there with you all. brothers and sisters... i'll be missing you all always..... and i wont forget bout the vision of PCC. Just because that, once PCC member, always PCC member no matter when and where am i...

so..........
after the activity... where was i?? yup... i was having the pre mission in Serdang for the Mission trip in JOHOR BAHRU... wow... I'd been looking forward for this for long time. but unfortunately, after the pre-mission... i was sicked... and admitted to hospital after i've shifted back my stuffs from KL to JB.. thanks God that put me home as dengue was really suffering that i can't imagine that how would i survive if i was alone in KL with the dengue virus... Thanks God....

Thanks God again that the Hospital that i was admitted is very clean and good in facilities... i like those nurses as well just because that they are very kind and caring. but i don't like the injections... from this experience of dengue... i've eaten so many needles until that i'm forced to be getting used to it... haha... between, i have to thanks so much to my mom, my dad, bros that they are also that victims (indirectly) cause that they have to come to hospital to accompany me.

Mom.. Dad... love you all so much...you two really had hard time during the time i was sick..obviously, that was because of LOVE.. just because you all love me so much that more than i need...thanks so much..LOVE you all forever...and i was really embarrassed that mom you're taking care of me during mother's day.... what a joke...?

well... the dengue has pull me out from the phase one of the mission... that was a training in the Majodi centre at Plentong... haiz.. i missed the opportunity to get back to the place where i grown up. but thanks God that mom finally allowed me to joined them at the half way of the mission trip... yeah~~ i was really very happy that i can join them to share gospel to others... and there are some of the students who did accepted Jesus when i was talking to them.... Glory to the LORD....

through the mission trip, i finally realized that i'm too late to join the mission trip... many of my team members were just accepted GOD and they are willing to go for GOD to contribute on the kingdom of GOD... their courage have encouraging me to work for GOD... as from the bible (1Timothy 4:12) said,"Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity"

to be continued...........

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EL NINO 50~~~

2009-07-13T21:19:00.004+08:00

Fernando Torres has scored 50 goals in 84 appearances for Liverpool;
watch all 50 goals here!

Torres announced his arrival at Anfield with a goal against Chelsea on his debut, and has gone on to score some memorable goals during his time here. Enjoy:

by:http://www.anfieldred.co.uk

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Her Morning Elegance / Oren Lavie

2009-04-26T03:29:00.005+08:00

video again...
but this is awesome...
nice clip before going to sleep...

lyric:

Sun been down for days
A pretty flower in a vase
A slipper by the fireplace
A cello lying in its case

Soon she's down the stairs
Her morning elegance she wears
The sound of water makes her dream
Awoken by a cloud of steam
She pours a daydream in a cup
A spoon of sugar sweetens up

And She fights for her life
As she puts on her coat
And she fights for her life on the train
She looks at the rain
As it pours
And she fights for her life
As she goes in a store
With a thought she has caught
By a thread
She pays for the bread
And She goes...
Nobody knows

Sun been down for days
A winter melody she plays
The thunder makes her contemplate
She hears a noise behind the gate
Perhaps a letter with a dove
Perhaps a stranger she could love

And She fights for her life
As she puts on her coat
And she fights for her life on the train
She looks at the rain
As it pours
And she fights for her life
As she goes in a store
With a thought she has caught
By a thread
She pays for the bread
And She goes...
Nobody knows

And She fights for her life
As she puts on her coat
And she fights for her life on the train
She looks at the rain
As it pours
And she fights for her life
Where people are pleasently strange
And counting the change
And She goes...
Nobody knows

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SIGNS

2009-04-24T11:36:00.007+08:00

nice clip....
this is a simple short film about communication. Created by Publicis Mojo and @RadicalMedia Director.

"yup.... dun waste the opportunity that u got.... that might be the last chance...."

must watch it!!

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Alleluia to Christ The Lord

2009-04-20T12:46:00.003+08:00

I will lift my heart and sing
I will worship You my King
Earth and heaven now proclaim
Jesus Christ the mighty name

Through the storm and raging sea
I will never be alone
When my hope seems out of sight
I know You will shine your light

Alleluia, Alleluia, Alleluia
Alleluia to Christ the Lord

Dengan segenap hati
Ku menyembah memuji
Sampai seluruh bumi
Bersujud mengakui

Walau malam menepi,
Tak akan ku sendiri
Kasih yang menerangi
Kau setia menanti

Alleluia, Alleluia, Alleluia
Alleluia Kau Allahku

this is a very nice song....
yup.. all the glory to the Lord, to the Jesus...
as we are not worthy to get everything from HIM...
But HE gave us life... What a precious gift....
Yup.. praise the Lord... for what HE had done for us...
Pastor said that we are here, living to glorify HIM...
for everything.....

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touching 4:4.. yup... YNWA

2009-04-15T18:12:00.006+08:00

sigh.. i missed the last 08/09 UEFACL's game for Liverpool... i was thinking to have a short sleep to charge myself and go down to BRJ for the soccer match... but the alarms were failed to wake me up... and i was awaken at 5 something... and i switched on my Laptop immediately to check the scoreboard... opps... the score was surprised me and woke me again... 4:4... after read the detail of the game... yup... Liverpool scored twice at the first half and they kept fighting even though Chelsea were scored thrice after the first half... they got another two goals at the final 10 minutes... but Chelsea was really tough that the Lampard had a finishing goal that finished the whole game... yup.. the scoreboard was showing 4:4... it was draw game... though Liverpool lost in aggregate score... but most of the liverpool fans are very proud on the squad of team... yup.. their spirit and desire on getting back the victory were touched people's heart.. that's why i love liverpool so much...

thanks God that i managed to watch the highlight of the game as the connection here is really weak that making me feel very frustrating... but the browser was quite smooth when I was watching the game highlight.. yup.. Liverpool... Add Oil for the EPL... add oil for the future~~

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Special Easter Day

2009-04-15T16:55:00.004+08:00

Thanks God that we had a very special Easter day...

1st, baptize of Seetho...
2nd, Hee Soon's attendance...
3rd, Miracle of almost 100persons was coming for the evangelistic Night...
4th, performance of the Wayang Kulit...

yup....
that was a very tired and exhausted Easter day... we woke early morning for the baptize of few bros and sis at the Water Dam of Melawati as we had the whole day rehearsal on Saturday... Really hard to wake myself even i had set few alarms in my mobile... Thanks God that the weather is great for everyone to witness such a touching ceremony that 4 persons had given their promises to die with Christ and risen with Christ in front of People... Thanks God...

and the second... On the Saturday, Chunyi and I was going to church at the morning for the whole day rehearsal and what a coincident, we met Heesoon in the wangsa maju lrt station... he was the coursemate of Bernard who ever participated in our PCC Camp (勇者无惧2）in year 2007. We had a short gossips as he was going to KLCC... And we invited him to the Easter day service at CFC... Thanks God.. he said yes and he did shown up on that day... When Pastor Vincent was preaching.. i was kept praying for him to give himself a chance to listen about the truth and the Gospel.. yup.. Christ died for us and risen after 3 days... Chunyi and I are also thinking and planning to ask him out for YAMCHA and try to get him to CFC and the cellgroup activities as well.. Pray harder for him...

After the the rehearsal on the Saturday, we're cleaning up the service hall as that was really very messy due to the making for the puppets and also other preparations. We're also arranging the chairs for the hall... that was 70+ chairs to almost fill up the whole hall.. But Xxjie asked us to get those historical OLD chairs from the store room. And after filled the whole service hall.. that was only 85 something... Our target attendance is 100 including us... that reminding me Pastor Vincent ever said that be faithful on do invitation... and PCC members can squeeze into the office... honestly... I was really worried that how if there is not many people come. But i just don't care bout that and arrange for the seats... ^^ Thanks God... that was 99 persons came to this evangelistic night and most happiest thing is, there are 5person raised up their hands when Pastor asked for repent and believe in Christ... Thanks God....

yup... for the last... we've done our performance by our best.. and sounds okay from audiences... people were saying that was quite touching when the Jesus was being tortured and crucified... Thanks God again and glory to the God as what Rev. Tong had said... Jesus won't die and HE can not die, because HE is the GOD and HE is the Holy one... But HE love us so much and GIVEN his INFINITY life to save our LIMITED life... yup.. learned so much from Rev. Tong...

Anyway.... Praise the Lord and May God bless those who came to the Easter Day evangelistic Night.... Hope to see you all in PCC again.... cause.. the Way, truth, life are from the JESUS...

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受难的耶稣

2009-04-10T14:55:00.010+08:00

受难的耶稣
click for demo (with Internet Explorer)

在客西马尼祷告的耶稣
忧愁痛苦的俯伏独自祷告天父：
“父啊如果能，请将这杯挪去，
但不要依我心，乃照你旨意。”

心爱的门徒为金出卖耶稣
亲密的亲吻却深深刺疼了耶稣
众人将祂拿起，门徒们都散去
留下了耶稣被捉被捕受苦

道成肉身耶稣遭罪人凌辱
一条条的鞭伤狠狠烙向耶稣
因为我们的罪背着沉重的十字木
无力往着各各他一步步

爱我们的耶稣为我们受苦
一下下的钉锤刺穿圣洁耶稣
因为我们的罪被挂痛苦的十字木
无力为众人祈求宽恕

亲爱的耶稣亲爱的耶稣
我是多么的不配不配祢的国度
祢为我们复活在心门将我抱住
主我爱祢直到永远因祢是我主

i was thinking to spend a time for Jesus while praying + fasting...
and i start composing this song while reading back the bible that how Jesus die....
felt like heart has broken and tears keep running down unstoppable while composing....
that was really nothing if compare to Jesus....
HE loves us and died for us..... to wash away our sins.........

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Kita Mengasihi have posted up.. ^^

2009-04-09T22:12:00.010+08:00

finally.. posted the song up...
and i've corrected the lyric of the song.
KITA MENGASIHI... (我们爱，We Love)
from the bible in bahasa... love is kasih..
so.. previously i used the "cinta" is not correct...
and now..

presenting you all my new product... (God's product ^^)

Kita Mengasihi - 我们爱
click me- in Internet Explorer

composed/lyric/ sang by jason

verse 1:
Dalam hati kita penuh kesunyian
Terus kecewa mengarahkan hidup tanpa makna
Tapi Tuhan kita mengasihi kita sedunia
Junjungkan kita dari mati ketenggelaman

verse:2
Dalam hati kita penuh kesyukuran
Kasih yang KAMU b'rikan sentuhi hati kita
KAMU'lah Tuhan kita yang kita serahkan semua
Mengikuti Tuhan yang mengasihi

chorus:
Kita mengasihi kerana KAMU mengasihi
Kita bersama belajar saling mengasihi
Ini pesanan Tuhan telah bagi kita
Kita Mengasihi kerana Tuhan ialah Kasih
(Kita Mengasihi k'rana KAMU dulu mengasihi kita)

http://pcc-serdang.blogspot.com

busy on the pcc-serdang blogspot for few days..
but really happy that the most of the things have done
most of the blogs can be linked together...
hopfully this blog can help others or members of PCC to communicate well...
as what the purpose we implement the internet application for PCC...

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台湾歌手【阿桑】因患乳癌昨晨病逝享年34岁

2009-04-09T12:34:00.005+08:00

阿桑走了，走得很突然，也走得很寂寞。因为她从未向人透露她的病情，所以两年来她一直寂寞地独自和癌症作斗争，独自面对化疗的痛苦，独自面对病情恶化的噩耗。就像她的歌声，孤独地、伤感地、绝望地，阿桑就这样走了。

曾有段时间，我经常在报社反复播放阿桑的《叶子》，被里面的歌词打动着，努力学习“一个人吃饭旅行(到处)走走停停，也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心”，那种寂寞却坚强的生活是我喜欢的。但是歌听久了也会厌，尤其是这种寂寞的伤感歌曲，很容易就让人陷入一种莫名的伤感中。

当阿桑的第二张专辑《寂寞在唱歌》推出时，唱片公司的宣传力度已经跟第一张时大不相同，看得出来唱片公司很希望把阿桑捧红，带来更多的经济效益。于是，那段时间，阿桑频繁地出现在大大小小的活动中，到一些小得不能再小的城市去商演，我一直偏执地认为阿桑其实并不适合这样的娱乐圈。直到她和华研不再续约，向很多港台过气艺人一样把市场转向内地时，我才觉得也许是我错了，阿桑需要钱，娱乐圈不能用我们的想象去猜度。

尽管如此，阿桑走了，还是让人觉得震惊和遗憾的，阿桑从小一直做着大红大紫的明星梦，生前未能如愿，却在死后让更多人知道了她的名字，想起要去听她的歌，听完后会说：“唱得真好。”

这或许就是命，这或许就是娱乐圈中绝大多数人的命。阿桑走了，她应该心中还有遗憾吧。创作的新歌未推出，计划中的婚礼未完成，还有很多的梦想没机会实现，因为她才仅仅34岁，生命之路只走了小半程。

许玮伦走时，阿桑说希望她的《叶子》能陪伴对方上天堂，如今，她也如一叶寂寞的秋叶飘向天国。我想，天堂一定不寂寞，那里没有病魔，没有生活的重压，在那里，阿桑的歌声也许可以不再忧伤。

【转】http://news.citymotors.com.cn/i/191/2009/4/9/20094910462879693.shtml

life is short... i was posted her song ，一直很安静 last 2months here.. and suddenly my roommate told me that she has left the world due to breast cancer... what a life.... that's why we have to appreciate the days that we have to do what we should do.. What is the purpose of your life?? for enjoying so call the "world"?? or bearing the cross for jesus in the this "world".....

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what a poor match.... 1:3 in Anfield...

