Wednesday, 25 March 2009

easter day VS souls....

Last weekend was a very content and definitely busy weekend. we're having the making of the characters of wayang kulit characters.... rehearsal of the wedding ceremony, songs practice of the wedding ceremony, songs practice for the Sunday service, meeting for the Internet Special Force Team and not forgotten our cell group ^^.... yup... we had our cellgroup during the halfway of making of the characters models for wayang kulit... that was a bit rush... hope that wasn't affected the groupmembers from concentrating in the cellgroup sharing... this weekend