2009-04-09T04:38:00.007+08:00

spent my sleeping hour for a disappointing soccer match.... witnessing the defeat and failure of the Liverpool is pulling my mood down to the valley... Liverpool wasn't perform well for this match and Chelsea really did very well... They deserve this victory but the 3:1 is really a big impact to Liverpool. the gap is too big for Liverpool to chase for the UEFA... haiz... I was thinking that Liverpool has a very big opportunity to raise up the Big ear Trophy again since 2005... but... seems like the UEFA is getting far from Liverpool...but no choice...Liverpool still have EPL and the 2nd match to go... so... don't give up as there are many of the fans here to back you even Liverpool is losing...

while browsing for the photos... watched the video of the replay and the post match commentary... defenders should take the lesson on the heading... no one can head the ball away from the penalty box... that cost Liverpool 2 goals. And.. yup.. Gerrard was buried by marking of the chelsea players... hmm.. how sad... sleepy now.. going for bed and hopefully... Liverpool may bring the fans another miracle as what they used to do.... Keep it on Liverpool.. for EPL and UEFA.... though the roads are really tough....

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great sharing gospel experience.. keep it on~~

2009-04-06T01:32:00.009+08:00

yawn.. as usual.... this weekend was full of activities too... well... the cell group this week had changed to be the farewell gathering for the whole church... this farewell gathering is for Seetho, Eechoo, Alicia, PeiLi, XiaoLing and me also.. ^^ i went PCC yesterday with Seetho and Chunyi.... and thanks God that Cheryl was waiting at KTM for Yinhuey too.. so that we can go with them.. (haha.. no need to take the bus.... i still phobia on the liar.. check previous posts) keke... and we arrived quite early also... after the dinner... we started the gathering and many of us had shared much on the feeling and getting from the church or people... i was really touching that i've recieved so many presents that prepared by ShinChie and Chaixiong, Pantai nurses, and little isaac... Thanks anyway.. i won't forget bout you all for sure!!!

Since joanne and xxjie wasn't come for the gathering... So that we decided to stay at pastor vincent's place... at the first moment we've arrived pastor's place from the PCC.. what i saw was.... the SeeTho was super hardworking on reading the NOTEs for the test of baptizing... wow... that making me feel guilty as i wasn't study much on the notes... haha... learned so much from him as he really very serious and his attitude and the will of knowing God is what i need to learn... ^^

So.. since his hardworking hav seen... there is no question for him to make it on the test.. congrats!!! haha.. and we have the rehearsal and practice for the Wayang Kulit again... wow.. thanks God that we've finished the whole performance's practice.. and what we need is to be familiar on the performance to make it perfect on this coming sunday... so pray harder for it....

after the tiring practice... We went to the gospel sharing in the hostel of UPM.. that was a very joyful experience as this is the mission that i always put it on mouth.. so... happy that i'm now working on it.. thank God that giving me such opportunity to go for it... we was late for the prayer's meeting before the gospel sharing.. cause that was quite late after the practice.. and we still haven't had our meal.. so.... keke... going for filling our stomach then only start our work....

Thanks God that so many people from PCC were joining us... at the first, there are only Cheryl, Alicia, Seetho, and me will be going... but thanks God that Karyee, Jiaxin, SiewTeng, Luke, SzeChuan, and Huixian were joining us too... so touched as they were very tired for the whole day programme... their attitude on serving God is the lesson for me to be learning... I was sometimes might feel very tired on many serves and thinking to refuse for the gospel sharing.. but they didn't complain at all and very willing to join... that making me feel guilty again... I was so selfish if i still have such feeling.. cause souls are there for us to work for... And God selected us and Gave us the Mission to work in our whole life.. so.. work for it.....

Through the gospel sharing... I've met few Christians and non Christians.. that was a very good experience as i might not have so much chances to talk much on religion with people i don't know... So... that was really joyful to talk to others.... i think many of us are having such feeling as well... cause doing God Works are making us to feel the real joyfulness.. ^^ Though we met people who refuse us... but at least we have brought them the chances to know bout Jesus... and i believe that God will make the way and touch them by God's way.... so... just work... don't be too worried.... surrender it all to God....

after this.. i hope i still have chance to do so.... so that i'm not here to waste the air and time that provided by God.. haha.. hope i will keep committing in ministry of the church.. no matter which church or place... for the people.. and for the soul.... with clear vision.... ^^

Yup...
keep praying for the
evangelic programme for this coming Easter day...
all the preparation..
pastor's preaches preparation...
people can be attending this programme....
members who are going for having baptize...

so tired.. but still very excited to leave the words here....
gonna stop here and Good night to everyone with the accompany of God...

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latest wayang kulit news ^^

2009-04-04T13:34:00.010+08:00

yup..
went for the practice- rehearsal of wayang kulit performance Thursday... Thanks God again... everything going smooth and we've done the models for performance and designed all 5 screens... although there is difficult and some of the screens might be very boring (wayang kulit) but we will try to make it more interesting and easily to be understood by those new friends.. pray for wisdom on making this well and be the good way to tell others Jesus is not in the grave and had already risen from death, now sitting at the right hand of the Mighty One in the heaven...

On the way to the church with Chunyi... we've faced obstacle that pull us from arriving on time... we've planned to be arriving church at 5.30 and clean the church ( we've occupied the whole hall for the making of models and rehearsal... ) that is really messy. but when we saw the bus T416 after we've reached the serdang bus station. the bus driver cheated us that he said the bus is abroading after half an hour.. so we waited at other side of the bus station and he drove the bus away and gone... i was really mad on the bus driver and i was complaining so much and scolding him unstoppable... but i knew that we should be calm and pray to God on the problem we're meeting... so... i started praying in heart to stop my anger... but i was really very angry with him also lar!!! well.. thanks God.. though we're late but those models had done very fast with the helps of others.....

and after calm myself... the practices had started as usuall and the effect quite ok... saw that everyone has sacrificed so much.. PANTAI's sisters are willing to stay till 12 and Xiao Hua too... he has to work on the next morning. besides... Juanjuan, Luke, Seetho, Chunyi, EeChoo, Alicia, Cheryl, SJ was also sacrifice their resting time for the practice... Hope we can continue such serving attitude for the future.. ADD OIL...

after the practice.. some of us were having TEA at MAMAK and chunyi, seetho, Eechoo, and me were staying at alicia place... cause we can't get any public transportation due to practices til 12pm. And we went Mid Valley to meet Chaixiong, Juan juan and Cheryl up for lunch and dinner... keke... this kind of feeling feel familiar as i was always having lunch with them during the time i was working there. we're there not only for meal but also movie watching.. yup... we planned for watch Marley and Me but the movie is no more showing in the cinema.. so we changed our plan to watch the FAST AND FURIOUS.... quite interesting movie....

well... i was having a great time with them.... and... days left in KL is getting less... gonna appreciate it.....

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HOTLINE FOR EMERGENCY (FROM BIBLE)

2009-04-04T12:14:00.003+08:00

posted the same topic at http://pcc-serdang.blogspot.com/
Emergency Telephone Numbers
These are more effective than 911

just click on the pink italic bible verse below
When -

You are sad, phone John 14
You have sinned, phone Psalm 51

You are facing danger, phone Psalm 91
People have failed you, phone Psalm 27

It feels as though God is far from you, phone Psalm 139
Your faith needs stimulation, phone Hebrews 11

You are alone and scared, phone Psalm 23
You are worried, phone Matthew 8:19-34

You are hurt and critical, phone 1 Corinthians 13
You wonder about Christianity, phone 2 Corinthians 5:15-18

You feel like an outcast, phone Romans 8:31-39
You are seeking peace, phone Matthew 11:25-30

It feels as if the world is bigger than God, phone Psalm 90
You need Christ like insurance, phone Romans 8:1-30

You are leaving home for a trip , phone Psalm 121
You are praying for yourself, phone Psalm 87
You require courage for a task, phone Joshua 1
Inflation's and investments are hogging your thoughts, phone Mark 10:17-31

You are depressive, phone Psalm 27
Your bank account is empty, phone Psalm 37

You lose faith in mankind, phone 1 Corinthians 13
It looks like people are unfriendly, phone John 15

You are losing hope, phone Psalm 126
You feel the world is small compared to you, phone Psalm 19

You want to carry fruit, phone John 15
Paul's secret for happiness, phone Colossians 3:12-17

With big opportunity/ discovery, phone Isaiah 55
To get along with other people, phone Romans 12

ALTERNATE NUMBERS

For dealing with fear, call Psalm 47
For security, call Psalm 121:3

For assurance, call Mark 8:35
For reassurance, call Psalm 145:18

ALL THESE NUMBERS MAY BE PHONED DIRECTLY.
NO OPERATOR ASSISTANCE IS NECESSARY.
ALL LINES TO HEAVEN ARE AVAILABLE 24 HOURS A DAY.
FEED YOUR FAITH, AND DOUBT WILL STARVE TO DEATH

copied from an email.. and link edited by jason.. ^^
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感謝主設立婚姻

2009-04-04T00:03:00.010+08:00

click here - link to the demo of this song
(p/s: use ie as song can't be played by firefox)

though this song was composed for my Brother, Andy's wedding.. but... gonna dedicate this song to chaixiong and shinchie also.. ^^

词曲：jason

在主的愛裏尋找著伴侶
聼主的話語成長和學習
等主的聲音異像與應許
主祢手帶領將雙手牽起

主設立婚姻給所有伴侶
主祢的話語勸委身學習
主慈愛的聲音我在愛中無懼
靠著主的帶領我們步入婚姻

感謝主祢設立這婚姻
讓我們學習這愛的真諦
所有悲傷與困難有主在一起
或幸福或苦惱一一交托祢

在主的愛裏相愛地伴侶
聼主的話語直到髮如白雲
往著教堂前進一起守安息
感謝主祢帶領我們的婚姻

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Happy but Nagging Week

2009-04-02T12:49:00.018+08:00

another busy week has past....

Celebration service for completing the "purpose driven life 40", wedding ceremony of Chaixiong & Sinchie.... Thanks God so much.... everything is going fine... Thanks for providing such a good weather for the wedding ceremony... Thanks for the smooth progress of the whole.... in the Ceremony, Pastor Vincent has given preaches and advises to them and us as well... It's about the Marriage for Christians... God is love... God create people to enjoy and experience HIS creations and LOVE.. Bond of Marriage established by God and the Marriage is unbreakable, never fails, is all about love.. Therefore, we should pay our respect on it... and not to disregard it as that is holy from God...

touching moment when chaixiong get into the room for shinchie.. chaixiong and his bros had bullied by those sisters before this.....

yup... the wedding ceremony was touching.... we can see that GOD has led them through out the times. no matter it is tough or smooth... And finally, they step into the church together for exchanging the ring under the God in the heaven.... Jason's here wish the all the happiness from God to you two forever and ever....

On the Sunday.... Yinhuey and William have also done very well on leading the praise and worship on the celebration service. Praise the lord as when we're doing things with God, there is nothing to be worried about. though the time for preparing of the praise and worship was short... during the service, Pastor Vincent has given us advises that this purpose driven life 40 is not merely a activity or event but a stepping stone for us to continue our journey to follow God and face the days infront. This is not an ending but a begining... bear it in mind.... ^^ Besides, thanks Chaixiong and Shinchie very much also. We had a very rich Buffet right after the service that dedicated by them.. we're enjoyed and having a good time after the long run of "purpose driven life 40"

Well... though the events are conducted happily... but feels like jason here is a little bit down and strengthless.... there are impacts from many aspects that came to me... family... works... loves... cellgroup... and wayang kulit.... I was quite emotional recently and that is beyond my control... but i knew that God love me so much and everything will be doing fine... I need to come back to God as Jesus said: "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." Ya... God care about us so much that more than we can imagin... so.. be cheer and keep going on serving Him and follow Him, jason.... you might get rest and peace....

p/s: thanks to xinjie to be the listener from my complaints... keke... honestly.. i really felt better after that..

Going to church later for the preparation of the Wayang kulit (as i've mentioned at the previous post) and rehearsal... we need more practices for making the performance perfect.. but that is very misty on how we gonna present the story.. will it be very boring or looks flawed from the audience's seat?? let pray and surrender it to God...
ya.. will try to snap some photos from the rehearsal for here too.... ^^

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easter day VS souls....

2009-03-25T00:44:00.008+08:00

Last weekend was a very content and definitely busy weekend. we're having the making of the characters of wayang kulit characters.... rehearsal of the wedding ceremony, songs practice of the wedding ceremony, songs practice for the Sunday service, meeting for the Internet Special Force Team and not forgotten our cell group ^^.... yup... we had our cellgroup during the halfway of making of the characters models for wayang kulit... that was a bit rush... hope that wasn't affected the groupmembers from concentrating in the cellgroup sharing... this weekend was really exhausting... but thanks God that leading me and giving me strength to TAHAN in all these events....

for this coming easter day, we're decided to have a performance of Malay traditional wayang kulit with the history of Dead of Jesus and resurrection of Jesus.... we've designed all the characters in the history and we've made most of the characters.. I was very doubtful before the making of the characters, worried that the effect will not be okay.. but those characters are really good after we've made it... thanks God.. we've also selected few people to play few roles in this performance... Well... seetho will play JESUS.. wow... that great as he will be baptized on the same day.... Wow.. that making me very exciting on continuing the performance... though seems like many things has done.. but "how to operate the models and the sounds, music" were making me very worry... hope that everything can be prepared well as i hope this performance can touch people and touch their souls as well....

honestly... during the time when we're doing the preparation for the Wayang kulit.... i was touched by the history again and again.... Jesus was died for us and resurrect for us... He came as a human and he knew that he will be killed for sacrificing for our sins... He was full of unhappiness and sadness before he get caught by people...

Mark 14: 32They went to a place called Gethsemane, and Jesus said to his disciples, "Sit here while I pray." 33He took Peter, James and John along with him, and he began to be deeply distressed and troubled. 34"My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death," he said to them. "Stay here and keep watch." but Jesus didn't just keep himself away from the salvation... 36"Abba,[e] Father," he said, "everything is possible for you. Take this cup from me. Yet not what I will, but what you will."

Those phrases were touching me when i was reading the script.... yup.. God so loved us and what are we waiting for to work on the mission... yes, we might face many difficulties and obstacles.. But just do it and God will make a way... Therefore, go... for the souls..

"PLEASE PRAY HARDER FOR THE EASTER DAY"

- pray for the invitation of people
(UPM students will be having final few days after Easter day..)
- pray for other preparation (by IK and CLC)...
- pray for the wayang kulit (rehearsal and the models making)..
- pray for people's heart to listen to the gospel
(very important for getting people)...
- pray for 2 of our members who are going to be baptized...
- pray for pastor to prepare the script of preaches...

speacial thanks to eason to help me to get the soundtrack of "the patient of Christ" and those sound effects for the wayang kulit... hope u can watch this performance too..... (praying...)
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everything you want - vertical horizon

2009-03-21T03:12:00.002+08:00

ya... nice song..

he's everything you want
he's everything you need
he's everything inside of you that you wish you could be
he says all the right things at exactly the right time
but he means nothing to you and you don't know why...

I'm everything you want
I'm everything you need
I'm everything inside of you that you wish you could be
I say all the right things at exactly the right time
but I means nothing to you and I don't know why...

I don't know why....
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幸福的距离

2009-03-21T02:52:00.001+08:00

窗外开始下起毛毛雨
云遮住了星星
夜深了还没有睡意
翻来覆去的想你

时钟滴答滴答的声音
像在说我爱你
转过2点3点到6点
恨不得快点见到你

幸福的距离就算万公里
在你眼里有我想要勇气
从南极飞到北极南京到北京
你的笑胜过那些美景

我们勾勾手就一言为定
我会傻傻的好好的爱你
你的名加我的姓
永远在一起
拥抱多过千言万语

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Kita Mengasihi

2009-03-05T00:53:00.020+08:00

Thanks got that i've adapted well on the part time job.... i had been seeking for job for weeks and finally i got the most suitable job.. thanks god that providing everything for me. as staying in KL, my main objectives is CELL GROUP and serve for last few months... so that is very difficult for me to find a part time job without working on sunday n saturday and hence working in shorterm. but God have prepared. i got the job last week.. though the environment of work isn't well but i really appreciate this job as many of the church members are working there as well... we might have many opportunities to have lunch together.

Just be sent for doing the outdoor witness for the CLT project. yup. my job is actually a QC post in the market research company, SYNOVATE. therefore, i have to do the verification on the survey officers' questionnaires and the survey as well. my job is normally, calling back and review the survey data and giving comment or checking for error from those recieved data. that is a very bored job for me... so that i really need coffee during work. especially at 3pm in office... i was like in the hell.. i will be very sleepy but i can't sleep for sure. So... need to keep struggling in the office for more than one hour... that is really torturing.. haha.. but miraclely, i won't be sleepy after my manager is goin back.. haha... cause there is no government..? i'm not pretty sure... haha....

Yup... get back to the CLT... this is an outdoor withness job for a QC... i've been sent to the selected location for the survey conducted. i had arrived there (Cheras Selatan -if not mistaken) at 4 something, but the work is only started by 8 something.. that was because there was no respondent during the evening period. so.... as a stranger for those survey officer... i was pitily sitting beside... haha.. but there was a chance for me to complete the song i was composing.. thanks god that i've finished composing the song... this song is about love... that is maybe i've been influenced by the topic of "purpose driven life", we're going for the 3rd week and this particular week is actually talking bout the LOVE and FELLOWSHIP (MEMBER).... so that i got the inspiration on that... special thanks to GOD that giving me such grace on composing song...

After finished the song, busy works were coming and i got back to work til 11pm.... today is the most tired day for me as i arrived earlier to office. that was 8.45am. i was thinking to read the papers while waiting for 9.. but manager asked me to start working on those questionnaires.... madam... where is my 15mins' pay?? haha...

song:
Yup.. this is a malay song... is talking bout God's love and what we gonna react on God's love. this is the first time i wrote the malay lyric.. hope that it won't be very bad in grammar as i've been very long time never writing in Malay Language...

KITA MENGASIHI

music/lyric: jason

verse 1:
Dalam hati kita penuh kesunyian
Terus kecewa mengarahkan hidup tanpa makna
Tapi Tuhan kita mengasihi kita sedunia
Junjungkan kita dari mati ketenggelaman

verse:2
Dalam hati kita penuh kesyukuran
Kasih yang KAMU b'rikan sentuhi hati kita
KAMU'lah Tuhan kita yang kita serahkan semua
Mengikuti Tuhan yang mengasihi

chorus:
Kita mengasihi kerana KAMU mengasihi
Kita bersama belajar saling mengasihi
Ini pesanan Tuhan telah bagi kita
Kita Mengasihi kerana Tuhan ialah Kasih
(Kita Mengasihi k'rana KAMU dulu mengasihi kita)

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22nd FEB, Macedonia thanks god....

2009-02-22T20:26:00.006+08:00

22nd FEB...

after the sunday service, we [cell group of macedonia] had the gathering of cell group. that was the first cell group for the campaign-Purpose of Driven life 40 days.

as usual, the cell group activity should be having on Saturday. However, Xxjie and Yin Huey couldn't make it on Saturday. I was a little bit disappointing that when they told me about this. But since the cell group gathering is the must during this campaign. so that i fixed it on Saturday although there are 3 of us going to have the cellgroup for yesterday.

So, during that day - Saturday. I was just following the same schedule, that is going to PCC for the piano lesson, doing some stuffs for the preparation of sunday service. And i planned to go back at 6 something for the cellgroup. i'd been looking forward for the first cellgroup activity although there only 3 of us for joining this cell group. But unfortunately, i suddenly received Yuan's message. that was an informing message that he was unable to be there for the cellgroup. i was stunned while i recieve the message. And after calling Joanne, we've decided that to change the cellgroup to the time that right after the sunday service today.

surpricingly on sunday, Yinhuey and Yuan appeared on the sunday service. i was shocked and happy that i really don't know that they will attend to the sunday service as i've thought that they might not be able to come on this sunday service as well. thanks god that the cellgroup has held as normal and we've spent a good time for each other on sharing about the learning via the book, purpose of driven life. thanks god that prepare everything. from this, i've learned that when you're suffering and even treating things as NO HOPE, there is only the beginning of GOD. HE HAD PREPARED EVERYTHING FOR US. And those obstacles might be the training for us and we should just face it with the accompanied by our dearly GOD. thanks GOD that prepare everything. Thanks GOD..

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心跳 - 王力宏

2009-02-20T13:06:00.004+08:00

想跟我吵架我沒那麼無聊
不懂得道歉我沒那麼聰明
好想要回到我們的原點

你又在哭泣我給不了安慰
我又在搖頭有那麼點後悔
愛情的發展已難以回頭
卻無法往前走

但身不由己出現在胸口
兩顆心能塞幾個問號
愛讓我們流多少眼淚

你的眼神充滿美麗帶走我的心跳
你的溫柔如此靠近帶走我的心跳
逆轉時光到一開始能不能給一秒
等著哪一天你也想起
那懸在記憶中的美好

想跟我吵架我沒那麼無聊
不懂得道歉我沒那麼聰明
好想要回到我們的原點

但身不由己出現在胸口
兩顆心能塞幾個問號
愛讓我們流多少眼淚

你的眼神充滿美麗帶走我的心跳
你的溫柔如此靠近帶走我的心跳
逆轉時光到一開始能不能給一秒
等著哪一天你也想起
那懸在記憶中的美好

你的眼神充滿美麗帶走我的心跳
你的溫柔如此靠近帶走我的心跳
逆轉時光到一開始能不能給一秒
等著哪一天你也想起
那懸在記憶中的美好

this song is so touching...
love the tones, the music, lyric.. everything...
just watched the clips that how he work in the studio..
he really put so much efforts on it...
thanks for creating such nice music for everyone....
hope that LiHom can be able to get a good result on his album...

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花海 - 周杰伦

2009-02-19T12:37:00.002+08:00

静止了所有的花开
遥远了清晰的爱
天弥漫爱却更喜欢
那时候我不懂这叫爱

你喜欢站在那窗台
你好久都没再来
彩色的实际让人很空白
是你流的泪晕开

不要你离开距离隔不开
思念变成海在窗外进不来
原谅说太快爱成了阻碍
手中的风筝放太快回不来

不要你离开回忆花不开
请你等重来我在等待重来
天空仍灿烂她爱着大海
情歌被打败爱已不存在

你喜欢站在那窗台
你好久都没再来
彩色的实际让人很空白
是你流的泪晕开

不要你离开距离隔不开
思念变成海在窗外进不来
原谅说太快爱成了阻碍
手中的风筝放太快回不来

不要你离开回忆花不开
请你等重来我在等待重来
天空仍灿烂她爱着大海
情歌被打败爱已不存在
☆为了这份爱我愿意重新等待

this is the most favourite song of mine from his latest album..
i've been waiting for very long time for the MV...
love this song so much... ^^
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happy birthday

2009-02-17T01:11:00.005+08:00

hey.. happy birthday... wishing that ur the most happiest person in this world.. hope u'll be enjoying your life... hope you will know god and then know about the purpose of life.. take care...

love this song so much... still remember that i was always repeated listening to this song... and this song really touched me...

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what YOU say and what GOD says

2009-02-15T21:40:00.004+08:00

You say: ?'It's impossible' ? God says: ? All things are possible ?
(Luke 18:27)

You say: ?'I'm too tired' ? God says: ?I will give you rest ?
(Matthew 11:28-30)

You say: ?'Nobody really loves me' ? God says: ?I love you ?
(John 3:1 ? 6 & John 3:34 )

You say: ?'I can't go on' ? God says: ?My grace is sufficient
(II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

You say: ?'I can't figure things out' ? God says: ?I will direct your steps ?
(Proverbs 3:5- ? 6)

You say: ?'I can't do it' ? God says: ?You can do all things ?
(Philippians 4:13)

You say: ?'I'm not able' ? God says: ?I am able ?
(II Corinthians 9:8)

You say: 'It's not worth it' God says: ?It will be worth it ?
(Roman 8:28 )

You say: ?'I can't forgive myself' ? God says: ?I Forgive you ?
(I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

You say: ?'I can't manage' ? God says: ?I will supply all your needs ?
(Philippians 4:19)

You say: ?'I'm afraid' ? God says: ?I have not given you a spirit of fear ?
(II Timothy 1:7)

You say: ?'I'm always worried and frustrated' ? God says: ?Cast all your cares on ME ?
(I Peter 5:7)

You say: ?'I'm not smart enough' ? God says: ?I give you wisdom ?
(I Corinthians 1:30)

You say: ?'I feel all alone' ? God says: ?I will never leave you or forsake you ?
(Hebrews 13:5)

special thanks to --
The Count To A Million Christians In Malaysia.!

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xabi alonso compilation...

2009-02-13T20:55:00.002+08:00

he is the man~~

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Lucky - Jason Mraz Feat. Colbie Caillat

2009-02-06T13:40:00.003+08:00

(Jason)
Do you hear me,
I’m talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I’m trying

(Colbie)
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh, ooooh, oooh, oooh,
Oooh ooh ooh ooh

They don’t know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I’ll wait for you I promise you, I will

(Both)
I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

(Jason)
And so I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music fill the air
I’ll put a flower in your hair

(Colbie)
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you’re all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

(Both)
I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I’m lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh, ooooh, oooh, oooh,
Oooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooooh, ooooh, oooh, oooh,
Oooh, ooh, ooh, ooh.
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new year song... 988 VS MyFm...

2009-01-23T03:45:00.003+08:00

988 funny mooncake resonance version MV 《春风吹到你的家》

MyFM ancient chinese version MV 《大团圆》

yeah~~
chinese new year lor...
988 and Myfm have produced many new year songs.. but like this two only... other than this.. i prefer more on those classic chinese new year songs.. ^^
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phew.... goin back for chinese new year~~

2009-01-23T02:46:00.009+08:00

after a long semester...
is time to go back for my chinese new year~~
yup.. i've been spending so much time on assignments, fyps, and other projects... those projects are pulling me from going back to jb for my family members... this semester would be the toughest semester... we hav so much works to do... even 3 days before the first paper of exam, i still hav works to be submitted.. sigh... really tiring..... but... no more tiring days in TARC.. yeah~~ after the exam... i hope... i can pass all 3 papers... but the Site Management makes me worry so much.. haiz... the chapter 2 isn't in the tips... so that... most of us skipped memorizing the points in the notes.. but he set those questions to us?? sigh... thought that since he always skipped classes, he will definitely help us.. but... is this a trap for us??

after the last paper.. we went for dinner together with (almost) all of our group B members... yup... we had a fine dinner in a italian restaurant... food there are quite delicious.. hmm.. i was really enjoy with the food there.... during the night... many of us were very HIGH that cant control themselves from posing for photos shooting.. haha.. we went out from the restaurant.. there is a park with a nice scene... we had many weird poses as well for the photo shooting.... finally realized that... yup... we're goin to graduate here... perhaps... we're not goin to meet each other anymore.. though that our relationship isn't very very good.. but... really bear not to leave them as we're attending classes together for years... yup... all the best to you all friend~! May god bless for our future... take care...

yup... tmr.. goin back to jb... by pastor's car.. this is really... good.. haha.. cause jason doesnt need to pay for so much for the tickets.. haha.. great... though i cant go back earlier for meeting them.. but it's ok wat... gonna stay there for quite a long while.... i'm looking forward to meet them up..
heard mom said that andy has bought 3 shirts for us... we gonna wear this during the first day of cny.. wow... ^^ this reminding me that mom had bought 2 polo T for us few years ago.. and we wore it together on the first day.. haha...

well.... i still havent bought my shirts yet.. hope that i could get those at jb too.. sigh that cant watch the RED CLIFF today.. i was thinking to go kl for muvie... but.. haiz.... the red cliff was not showing yet... that was really weird that normally the first showing day for new movies are on thursday.. but for this movie.. slightly diff... start showing on friday pula.. up sad... but nevermind.. i think i'm goin to watch this at jb as well.... ^^

goin to hav a long sleep and packing on next morning... that's all for today..
wishing that everyone hav a blessed year.. with god.... nite ya~~
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Mugging time~~

2009-01-13T16:16:00.005+08:00

finally....
my last sem exam is just around the corner..
yup.... this thursday... going to die for this.. haha.. time to mug for the last...
just submitted the last work yesterday... it's our FYP actually... PED tutor incident..
so now.. gonna study 1000 times harder.... for only 3 subjects...

then... CNY.. yup..
miss my family members so much.. yeah~~ time to go back.. but i havent buy my bus tick yet... hope that i could get it after i confirm the date to go back... yup.. is time to get back to study.. keke...

first post in 2009
wish everyone happy new year!!!

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goodbye 2008

2008-12-31T15:37:00.006+08:00

yeah~~

gonna say goodbye to 2008...
yes... 2008... how's your 2008?? happy?
jason's 2008 was a short year... means that my year was content also lar.. keke... i've learned so much from friends, PCC members... thanks everyone and most importantly.. thanks god.. thanks god that giving so much and put me in PCC for serving you and experiencing your love... through the camp, 10th anniversary, mission trip, i've learned so much and grown up... those event were keep reminding me that people need god and therefore we should go to preach to others with your love and salvation.. ^-^ there is no time for me to waste... so... in the coming new year.... i'm looking forward to work more on it... to let other know more bout YOU... thanks all PCC members and family members that giving me so much encouragements and love for living... without you all.. life must be very tough... keke... anyway.. jason's here wishing you all a very very happy new year with god blesses!!

not going to leave a very long post today as i'm going to PCC again for the count down gathering.. keke... happy that seetho will join us also.. i thought that he won't be joining us as he has something to amend for the thesis.. happy...

in this lovely year... we've started the Globurban... yup.. Globurban... is our FYP group for PED... all of us was like bro and sis... we worked together and we learned together... honestly... i'm really happy to work with you all.. hope we can be able to go UK together... add oil for everyone man... take care and hope you all have a memorable new year celebration...

Happy new year to you... to everyone....

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we were the reason

2008-12-27T21:05:00.004+08:00

As little children we would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys we knew we'd find
But we never realized a baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

*We were the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by we learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves and what that means
On a dark and cloudy day a man hung crying in the rain
All because of love
All because of love

*Chorus

I finally found the reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him (every part to Him)
And all that I do every word that I say (you know I'll be saying)
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him (every thing for Him)

We are the reason that He gave His life
We are the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give (all that he could give all)
To show us the reason to live

nothing much to say..
lyric has told us everything...
we are the reason......

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christmas week.....

2008-12-22T11:10:00.005+08:00

Monday....
yup... another 3 days left to christmas.... supposingly, i've to be very happy and enjoying on the christmas... but i'm very busy on so many works until can't breath and rest.... i had been doing my chapter 4 and 5 for days til mid night... jason's here almost a panda... days past very fast and now i've finished my chapter 4 and 5... just went to campus for looking for ms tee, my supervisor... she was still the same... didn't scold me at all.. she was just told that i've to submit before end of this week as the submission date is getting close. therefore, i've to finish to as soon as possible....

jason's here is very worried about the interview and also my thesis... heard that there is a meeting today... i might know how's the result tomorrow or the day after... i'm like very nervous and my heart is beating very fast... haiz... don't think that i like this kind of feeling very well... and i found that i don't like things there are full of uncertainty... what i'm required is always the things are fixed to reduce the degree of worry for everything.....

well... though i'm very worred regarding to the interview... i still have to rush my thesis.. i've no time to wait... and then study for the final exam... that is very important for us... we have 3 subjects this semester... hopefully i can make it well for this final semester... therefore.. jason.. you need to study hard.... yup.... study smart as well....

after the rehearsal of the christmas of PCC.... found that many of our church members are good in acting err... everyone is really willing to contribute for this event.. hope that through this celebration... many of the new friends can be knowing more about jesus and the meaning of celebration christmas... gonna pray harder for this....

watched the soccermatch yesterday... fortunately... liverpool manage to get a point from the arsenal... that was a poor game.. since when liverpool plays very well?? (funny) yup... liverpool's defends was not playing very well... as the agger was like dreaming sometimes.. but i really like him.... hope that he can be able to get back his status and fit for the matches.... and the sadest thing is... chelsea is going to pull the leading seat from the liverpool... after the match tonight... hope that liverpool can be playing well for the rest games.... and get back for Top....

well... gonna wish everyone MERRY CHRISTMAS... hope that everyone doing well.....

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how can they make it???

2008-12-13T11:21:00.005+08:00

awesome!
carrying bricks by head??
how could he make it??
he must be having so much of training on stacking those bricks up..
this clip is from Blangadesh...

recieved this from an email... interesting....

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Let Pray for the VICTIMs.......

2008-12-08T11:22:00.013+08:00

yup... December... Christmas month again.... this is the joyful month for me and i've been looking forward for those activities or events that is goin to be helded in my church.... what i'm thinking is "i'm goin to invite more people to come and to get to know bout Jesus and salvation".... And our Title for the event on 24th (christmas eve) is "why do we celebrate christmas?" that's common to us... since we have already knew that christmas, is the day to celebrate for the born of JESUS.... yup... but actually, not many people know about this... i can still remember that one of the people told me that,"christmas?? Birthday of Santa Clause??" or"just celebrating your Jesus' Birthday what!!" Oh dear... yup... conclusion, they really need know more about this.....

yup.. back to the topic... last saturday.... A tragedy happened at the residential area which is very near my place, Bkt Antarabangsa..... landslided due to the unstoppable rain water... the landslide has burried more than 14 Bunglows, roads, and most seriously... people.... from the news... i saw that there are 5 people was dead in this tragedy and some of the people are still missing under the land.... actually, before this tragedy... landslide had happened previously (in this two weeks) at many places in Klang Valley... that was really sad and family of victims are looked very desperate as they have not only losed their house but also their loved one....

hopefully.... government will take this as a warning and try to stop those risky construction espeacially at those BUKIT area.... but as the paper told... the main factor that allow this tragedy occur is the drainage system... yup.. the rain water can't be drained down from the bukit antarabangsa and cause the soil full with water... when the soil become heavier and weaker... the landslide might occur...

Let us pray for all of the victims.. i can't imagin that how if all my stuff (cloths, documents, foods, house) is burried by land... i won't know how to react with this... they might be very sad now and hence lost in life... just because.. people are working for what?? for family?? for a house?? for everything?? but those are temporary in this world.. this tragedy has shown us that you might lose everything you are trying to earn and hold with... therefore... what is the most important thing you need..??

yup... during the mission trip.. we played a game with the teenagers in Bidor... LIFE GAME... many of my friends has played this before.. this is a very interesting game for me.. but unfortunately.. i've no such opportunity to play this game... this game is just like a simulation of human's life.. you have to work, buy your need, study, you might get sick, and u can even get married in this game... but what are you hardworking on isn't the things that can be remained forever... you might lose all of those you got...

so.. what we actually need is god... it is because god is life and god is everything to us.... human's life is full sorrow, unsatisfaction, unhappiness... but why?? that is because people are fear on death... they don't know where to go after dead... people scare to lose everything... that's why many of people are just willing to enjoy their life without thinking about the meaning of life.. because life is short... but they are wrong.. we have god.... god love us... that's why God send jesus to sacrifice for our sin (doing wrong things)...

from the Bible, John 3:16 "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."

the only son is Jesus.. and for those who belive in HIM... will got the eternal life... in the heaven... for those who do not believe in god, they might lose their life in the hell due to their sin (doing wrong things). therefore, the fear of death isn't a main problem of human's life anymore.. I really hope that people can get to know about this.... people need jesus....

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展开清晨的翅膀

2008-12-03T11:33:00.004+08:00

诗篇139：

主耶和華，
你已經鑒察了我。
我坐下，我起來，
你都已曉得。
我行路，我躺臥，
你都細察，
你也深知我一切所行。

我舌頭上的話，
你沒有一句不知道。
你在我前後環繞著我，
按手在我身上。

這樣的奇妙，
是我不能測透，
你的至高你的尊貴，
是我永遠不能所及。

我可以往哪裡去躲避你的靈？
我可以往哪裡去逃，
可躲避你的面？

我若展開清晨的翅膀飛到地極，
就在那裡，
你的雙手也必引導我。

感恩，无论何时何处，天父仍然看顾着我们....
让人应着神而得到安慰的诗....

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把悲傷留給自己 - 陳昇

2008-12-01T10:43:00.001+08:00

词曲、唱：陈昇

经典好歌:
在古巨基的情歌王中听到...
很好听的歌...

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美罗 - 瓜拉美金下乡短宣

2008-11-29T16:12:00.010+08:00

真的非常地感谢神让我有机会的来参与这次的短宣。这是我第一次参与短宣，也是第一次一下乡的方式来短宣。没想到我也是其中的队员。我还记得当我看到这短宣宣传单的时候，我并没有任何的感动要参与。我一向来对短宣的工作就没有很大的兴趣及热诚。懒惰的我向来都不愿意适应新的环境，所以也更谈不上到其他的地方来短宣。通常的我会用许多的借口来推辞邀请。但我在参与了今年的Christian Fellowship Centre (CFC)差传年会后便被讲员的话提醒了。是的，我们不能再等了，身为“最后一批门徒”的我们必须为主来传福音。所以我就答应了参与这次的短宣。虽然功课非常的繁重，但我相信神会预备前面的路。所以就不管手上的功课，先把报名表格给交了。记得要开始短宣的前几天，忙着功课的我一直都非常的担心手上的功课来不及完成，这也影响了我对短宣的心情。我甚至有点后悔答应参与这一次的短宣，直到短宣的开始。

带着复杂的心情开始短宣的我，没想到很快就忘了学院中所有的功课。感谢神让我能如此的专注于短宣的工作。也感谢神，团员们也很快的就打成一片。相信是因为我们的使命是一致的，所以很快就有着合一的心来进行这短宣。到了那里，原来这新村并不大，我们便开始到每间家中为下乡的活动做宣传。与当地的居民接触后，心中有着非常深的感触。我非常的希望他们真的能够的来认识主耶稣，并且的来接受主。不管是当地的小孩，少年，大人，甚至是老年人。我都非常的希望的来将主耶稣介绍给他们。当然，我知道以我们的能力是很难把福音告诉每一个人，但也非常的希望把福音的种子撒在这个新村里。

在这短短的八天中，我们经历了不少。还记得读书激励会当天，真的很高兴能够有机会与一般将升中学的少年人有一段时间来分享福音。感谢神赐我们聪明智慧，让我与我的同伴能够将福音传给了他们。除此之外，我们也藉着个人的见证来向他们分享。感谢神他们竟然愿意的来接受耶稣并且与我们一起得来做决志的祷告。非常的感谢神。我知道，这是神在他们心里动工，我也非常的希望之后他们也能够的到教会继续的来认识主耶稣。在向他们传福音的时候，我学习到了不少。学习到了交托与祷告，把他们的灵魂都向神来祷告。这是非常重要的。此外，我也看见了团员的努力。大家为着传福音的工作而做的预备让我从中能够学习到对主事功的看重。

当然，十字架的路并不容易走。我们在这次的短宣遇到了许多的拦阻。有居民控诉说我们的团员在新村中传福音，壁画的进度遭受天气及意外的影响让我们迟迟不能完成，图书馆的钥匙因为我们的粗心而被带走，图书馆地砖问题而让我们饱受被狠批等等的问题都让大家的心情被影响。虽然问题频频的发生在我们当中。但感谢神，不管是在问题上或是在我们的内心里，祂都一直的带领及掌权。短宣最后还是圆满的结束了。在这些的事情中，我学习到凡是谢恩及凡是交托的功课，因为创造万物的主一定会为我们预备道路。当我们遇到难题时，大家都会警醒，先回到神的面前祷告，向神来交托。我非常的享受这段短宣的日子，因为这让我能够更亲近神，更享受神。这是我在平常生活上少有的，我希望能够学习在平常生活中也能来与神有如此的关系。

经过这一次的短宣后，我更要提醒我自己一件事。那就是无论在哪里，无论在何时，我都要把福音传给那一些还没有接触过福音的人。让他们能够因着上帝的救恩而得着永生的盼望。希望我能突破自己，来向周遭的同学与朋友来传福音。此外，我也要学习在神的话中扎根成长，在生活上活得更像基督，来荣耀上帝的名，使我能在这世上为主做光与盐，以生命来影响其他的生命，让更多人能够有机会得来接触主耶稣基督。我也必须常常鉴察自己心中那颗爱神，爱人的心。让自己常以爱来继续侍奉神、为主传福音、为主作见证！

最后，还是要感谢所有的团员。大家都非常努力的在短宣的工作上。大家不顾自己的疲累，互相的来扶持，互相的来帮助，来把工作做好。虽然大家都来自不同的背景于不同的地方，但大家都还是以爱心来与彼此相处，互相给与关怀。遇到难题时，大家都一起得来面对、祷告、及解决。与大家相处的这些日子真的是非常棒的经历。虽然大家相处的时间只是短短的一个星期，但要分开时还是万分的不舍。（因为我们一个都不能少！）希望大家回去后，继续的来为主发光、发热，以生命来荣耀上帝的名。让更多人因着我们而得到上帝的祝福！

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说好的幸福呢 - Jay

2008-11-28T10:26:00.000+08:00

杰伦打歌区！！
love his songs~~ yeah....

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happy birthday 2

2008-11-27T10:16:00.002+08:00

So happy that i had an unforgetable birthday...
thanks my coursemates very much... i'm touched cause they prepared a really well celebration for me... they knew that i like "Las carretas" and they purposely find that restaurant in ampang last nite... i was really surprised when we've arrived... haha... we had a very happy momment last night... yup... the foods there was nice just because of them.. haha...

after the meal, the waiters there suddenly stand behind me and started to sing birthday song.. haha... i've already know bout this since everytime was the same.. haha... yup... the cake... it was tiramisu... hmm... it was really good in taste and the cake was really big... haha...

after the meal... we went to the rainforest sport bar... yup.. the bar with live band performance... we had some beer thr and that's all for our celebration... haha... i'm really happy that i've such precious moment with all of them as the time we leave KL is getting closer and closer... who knows that this is my last birthday celebration with them... yup... so i've to appreciate every moment with them...

yup.. besides, i've received a very interesting "present" yesterday also... haha.. there're those weirdy and funny photos from Jingqing.. i dunno those funny photos edited by who but those photos are really girlish lar.. and the most important thing is.. i'm in the photo...!! how can they edit the photos like that..? they added those queen crown, flowers, so on so on... haha.... what a unforgetable present...

anyway....thank you all ya!!!
thanks god too...

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Happy birthday~~

2008-11-26T18:35:00.003+08:00

yup...
thanks god that giving me a happier birthday this year...
i still can remember that during the last birthday, i was still suffering on something which is unsolvable... haha...this year?? problem still havent been solved.. but what i'm thinking hardly is the mission!!! yup.. THEREFORE, we should go... yup.. to share the gospel to everyone just because that god love us so much!!! So, jason.. u shouldn't wait anymore... you have to be the light and salt in this world to influence others by you life... to let others know and to let others get to know this grace by our dearest god...

yup... going for my celebration lor.. keke... looking forward for my dinner as i'm quite hungry now.. yup... thanks everyone for ur concern and wishes... thanks god...

my space for my heart...

差遣我

2008-11-24T21:59:00.004+08:00

yup... send me god.... for the people who needs you....

主告訴我如何獻上我的生命
帶希望入人群中
主告訴我如何付出我的關懷
將溫暖帶入世界

我看到靈魂中的憂傷
孤獨中人的心在角落颤抖

差遣我差遣我
我願付出我所有
差遣我到需要祢的人群中

充滿我充滿我
用祢愛來充滿我
再一次緊握他們的手
my space for my heart...

mission trip

2008-11-14T15:51:00.004+08:00

just got a new look for my jasound. looks like a note book that recorded down my sound. hmm.. nice.. like this template so much... i've been learning this for long time to modified the blog.. As we know that the html is very tough for me ( know nth in programming) it was very tough for me to read those instruction as i've no time for this. Yup... during the time we're (Globurban) doing the PED (final year project), we've discussed to start a new blog to for Globurban. for us to throw something thr such as recommendation of restaurants, gossips, and so on... and finally, we've started this blog... seems like dtong is quite interested on it as we're going to discuss more bout the lifestyle here.... Perhaps, Globurban blogspot might become a very famous blog in Malaysia..? who knows??

yup... friday now, today... globurban is having a break and not working for the final year projects (we're doing assignments everyday together) This is a good time for me to rest and relax... But actually, i've many things to do also, i've to prepare the stories for child that is required for the handcraft sesssion for the children during my mission trip. yup.. i'm going to the mission trip tomoro morning. 8am have to be arrived at the pudu bus station if not mistaken... i'm now actually stil havent prepare my luggage and i havent got the sleeping bag.. oh no... i'm not goin to sleep on the floor for whole week... this missionary trip is 8days trip to the Perak, Bikam. there is no church at all and christians there are very few.. so... hope that we can stay there and live with them for sharing the gospel to them. i'm happy that we have the chance to serve for those people. that's why i'm decided to go though i havent done my works (studies) yet. but i dun care so much bout that since i've dicided to go for it. it would be very meaningful experience for me as i never involve in any mission trip previously. I've have to be prepared (mentally) and this is a war for us... hope u can got a big victory for our god... since the lost's souls are waiting there without any helps (no church there) Therefore, we should go for them. this reminded me the movie that we watched in the camp of PCC 2008. those guys are willing to sacrifice themselves for to ORANG ASLI in US.. that's a very good lesson for us to learn from.

supposingly, i'm now should be at serdang for my mom.. my mom was here (kl) to bring ivan for his mom... and i think to main purpose of coming kl is meeting pastor ong. his wife, pastor kelly was just gave birth. and the baby is very cute (from the photos, i still havent meet him yet). back to my mom.. i was actually going to serdang to meet her but after class 8pm, it seems like very late for me to travel there and my coming might bring trouble to pastor ong as he has to fetch me again from the railway station. so... not going even today. sory mom... i tot i can meet u today.. but i didnt.

haiz... goin to prepare the materials (stories) for the children and i'll print all the stories out for us to read and we are going to tell those stories to the children at the Bikam.. i'm looking forward to play with those cute boys and girls.. keke... that's all for this... and i'll be disappearing for 1week for the mission!!! for the god... go for war.. for the people.....

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Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

2008-11-13T12:11:00.003+08:00

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
Now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Scooch on over closer dear
And i will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
Please don't, please don't, please don't
There's no need to complicate
Cause our time is short
This oh this this is out fate, I'm yours!

love this song so much...
maybe his name is also jason... haha... what a stupid reason.. yup.... his song is just very nice that can touch people's heart espeacially this song, I'm yours. I've been looking for the free download for this song from Limewire but i can only got the unplugged version, how sad... but anyway.. i can still listen for this song from youtube.. yup... going to continue my WORKS... haiz... so much that i couldn't finish it on time...

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tiring days

2008-10-25T13:27:00.007+08:00

this whole week...
my mind was full of PED PED PED... dissertation Questionnaires....
stressed and worried bout the works cant be done on time and cant make it done... the chapter three of the PED need much time to link the figures of the construction costs, revenue, load, in the excel file... really headache with this since our Ms Excel skill isnt good... we spent whole day in Jusco - Mc D/Starbuks for a week... since every day POU Jusco... now start phoebia with Jusco now.. haha.... but thx god... everything is over... we've done it.. goin to submit it next tuesday.. haha.. fortunately i managed to meet the Ms Tee for the consultation... i've been very worrying that she will scold me for the slow progress of the dissertation.. but luckily she didnt and most important thing is my questionnaires for the research has approved and i can start my survey for the dissertation rite now... keke.. time to work hard for this!!!

yup....
13th annually missionary week...
really learned much on that... thx god that sending ur servant to give us such a very meaningful preach... Pastor Lai.. i think i meet him before but i really cant recognize that when and where i meet him... memory ady start fading... haha... n... accidently.. i've been chosen to be one of the performer for this event... LiLi asked me to represent PCC to sing the song "AnyWay" with the HuiSan.. haha... honestly.. i didnt not well at all.. but grateful that many of 'em was giving me so much moral support.. thx a lot!!!! this is a very good experience for me... i knew more frns from CFC... no only Huisan, Jingxing, other students cell group members ( when attending the prayer's meeting) yup.... another very impressive things... the video clips for this event this really nice.... i heard that the person who prepared this is working as a clip editor for the MTVs... wow... CFC has many talented members ya... thx god again.. ^^ o ya.. after this event... i've decided that to join the missionary trip at Perak... it is 1 week trip to help those kids and most important thing.. sharing gospel to them... hope that i can be able to finish my works (studies) as this is my last semester.. i've to finish 2 final year project... so.. goin to pray harder for this...

lazy weekend...
gonna hav a short rest... and after charged up my batt... continue my work... i've to prepare 100 letters for the targeted respondents... and send email to them as well.. easy works.. but take days to finish.... hope i can finish it and hope that the reponses can achieve my target... so.. pray harder and work harder....
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圆秋月

2008-10-10T05:34:00.003+08:00

词：jason
曲：ken

楼苑蝉奏孤影乐
仿映夕孩契相悦
喜忆甜，辛寄倦
愁欢馨冻月为见

江川溪流独舟前
缓牵涟漪艰留年
岁成别，梦巢迁
惦化尘埃月蒙掩

圆月圆月秋中夜
开颜备送盼返鹃
程途明明照秋月
春夏待一席桌圆

圆月圆月团圆夜
畅言家茶暖连绵
不舍依依任月缺
秋冬更迭寂淋泪

圆月圆月盼圆月
月虽缺情将心接

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commencement of last sem...

2008-10-07T13:30:00.005+08:00

cant get used to it yet.... this is the first day i came back to kl.. starring at the clock after awaken... i was thinking if i'm fetching ken to the jb custom and listening the "promise of 215" broadcasting by 933.... i'm goin to miss them so much... suddenly feel very empty... moody... but i believe that this feeling wont stay longer as i ve many things to do and i dun hav much free time to think of it...

on this 1week++ break in jb... i met many frns... Tiram's buddies.... chat a lot... Cana's brothers.... from wat we're chatting... realized that we've grown up... and we are now no more a teenagers... but adult.. many of my previous classmates are now working... suddenly feel like wan to go back to jb as soon as possible... curious rite?? hey.. jason... tot that u bear not to leave kl?? bear not to leave PCC?? bear not to leave frns of TARC?? i'm blur with it too...

final semester has commenced... but i'm still havent hav the study mood yet... my fyp is oso hanging and rediculously i stil havent touch it yet?? oh... hope that i can start my questionnaires tis week... heard allen said that not many ppl make it in archi wong's paper... failure rate is the highest and has broke the history... 50% from us didnt make it... im very worry bout that too.. this is because the answers of questions is full of uncertainty.. and we really dunno what the wong wants from our answer... hopefully.. many of us manage to pass this paper.... or else... it would b tough for the last 3 months....

went to the song practice last nite... wow.. huisan's voice is sweet for tht song... but we stil havent get a pianist yet... and i might be the guitarist if we stil cant get a pianist... hope that i can make it... but i really need more practices on that... we hav a rehearsal on saturday.. and huisan will b absent.. so... i hav to sing it by myself.. swt.. cos this song is actually a sang by girl... so the key is very tough for me.. hope that it wont be weird when i'm singing it alone...

goin to hav my class later at 6... i'm stil very lazy err.... but hav to attend the class. oso since the lecturer is very strict in the attendance of students... so... hmm... gonna prepare my questionnaires later and crawling to tarc for the lecture.... but before that... haha... gonna hav nap for a short while... keke...

my space for my heart...

稻香

2008-10-07T13:06:00.004+08:00

词曲：周杰伦

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什麼人要这麼的脆弱堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好

不要这么容易就想放弃就像我说的
追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机现在终於飞回我手里
所谓的那快乐赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了谁在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著风唱著歌睡著了
哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好

love this song...
i prefer more on the music tho the lyric is quite meaningful...
his music is just amazing...
that's y he's so famous...
one of my frn from US is also mad on him..
she isnt a chinese... but she loves him so much..
let's imaging how talented he is.....

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anyway

2008-10-07T12:27:00.003+08:00

You can spend your whole life building
Something from nothin'
One storm can come and blow it all away
Build it anyway

You can chase a dream
That seems so out of reach
And you know it might never come your way
Dream it anyway

God is great
But sometimes life ain't good
And when I pray
It doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway
I do it anyway

This world's gone crazy
It's hard to believe
That tomorrow will be better than today
Believe it anyway

You can love someone with all your heart
For all the right reasons
In a moment they can choose to walk away
Love 'em anyway

God is great
But sometimes life ain't good
And when I pray
It doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway
I do it anyway

You can pour your soul out singing
A song you believe in
That tomorrow they'll forget you ever sang
Sing it anyway
Yea - sing it anyway

I sing
I dream
I love
Anyway

gonna learn this song for the 差传年会...
this is really a nice song....
hopefully i can sing it well....

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home....

2008-09-24T12:13:00.005+08:00

yeah... time to go home... i've been staying at kl without goin back home for about 2months... yup.. so long time... that's why i miss them very much... mum, brothers, ivan, alvin... and dad?? yup...

goin to prepare my stuff and goin home lor... keke.. ^-^

last nite... went to lawyatt for the Ricson Birthday Celebration.. wow... the buffet and karaoke session was really worthy... how can v get buffet n karaoke in RM20??? haha... cos of student price... yup... this is a very good recommendation.. we can go for karaoke n dinner next time, i told yeang tong.. keke.. after that, mingjun, yeangtong and i went pavillion for some beers... yeangtong recommended us the rainforest sport bar... too bad.. yesterday got no soccermatch.. i think the bar would be very happening if there is any soccermatch on live casting.. keke... hmm.. environment there... cant say is very nice.. but i like the liveband.. they sing and perform very well.. the lady's voice was beautiful and the band is just great... many of the songs they performed was just nice.... i can still remember my favorite song"you are wonderful tonight" they performed... cool.. though the voice cant be as good as clapton.. but the guy has his ownstyle on singing skill.... good..!!

1 more semester to go... sigh... after all.. do we still hav to chance to meet out for just a glass of beer and chitchatting on each other?? i dunno and i dare not to think too much on the future... i'll be back to jb after my advanced... and most probaly will continue further study for the master degree programme... so.. i wont stay at kl... since the time of leaving here become closer and closer... those weird feeling become much and much... i think i really bear not to leave here... bear not to leave PCC, frns, roommate......................

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Song of Songs + Moonlight Resonance~

2008-09-22T03:40:00.007+08:00

finally, finished watching the moonlight resonance...
wat can i describe for this hk series....?
this is really impressive and spectacular... i was very impressed when im watching the first few episode... after watching the first few episodes, i cant control myselft to stop watching the rest... though i was having exam.. haha.. ;p i was wonder that how the screen writer can be able to write this kind of story... respect!!! from every episode, every scene was just bring us into the story... this is the best hk series i ever watch... hope they have more good products for us.... so.. wat next....?

haha... cant sleep now... cos i've been sleeping for 7hours from 5til 12am... wow... after reached home from church.. i was exhausted... and i tot to hav a short nap.. but.. haha.... slept for almost 7 hours... wakaka... really like sleeping pig lar...

today.... after the sunday service... we've our first "song of songs" class... actually.. before we have the class, pastor require us to read through the whole book... so... BOBIAN.. have to read... keke... what can i say is.. for my first impression... this book for me was just a song to praise his or her lover... until the last last camp of PCC in 2006... i still remember that the teacher, preacher was briefly discuss the love through this book... wow... it was amazing... i mean the love... the class today was very clear... pastor clearly explain the phrases in the book... we have learned so much on it... i mean me lar.. dunno others oso.. haha... anywhr.. thx god... thx pastor to prepare such meaningful classes for us...

haiz.. cant attend the next class.. cos im goin back this week.. yeah!!! finally... it's been a very long time for the previous back... miss everyone very much... haha.. so... goin lor....!! somemore... those are attending the class will record down the voices and the video as well.... so.. i still got chance to attend the class im goin to miss... haha..... thx err....

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Songs of Victory~~

2008-09-21T00:01:00.004+08:00

what a disappointing game... Liverpool managed to win Man Utd but got a shameful draw from the stoke city?? too bad.... fail to get a 3 points.... still thought that Chelsea will lose or draw with the Man Utd then liverpool can be the 1st of the the BPL.. but now... haiz... even Arsenal can also got the chance for the 1st... haiz.... liverpool... sigh... i really hope that u can win this game... so sad... so sad...

before watching the disappointing game... our cell group went for the songs of victory at the baptism church at the bukit bintang area... wow... the songs are... amazing.. love o the songs very much... i really hope that i can compose songs for god... but... haiz... i stil hav to learn more.. today.. is considered a sad day.. but god songs have fill me... thx god...

hope that i can wake up earlier for sunday service tomoro.. n the class tmr... keke....

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benitez first victory against Manchester United...

2008-09-14T21:43:00.004+08:00

this is a great news for every liverpool fan!!!!

yup.. this victory can be equals to epl trophy... i believe that everyone is still very ecxited!!! haha.. i cant hide my happiness rite now.. keke... this is the game!! and the babel is the man... keke... after watching the highlight from the forum... yup.. liverpool did very well in the anfield though the first goal at the 3rd minutes of the kick off was really shameful... but at least the victory is on Liverpool hand!!! keke...

from the highlight... reira was quite good in the wing position.. he showed his quality on driving the ball into the penalty box... but since he's still very new... i think he need some times to build up the chemistry with the teammate... besides... Mascherano, Alonso did very well in this game.. Alonso's shot resulted brown own goal... he owez hav such lovely performance... that's why i love him very much... Mascherano... he's one of the hero that contribute a nice driving and passing to the kuyt... kuyt made a pass to Babel and it was a super goal by a power from him... i'm just cant control my emotion after i saw the score board from the web browser.. haha... happy...

it's been a very long time for the previous victory against Man United in the BPL... and this is the first victory of the the Benitez... wow... 4 years.. liverpool nvr win Man United... this is really sad that the fortune is not owez with liverpool... i still remember that in one game against Man United... liverpool is doin very well and they're ruling the whole pocession on the pitch.. but they just didnt get a little luck for the goal... and unfortunately, at the last minute... the ferdinand got a goal by head from a free kick... i can stil remember that Man United had only few shots in the whole game... wow.. i was really up sad bout that.... since this a great game... hope that liverpool can keep it up for the BPL trophy!!! keep winning in every game... you can do it liverpool cos You'll Never walk Alone... ^-^ kops are here owez supporting u!!!

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PCC brain washing camp 2008

2008-09-14T21:24:00.003+08:00

yeah...
thinking to write something for the camp...
29-31st brain washing camp at nube centre PD...

it was a very happy moment... thx god that giving me such chance to serve for this camp and serve with those lovely people... i was firstly felt very happy that zhiguang and sooyi from CFC came to me for the games preparation... i still rmb that i was suffering the measles and rushing the thesis.. ;p thx them very much for those help and support!!!! besides, im also very happy that we got the chances to organise the camp with CLC and IK(Ikatan Kristian UPM)... they are very kind and im really happy that we can serve together... ^-^

we've many wonderful moment... during arrival, during preaching time, during games, during sharing time, during meal time, yup... it was really unforgetable... something very touching is lyvier and Juan Juan brought me rhino water and barly... wow... seriously... touched...
click this link for photos!!!

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macedonia's mid autumn~~

2008-09-14T20:41:00.014+08:00

happy mid autumn festival!!!
yup... it is really a happy day for me...
we've have cell group at my house... and our activity is... da dang!!! steamboat... yup... steamboat... it was a very enjoyable nite for me.... for them?? hopefully... keke... yesterday... i woke very early (9:00am) and went to PCC for the song practices as i was the guitarist for the sunday service this morning... yup.. met many ppl at church oso.. keke.. we met felicia, jiaqian, and also sagara(;p)... after short while of the practice, we went for lunch and continued the practices...

after the practices... without wasting any time.... we went back to wangsa maju... but the delay of the train was frustrating... we cant even enter to the first train as there were too many ppl waiting for very long time.. but thx god that we got the next after few minutes... haha... and somemore we got the seat... yup.. thx god... i could say that im very sleepy on the train and i was sleeping in the train.. keke....

yup... arrived jusco.... ^^ time to shop!!! we met younger xinjie and buy the materials for steamboat together.. keke... list of wat we bought : beef, chicken, several kind of meatballs, sausages (growable??), vege, crab meat??, eggs, bihoon, (i think tat's o) keke... yup... then we went back to prepare the materials!!! that nite, we hav joanne, chunyi, seetho and chinseng with us... wow... chinseng came oso..?? keke.. he attended the sunday service this morning oso.. ^^ hopefully he can come for the next sunday service... yup... i'm very thankful for the "turtle jelly", mooncakes, fruits that prepared by younger xinjie, joanne, yinhuey... with that, we got desserts to eat.. though we've ady full until cannot move a single muscle... keke...

this is the "growable" sausages that i mentioned. so big!!

=steamboating =

my guests...fruity "turtle" jelly=mooncakes=

after the steamboat.... keke.. we went downstair to play lantern... keke.. like child rite?? hmm.. we hanged o the lantern at the branches of the trees... that was really a beautiful scene.. keke.... i've a good time with them as the cell group is really tie us up... yup... i finally experienced the purpose of churh... it isnt only a building but o of us..

playing lanterns time

decorating the alpha with lanterns...yeah... taking photos again...wah.. bahaya... ;pi like this photo...

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稻墙

2008-09-03T15:39:00.003+08:00

词: carls
曲: jason

稻芜田苍鹭怜
漫落飘翩羽盘旋
栖无边乾草片
纷撒碎吐穗流连

旷野遍淹苍田
骸墙呵稻耘寒暄
禾之渊谷之源
稻芜田憾苍鹭怜

荒桑末年纠处哉愆
守若无牵雨不迭难不愿

chorus:
稻草墙艳阳间豢养霓虹天
风掀眷冉冉惦阡陌咽哽言
稻墙拂僚不叠苍野草叶填
夜掏念环圈圈殊途寝冬眠

this song is paddy wall...
if u read properly.. there are some meanings that linked to the "Heron"
recorded not really well...
but lazy to re-record again...

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活水之声

2008-08-25T19:21:00.009+08:00

“ 活水之声 ”是一个传扬基督的节目制作中心。录制福音性、造就性、训练性节目,向世人传扬主道。与网友分享福音, 与主内肢体共同追求灵命进深, 亦与有志于全时间事奉者从系统性神学课程同得装备。里面的节目还蛮不错的... 我自己也正在听其中的清晨甘泉, 里面就每节每节的解释路加福音。之前也有讨论了不少的圣经书卷。不但如此,里头也有其他的节目让大家收听。能让我们学习更多哦....

没错的话，这网站本来的对象是中国内地没有教堂的弟兄姐妹。这样他们就可以透过这些广播的节目更了解上帝。使更很好的工作。创办人也就是我以前教会（加拿基督教会）的师母丽雯传道。当然林牧师（主任牧师）也在当中客串。希望大家能再次网站中有所领受，有所得着。

recently listen this everyday.. keke.. the bible reading is broadcasted via the website... hmm.. good... and the way pastors discussed and explained the bible phrases are interesting... like to listen it very much... im now listening the Luke... wow.. pastor explain the bible phrase, phrase by phrase... explainations are clear and easy to understand.. like it very much.. keke.. goin to finish the luke and listen the other books....

link to enter the site:
click to enter

address of the site:
http://livingwaterstudio.net/

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finally, interim has submitted... phew...

2008-08-25T17:30:00.007+08:00

finally,

ive make my interim report done and passed up to dr bobby. he's not angry as ive a good reason for the late submission. but he wants me to submit the MC to the office to avoid the penalty given.. haiz... i have to go to clinic to get the extension of the MC duration as my MC is just until last thursday but i was really sick for whole week. cant even concentrate on doin other stuffs oso... fortunately manage to passed up the interim report just now... but need to go to clinic again.. hais.. lazy to do so.. haha...

just now went to print my interim report, i saw a rat jump out from the photocopy machine.. wow?? how can a rat stay in the photocopy machine.. in side the machine, there full of the shits by the rat.. yuck!!! so dirty... i suddenly feel like want to leave the "house" asap... help... haha.... printing plus photocopy plus binding cost me RM10... hmm.. actually is quite cheap.. but RM10... can do many things in stead of print this interim report..

watched the soccer match last saturday... it was the match against Midlesbrough. that was too bad cause the sopcast didnt provide the streaming for this live match... y?? haiz... but i found a website that allow me watch through the web browser... so pro... this is the first time i watch the live game or programme using the web browser... i was tot that only those streammer can provide the live programme... i was wrong... i started watching from the last 20 minutes...

i was up sad that the score board shows that liverpool is losing 0 : 1 at home... haiz.. but i trust that liverpool can be able to win the match... time goes very fast and there is only10 minutes left... the score board was still showing the 0 : 1.. im honest that i was only hope that is only a goal for the draw game.. at least they dun lose the game in their own place... i was chatting with Veilung on that time also... he seems like feel very disappointed too... but surprisingly there is an owngoal by midlesbrough... it is actually cause by our vice leader on the pitch.. he is carragher... he made a shot out side the penalty box after received the ball.. this ball was hit on a player and reflect into the other side of the net.. wow.. i was very excited as that was a goal to make the whole team survive.....

we started to have more hopes.... we even think to get another goal for the game... i kept telling veilung that mayb there is another goal.. and he said that it is too difficult to hav a goal at such situation. finally.... at the 93rd minute (if not mistaken) wow.. it was amazing... gerrard made a power long shot as the ball was straightly fly into the goal just like a rocket. it was amzing as i was screaming for the victory in front of the laptop.. haha.. like a silly er... hmm... im stil happy on that goal now.. keke.. so excited... this goal was rock the whole stadium... but contrary, midlesbough's hope of winning has dropped to a defeat... they really did well... but the luck seems like still taking care on liverpool... happy...

the strategy of liverpool. im not sure since i didnt watch the whole game.. but babel seems like nvr touch the ball.. yup... our alonso did very well on this match.. his passes is very crictical and is very accurate and creative... that two goals were indirectly designed by his magic passes... hmm.. like the way he plays... hope that he has more chances to appear for the liverpool.... (once talking about liverpool.. nvr stop oso.. keke..)

thinking to hav more rest times or a few days to relax.. keke.. then only start my revision for the final exam.. hope that i can manage to study well and prepare well on this coming final... and hope that the camp, PCC nube brain centre 2008 can be ran smooth and well.. yup.. seems like everyone has done their part so think that should be no prob for that. but i stil hav the games activity to prepare... hmm.. actually the games have designed but there are many item for the game hav to be prepared. hope that o de games and programme can be ran smoothly and hope this camp could help us to be more matured on the religious thinking... thx god that u help me and give me strength on doin my dissertation.. i'll do my best on the camp as well.. spitted so much things here... keke.. i think should b enough by now...

PCC Nube Camp 2008

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7:00

2008-08-23T19:01:00.005+08:00

today... rainy day..
and my room have a special guest... his name is HAPPY.. he's a dog.. very cute... belongs to my housemate actually.. he went out with his family... this HAPPY had already stayed here for two days.. he obviously seems like not yet adapted to this home.. yeah.. just because he's not belongs to here actually. yup.. he's goin tmr... he was crying and barking for the whole nite cause he was frightened since he was alone in the dark room for whole nite....

7:00 ady... i still haven done my dissertation... i stil have a nite to do... tmr.. gonna attend the sunday service and the meeting of the PCC camp... haiz.. i'll bring my laptop to church and do it during the waiting time for the meeting rite after the sunday service.. thx god that u ve prepare for me that chun yi changes the time of serve with me.. or else.. i definitely got no time to do this dissertation.. haiz.. gonna rush this to make this done...

bob's seems like not giving chances to those late submission. he said that there will be penalties for the late submisisioin.. wow... im now very worry... im thinking to go clinic to get the extension of the MC.. therefore Bobs only know that i'm really sick badly.. actually.. cant say very bad.. my condition now is quite ok.. but really cant finish off the works.. haiz...

gonna b fast... now almost 3000 words... half way to go..
let finish it by today man... u can do it.. pray harder also jason... yup... god only can give me enuff strength to do o those tough works....

7:12pm...

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PCC forum

2008-08-22T17:31:00.005+08:00

wow.. PCC Forum....

there are 20members in this forum... that's a good begining.
hope more ppl can join and involve in this forum.. since this is quite a good space for us to communicate and care bout each other... this is a really good space for us... chatting there is likely a kind of cell grouping... cos we share, care, and sometimes "PAT" oso... haha... so... hope everyone can join.. ^-^

yup.. forgot to show the link to the PCC forum...
<click here>
and the address of the site is:
http://pcc-serdang.5d6d.com/bbs.php

People come and communicate!! members of PCC!!!
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new days = last day

2008-08-22T11:34:00.004+08:00

finally,

today is friday..and the submission date of the interim report... but my progress is still in chapter 2... wow..!! how can i finish my work?? i dunno.. but i'll try to finish it by today?? tmr?? hopefully..

11.37 now.... i've a day... so.. after my brunch... n after taken medicine... i'll start my dissertation... should pay 100% concentration on this... hope that god will guide me and give me strength on doing this dissertation though i'm now sick...

i'wont go campus today as my rashes might spread to others. since the exam is just around the corner. i shouldn't go to campus to spread the virus to others.. haha.. excuses for not goin campus... but this is reasonable wat?? i'm i rite??

gogo.. jason... must finish ur work!!!
oya.. many of my family members called me this morning... touched.. they are very concern bout me.. and asking me to buy those oriental medicine for the rashes. thx dad, mom, and bro... and also thx o de frns who are concerned about me... i'm really happy with u o... thank you...

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the lord's prayer

2008-08-21T22:27:00.000+08:00

nice song and nice voice...
thx god...
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days with rashes

2008-08-21T22:02:00.003+08:00

haiz..
days are very tiring, eyes are red and my whole body is just yuck... rashes all around my body. become more worrying though doctor didnt say that is serious. she just told me that this is kind of fake rashes, virus infected, and need to drink more water and vitamin C, and fruits more. that easy?? dunno. but really feel tired lar.. cos of the effect of medicine? i dunno... i became more sensitive when i saw mosquitoes. scare that got DENKI...

for my dissertation.. progress is damn slow as im just sleep for whole day.. cant concentrate also. hope i can make this done by today?? dunno.. i just hope that i can do as much as i can today... hope that i can done more than half. but my eyes are very tired now... feel like want to sleep. but ive slept for very long time just now. from 2-5 sth. how can i sleep for that long time... my week is only sleeping and facing laptop without doin my dissertation.. wow.. god.. help!!

5000 words... ive 4000 words to go.... plz give me strength to do o of these...
just received the reply from yee... she added sth in the file i've sent to them. good!! so that our information will be clearer and the list of items can be confirmed. hope we can do well on the camp. and the preparation can be done well. should pray harder for my rashes... as now is ady 21st of august. i need to be recovered for the camp... got.. count on u lor... plz cure my weakness in health... thx...

going to continue my tiring dissertation. Psychological Contract...

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How the apostles died?? sacrificing...

2008-08-18T11:50:00.006+08:00

how the apostles died? click to have a look...

found this from the PCC live...
it is very meaningful..
and this means that christian lifes aint smooth lifes...

but wat we hav is the god in the heaven...
he always beside us and giving us supports and guidances...
that is why those apostles are willing to sacrifice for this gospel...
because this is worth for it...
christ came to earth for us... to sacrifice...
wat we sacrifice to him??
thx for sharing...

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苍鹭

2008-08-18T11:05:00.007+08:00

this is the very very first demo.. sry that i've many wrong pronunciations. i'll try to record well after done my works.

词：carlsken
曲：jason

晨四倦睫撑雾守若亭

岁载蜿蜒朽木方子屏

单影楚怜虚逐安幽宁

若然丁添弥负了冥冥

霜凄披肩苍鹭雨暖淋

愁展绵眠阿父许梦萦

怀豁然颜情抒曲靡音

乳末育虔夕途湖栖静

草草仓独步禽羽衣般柔情

还愿双双白鬓刻铭千苦心

荫庇冉冉无尽数许雪待停

颓秃默默吞辛蜻点风平静

草草仓独步禽苍鹭若比亲

纹皱缀点眼影刁含自雕翎

无欲语求允应施之怨无鸣

仓草袅袅盈盈蓝路云中循

it is a poem??

wow.. when the first time i read this lyric i really don't understand what is this poem talking about. this poem/song done by my brother. he's language is... i think don't need to describe anymore... haha.... yup.. talk a bout the music... he asked me to compose the music and he wants the chinese classic's tunes... so i tried to compose the tunes for this beautiful poem/song... and he seems to be like it.. happy er... after our discussion, this song is actually composed by three party.. me, my bro, and our dearest god... ^-^ hope everyone like it too.

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open season LIVERPOOL...

2008-08-18T10:12:00.006+08:00

yeah..
i'm back..
it's been a long time for the previous blog...
i've been very busy on uncountable assignments, final year project (PED), dissertation, and etc. therefore, the time to blog has occupied by those non-stoppable homework. i'm very lazy actually, so the progress keep hanging (dissertation) as i spent those free time on sleeping actually. so worry that i couldnt make it done in this week. i'm very sorry to ms tee as she seems like having better expectation on me..(more on chu actually) but... i'm just can't concentrate on those works... even the journals are very boring that i kind of phobia on those literature sources... but what to do.. gonna rush to finish my works here.. i've only one week left.. nope... 6days left actually... hope i can manage to finish it well...

last saturday was the first match of EPL/BPL for liverpool. i didnt plan to watch this match as i've the serve on sunday service as the guitarist. i even don't know that the first match was fell on the saturday.. (wat a liverpool fan) ;p but fortunately waikin called me out for YAMCHA during my cell group. so... we went BRJ for milo panas (gastric..). i was only realized the liverpool match rite before few minutes the game has started.

this is the very first match... honestly, i'm not really prefer this grey jerseys. but that is acceptable. i prefer the white jersey for the previous year. (planning to buy) let's talk about the games... the mid field was just very messy.. possession of ball can only be found at the defenders and they just cross to the front for the strikers... RAFA's strategy?? plesis can't play well... his defend isnt good and attack isnt like a liverpool standard player.. sigh.. what was RAFA thinking last saturday.. that was very risky to use such an inexperienced player. he cant hold the ball well as he just simply pass out the ball when the ball comes. passing even worse than sissoko... (sissoko good in defend though)

another thing... kuyt wasnt a good wing honestly.. he though can be many positions for back up... but he really did not well for his own position. his cross ball can only win the corner... cant bring the chances to the strikers. still need to give him chances to be the wing? or let him play striker? keane hasnt found his status yet. this 20million guy was denied torres' on goal shot. or else.. that will be a 2:0 game. but anywhere, we still hav to give him more chances to adapt in this big family. luckily liverpool manage to get a goal at 82nd minute.. it was torres' shot. low but good angle. everyone was shocked on his try. he even didnt look at the goal at all... just shot?? i was wondering how he feels the target? what a super goal inspiration.. this score was assisted by our xabi alonso. he was playing very well. after he walked into this field, the match became more interesting and the attack then only seems to be attack. i cant see any proper attack when the plesis was in the pitch.. alonso's passes, crosses are good as that is reducing the burden much of gerrard. he has a very ambitious try that was a shot from liverpool own half to the goal. it was impressive though the ball didnt fall into the net..

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happy day for good smiling!!!! --> Psychological Contract!!! Ms Tee.. ^^

2008-06-06T01:00:00.006+08:00

Nice day for me... though yesterday was rainy day.. ;p but proposal got approved by dear ms tee.. she was so kind that approving my proposal (effort)... i was doin so much of reading just becos of doin this title and project brief... happy that she was appreciating my done works.... happy!!! just want to express my happiness... keke...

title here: Psychological Contract Expectations between Employers and Employees in the Construction Industry...

Supervisor: Ms Tee ^^

so... what's the next...? yup.. i still have training report to go... and also the PED reading... so... gonna spend my mid nite to do all these works.. haiz... hopefully can finish my training report first... then no need to suffer that the possibility getting scold by our dearest Ms Janaky... she is kind actually... but i'm not going challenge her tolerance... haha.... hopefull my training report wont be very low quality.. i'll try my best to make it done properly.. keke... so...? without any waste of time... i have to start and make it fast as i still have PED to study... yup...

nite mom, dad, bros, sis in laws, nephies... ^^
nite everyone... thx god...

yup.. thx waikin helping me to redeem my broken K810i....

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thx malaysia

2008-06-05T02:51:00.004+08:00

just saw this from a forum. yup.. thx malaysia that increasing the price of the petrol since we have now became richer and richer. and our economics here has became better and better. thx malaysia. look at other oil producing countries... how's their price.. but why malaysia's price is keep increasin and now is highly different with those country?? cos those countries are very very poor compare to us... this action (increasing of petrol price) is genius!!! some more our high quality oil are selling out to other countries and our genius businessman buys the low quality oil for us by the super genius price!!! thx malaysia... thx...

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war of dissertation

2008-06-04T21:00:00.006+08:00

concentration of war:
practical of psychology in the human resource management

location : KL (mainly)
duration: 7months +/-
objectives: for UK!! ;p

haiz.... now is the 2nd week of my new academic year. everyone from my course is very busy and also very nervous on finding a suitable title for the research for the whole academic year... yup... factors that fear us are, topic we chosen has no potential in research, supervisor chosen is bad and just ignore our works of research... yup... that's y many of them are already submitted their title to their ideal supervisor.. yes, me too.. i'm now hardworking for my project brief so that i can able to submit my brief to the supervisor who i wanted her guide. ms tee.. i saw many of the students are "sibuk'ing" finding her for the approval for the supervisions. i was afraid that whether she will accept my title. but don't worry... i'm now still hardworking for the title and also the project brief.. hopefully i can done this by tonight and submit this to her by tmr. hopefully she will accept me.

the topic i've chosen is driving me crazy. i have to do more reading to understand the new things i never expose. there are psychology, and human resource managements, (psychological contract) yup... ms tee asked me find the journal regarding to the psychological contract.... just borrowed some books from library and obtained the journals from the e-library... hope those information help a lot in my brief preparations... i shouldnt think only for the brief but also the whole process of the research. but i cant since everyone is very hardworking on doin the first... so in this stage, i've to be more hardworking FIRST until i got a appropriate title and suitable supervisor. yup.. gonna burn my mid nite oil again tonight... but i've prepared.. keke.. i've taken a long nap just now... and now.... is my time to work hard for this!!!

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june's blog

2008-06-02T00:08:00.005+08:00

yup... may has past so fast...
and now.. is june... my new semester and acedemic year have just commenced...
happy with the new life and my timetable was nice!!! i love it so much... we've no class on saturday and monday class started at 3pm.. tht means i can go back to jb on friday afternoon til monday morning... amazing!!! thx god!!!

talk bout the new sem... we hav many works to do... like me.. i've 1 training report, 1 thesis title, 1 PED sypnosis to finish for this coming week.. but i'm now sitting in front of laptop for blogging... (u will regret jason ;p) haha... but dun care... i still can manage to finish it... keke... so proud huh!!! hope that everything is gonna be fine...

jason's today went for the piano lesson... wow... i've learned something from Lee Buo.. she taught us so much.. thx her so much and i'm now have homework to do... for the piano.. i hav to train the chords for the rite hand... yup.. so that i can use to play the chord well... thx a lot.. hope that i can be a pianist for the PCC... yup.. at least i've tried rite??

yup.. for the camp... finally i've met the cheryl.. at the church.. we have exchanged the msn add.. and we decide to discuss online and come out a proposal for the camp programme planning.. hope that we can do it well as this camp is quite grand for me.. keke.. (i was always incharge on the mini church camp) haha... but this time is different.. gonna gambatte to make things rite!!! so.. gonna pray harder to god for better performance... go tiger!! keke...

for the songs of presentation.. thx king fung that he provides me many sources for the english songs.. keke.. hope those songs can help me in finding a appropiate song for the 10th year aniversary... and hope that we can start our song practice session next week (after service) onward.. yup.. everything is counting on you god.... gonna pray harder also since this is the first time that our cell group work together for the church.. thx for having this chance to contribute for serving god....

goin to watch downloaded movie.. keke..
nite o... nite.... nite god...

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goin home^^

2008-05-14T08:15:00.004+08:00

time to go home lor... ^^
goin to meet my mom, bros, nephies, sis in law... ^^
hope that everything is doin well there....
some more... 19may is ken's birthday... ngam ngam.. can celebrate with him...
and... i gotta do the replacement of mother's day celebration err... ^^
yawn.. didnt sleep last nite cos downloading the anti virus..
took me so much time.. now only finished downloaded and updated...
really tired err... gonna sleep on the bus.....
zzzZZZzzz....

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happy mother's day!!!

2008-05-11T20:25:00.003+08:00

happy mother's day!!!
yup.. but i'm now at kl... cant celebrate with her... she's now having dinner with xiao feng jie.. ^^ fortunately stil got ppl celebrate with her err.... just bought my new laptop... not bad... can tahan lar.. keke... luckily i upgraded the RAM cos heard ppl said that 1G isnt that enuff actually... somemore the price is only RM75.. so.. i bought it for tis laptop... ^^

tot i'm here writing something bout my mom but i'm now discussing my laptop.. blek... yup.. mom.. just called her to greet her.. and no one accompany her actually er.. but ivan's with her now.. hmm... at least got grandson to accompany her rite?? keke.. gonna treat my mom nicer and nicer.. she loves us so much and gave us so much... her love has no motive at all and just sacrifice herself, her life, and her everything to us.. so..? what should we do is love her much more than she loves us.. (tho honestly her love will be greater than ours)

i was the guitarist for the sunday service today.. not really doing well as we didnt do practices earlier.. we just simply practice before the sunday service... not good.. gonna take it serious on serve... tho we have no enuff time to practice but this is our responsible to do it well for our god.. yup... i was really blur this morning.. i forgot to bring my wallet when i'm goin out for lrt.. haiz... so.. i gonna walk back to my place for it.. then... i was late.... sorry to xinjie.. she's waiting for me at kl central and she went to ampang park to fetch me.. haiz.. paiseh lar.. cos she's staying at pj actually ler..

wish my mom will be happy!!
wish all the mom around the world happy!!!
happy mother's day!!!

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good bye my love 再见我的爱人

2008-04-30T22:27:00.005+08:00

经典歌曲：good bye my love 再见我的爱人

邓丽君

goodbye my love
我的爱人
再见
goodbye my love
相见不知那一天
我把一切给了你
希望你要珍惜
不要辜负我的真情

goodbye my love
我的爱人
再见
goodbye my love
今天和你分离
从此和你分离
我会永远永远爱你在心里
希望你不要把我忘记

我会永远怀念你
温柔的情怀念你
热红的心怀念你
甜蜜的吻怀念你
那动人的歌声
怎能忘记这段情
我的爱再见
不知何日再相见

我的爱我相信
总有一天能再见

最近一直唱这首歌...
很好听... ^^
很感动的一首歌...
也许是要离开emc的关系吧...
肉麻到... 哈哈...

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story about mum

2008-04-30T21:49:00.003+08:00

happy mother's day
nice article to share...
we gonna love our mum and treat her well!!!

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last day in EMC

2008-04-30T20:30:00.002+08:00

last day in EMC...

i arrived office late... haha.. last day what... fortunately didnt get scold... our jobs today..? less... just scanning the BQs and searching for drawings...
and most of the time.. we are chitchatting with our seniors... and taking photos with them... keke...
this is the last day... feel like bear not to leave them... haiz... 天下无不散之宴席.... hope there will do well in the future...

after the job here... gonna start my new job at mid valley.... yup.. work as a promoter for the Philips... keke.... good chance to earn some pocket money.... but the duration of working there is really worse... 10am to 10pm... wow... but i'm tough what... no prob for me... ;p

gonna watch the soccer match tonite... no ppl accompany me ler.. haiz... gonna watch the match alone again... haiz... o my friends arent the supporter of liverpool.... so... sigh...
LIVERPOOL　ＹＮＷＡ!!

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Goodbye to EM Construction..

2008-04-29T19:33:00.005+08:00

tomoro will be the last day of our industrial training.... we've a good time there... and all the staff there are treat us well... though they have no much time to teach us more bout the works of construction...

today, mr bahdri has gave us a briefing bout the job here... he told us much bout the construction... firstly... we need to learn more and expose more in this field for the technical knowledge... but... what he wants us the learn is... build up our characteristic as a workers, specialist, or a businessman... this is more important than other... i agree..!! so.. we gonna build up ourselves to be a nice person... and always have a good attitude of works... ^-^

so... last day.... maybe i wont meet them anymore... but i really want to say "thanks so much" to them... yup... tomoro gonna have our last lunch there at Mc D... keke... (always buy economic noodles as our lunch before coming for work)

gonna sleep very early and wake up very early for the semi-final of UEFA champions league!! keke.. it will be a exciting game... Barce VS MU... i'm not their fan... but i'm not goin to miss this nice game... hopefully... Liverpool will get the ticket to the Moscow and defeat one of them for the SIXTH THROPY!

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梦醒时分

2008-04-23T06:25:00.003+08:00

经典歌曲：
最近都有收看"新不了情"
在剧中...
听了fiona所唱的<<梦醒时分>>....
觉得很赞！！
也让我回味这首很棒的歌...
曲的动听已经不用再说了
词方面...简单明了... 但触动人心
(写到天上有，地上无似的）;p
李宗盛大哥真的是一个超棒的制作人...
本来想找fiona 版本的...
但没有...
不过.... 原唱也很棒..!!

词曲:李宗盛

你说你爱了不该爱的人　
你的心中满是伤痕
你说你犯了不该犯的错　
心中满是悔恨
你说你尝尽了生活的苦　
找不到可以相信的人
你说你感到万分沮丧　
甚至开始怀疑人生

早知道伤心总是难免的　
你又何苦一往情深
因为爱情总是难舍难分　
何必在意那一点点温存

要知道伤心总是难免的　
在每一个梦醒时分
有些事情你现在不必问　
有些人你永远不必等

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what a waste...

2008-04-23T05:23:00.011+08:00

yawn...

woke up for the UEFA champion's league.... disappointed result for everyone i think.... that was a great goal by kuyt. he did really well and it was a well finishing for this home game. i can see his effort on the pitch. but torres wasnt perform well. maybe just because terry gave so much pressure to this young handsome player. haha... but hope that he can play well on the next. thatwas a draw game. 1:1... this suppose a victory for liverpool but unfortunately riise made a very major mistake. he used his head to clear the cross ball in front of the goal but the ball flied into the goal and became a shameful own goal... Poor riise... many of them were blaming him and saying that to sell him out though i'm not blaming him as he's the hero before.. we cant forget his contribution. yup... hope tht he can play well for the next... (this major mistake might affect his future appearance)

haiz... drogba's performance isn't as well as before... he seems like not as tough as before and he's not that fast anymore. so poor.. hopefully he can be able to find himself and play well for the chelsea... though he was the most dangerous player to the liverpool (for last year) but i'm more preferred to see the strong and well performed drogba.... GANBATTE!!

hope that liverpoor can manage to get the final ticket... so... they must prepare well for the next to prevent the shameful mistake again. liverpool.. you'll never walk alone... i really love this song. it is really a touching song.... yup... no wonder players there can be so tough... just because they are not alone... the fans from every corner of the world are giving them support!!!

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its been a long time

2008-04-21T02:36:00.006+08:00

fellowship...
reminded me the time when i was in cana youth... it was a very unforgettable memory and this memory brings me happiness and also tears... haha.. tears somemore?? kidding gua... life there was really enjoyable and content...

yup... our Macedonia is assigned to organize a programme for the combined fellowship of 4 cell groups. this is the first time for our cell group. and.. this is the first time we work together... for me... it is just preparing some interesting and exciting games for the participants. is just a programme for fellowship. but... seems like our group members yinhuey and xinjie are very committed on this programme. they've pushed me to be more serious on this programme since this is considered a serve for the church. yup... serve... it was a happy night for all of us... (think so) and the most important thing is... pastor vincent have just told me that there are two girls from the Emmanuel cell group have accepted god... it was a great news.. and i'm happy with this too... hope that god will guide them through out the life.

yeah, almost forgot... surprisingly, i met weiqi and weijian in PCC.. wow... it was miracles?? haha... its been a long time nvr see them since i've shifted to the church that near my house... they are grown up.. and now studying at new era... thx to kenyuan that he encourages them to attend the sunday service. hope that two of them can stay longer and serve here and the most important thing is.. grown up here with the guidance of god.

yawn.. that's all for tonight... slept for so long this afternoon... so.. now gonna curi ayam.. haha... goin to sleep soon.. night everyone... night to you... take care..

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让

2008-04-21T02:15:00.004+08:00

其实...
这首歌...
一开始就给我老歌的感觉..
很棒...
后来在看了歌词...
很配哦...
很喜欢...
杨宗伟的《让》

词：姚若荣
曲：萧煌奇

verse1:
多想要找到一丝挣扎在你脸上
可是你美得冷得淡得像月亮
等着你的那辆车灯闪一下
像催你草草断了我们的过往

verse2:
约好要每年回到初拥吻的地方
划一个记号写下相恋的感想
等明年我剩一个人坐在堤防
改唱首什么歌来纪念爱的傻

chorus1:
让你逃亡又让你回航
我让你依赖我也让你倔强
只要你微笑带一点感动的泪光
我就能够得到再给的力量

chorus2:
我让你飞翔又让你说谎
我让你苛求我也让你奢望
我还以为爱就是要体贴的退让
我们一起盖的罗马你却跟他拆了城墙
踩过我用挚爱建筑的天堂

bridge:
太绝对的爱变成了活该朋友要我责怪
我却只想重来也许这就叫爱

last:
多少日子盖的罗马你用一夜拆了城墙
踩碎我曾让你栖息的胸膛

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忘了哭

2008-04-19T13:17:00.003+08:00

歌神-学友歌曲：
忘了哭...
很赞哦..
这首歌的词...
对...
现代人的感情少了互相体谅...
忘了到对方的世界里..
也忘了哭...

词：高见
曲：苏俊元

前一步　已末路
这一步　过分未知数
再一步　就决定胜负
却平白无故　退出

当你被他抱住　
该学会懂得为他哭
把痛苦交给我闭幕　
领悟另一种幸福

我们一路都忘了哭
忘了怎么爱上彼此的糊涂
没有人会懂得帮助　
直到所有于事无补
爱怎么开始都像要结束

我们一路都忘了哭
忘了到对方的世界里住
明知感情不断建筑　
都未付出半个项目
错误的泪不想哭　
却硬要留住

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新不了情

2008-04-19T13:08:00.002+08:00

经典歌曲：
这首歌... 词曲都很美...
很悲...但我喜欢...
最近又被曹格与星光帮他们拿来翻唱...
感觉也很棒...

戏呢？
我可没什么印象了..
但最近又在看新的新不了情...
薛凯琪所饰演的..
蛮不错的说...
mv也找到了...
是张靓颖所演唱的..
唱的也蛮好听的...

曲︰鮑比達
詞︰黃鬱
編︰鮑比達

心若倦了　淚也乾了
這份深情　難捨難了
曾經擁有　天荒地老
已不見你　暮暮與朝朝

這一份情　永遠難了
願來生還能　再度擁抱
愛一個人　如何廝守到老
怎樣面對一切　我不知道

回憶過去　痛苦的相思忘不了
為何你再來　撥動我心跳
愛你怎麼能了　今夜的你應該明瞭
緣難了　情難了

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just my luck....

2008-04-18T22:37:00.004+08:00

finally,
my hp is proven totally broken...
haiz... cant be repaired is the saddest thing that i have to face it.. you know what? it is just a new hp... it is my 21st bd present from mom and bro... but... haiz... what can i do? just called the sony service centre... they told me that it is not worthy to repair as the fee is as much as a brand new hp. so? i've to spend a big amount of money for buying a new one? haiz...

why i'm so unlucky? why? i was taking care it well but finally the motherboard had broken... and now... i hav to spend another 800++ to get a same model hp??
maybe.. it is just my luck...

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不灭的灯

2008-04-18T20:02:00.005+08:00

词：flylydia
曲：jason

是谁点燃城里的灯
驱走不安的黑色
我就站在回忆的门
思绪一步一步往下沉

说了再见又能如何
是否能庆祝单身
爱是不完整的旅程
你成了生命中的旅客

想念是一盏不灭的灯
照亮每只孤独的灵魂
想起你说的永恒
寂寞变成一个替身

想念是一盏不灭的灯
照亮心里活着那个人
爱你无法割舍的
现实却对我最残忍

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吃饭：多吃

2008-04-14T02:13:00.004+08:00

词：jason
曲:迟些再补上

乘着缓步的巴士随着回乡
忆起当时离家沉重的路上
车外风景仿佛让时空倒流
回到了当时不舍的父母
嘴上只挂着多吃多吃

背着包袱踏入这自己的家
爱所给的归属让感动倍加
房中事物仿佛让时空停留
始终如一那慈祥的父母
嘴上还挂着多吃多吃

多吃多吃
那简单却满了爱的美食
淡饭中温温的暖意
溶化那心中孤独的城市

多吃多吃
那朴素却栽了心的美食
粗茶中深深的情意
温暖了心中冷化的心志

多吃多吃
父母的爱
多吃多吃

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殆去的恋

2008-04-13T16:48:00.004+08:00

v1：
戏院里身旁座位
已没有你陪
遗憾的空位
遗留你香味

v2:
喧闹车站黄线内
少了你的美
依把你想念
依恋靠回味

Bridge:
回味自己多么的愚昧
竟以等待让机会逝退
默默地在擦去我眼泪
却擦不去殆去的恋

chorus1:
殆尽的暧昧埋葬了从前
你挥散的甜不再为我而添
殆去的眷恋抓住了哽咽
我寻见的泪问我等殆了没

chorus2:
殆尽的爱恋粉碎所有誓言
你回收的甜我该如何能戒
殆去的一切只留下思念
我守候的累问我等殆了没

词曲：jason

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为你写诗

2008-04-05T17:11:00.004+08:00

词曲：吴克群

v1
爱情是一种怪事
我开始全身不受控制
爱情是一种本事
我开始连自己都不是
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗

v2
爱情是一种怪事
你的笑容是唯一宗旨
爱情是一种本事
我在你心里什么位子
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗

chorus:
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智

为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说
最美的是你的名字

ending
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘的是你的样子
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘的是你的样子

nice... love it so much..

my space for my heart...

sounds of my heart...

好像 好想

完美 ONE WAY

我愿意

If You are the Melody

不舍得

不在惧怕

lzy blogger's post III =p

Life² 生命增值坊

Life SQ~~

想在三天里看清你的一生?

欢迎参加Life² 生命增值坊!

lazy blogger post II : Jason's UK

故事分享Story sharing : 動人心弦的小男孩 (Little Boy Touches Hearts)

~身体献上~

Lazy blogger's Post

EL NINO 50~~~

Her Morning Elegance / Oren Lavie

SIGNS

Alleluia to Christ The Lord

touching 4:4.. yup... YNWA

Special Easter Day

受难的耶稣

Kita Mengasihi have posted up.. ^^

台湾歌手【阿桑】因患乳癌昨晨病逝享年34岁

what a poor match.... 1:3 in Anfield...

great sharing gospel experience.. keep it on~~

latest wayang kulit news ^^

HOTLINE FOR EMERGENCY (FROM BIBLE)

感謝主設立婚姻

Happy but Nagging Week

easter day VS souls....

everything you want - vertical horizon

幸福的距离

Kita Mengasihi

22nd FEB, Macedonia thanks god....

心跳 - 王力宏

花海 - 周杰伦

happy birthday

what YOU say and what GOD says

xabi alonso compilation...

Lucky - Jason Mraz Feat. Colbie Caillat

new year song... 988 VS MyFm...

phew.... goin back for chinese new year~~

Mugging time~~

goodbye 2008

we were the reason

christmas week.....

how can they make it???

Let Pray for the VICTIMs.......

展开清晨的翅膀

把悲傷留給自己 - 陳昇

美罗 - 瓜拉美金下乡短宣

说好的幸福呢 - Jay

happy birthday 2

Happy birthday~~

差遣我

mission trip

Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

tiring days

圆秋月

commencement of last sem...

稻香

anyway

home....

Song of Songs + Moonlight Resonance~

Songs of Victory~~

benitez first victory against Manchester United...

PCC brain washing camp 2008

macedonia's mid autumn~~

稻墙

活水之声

finally, interim has submitted... phew...

7:00

PCC forum

new days = last day

the lord's prayer

days with rashes

How the apostles died?? sacrificing...

苍鹭

好像好想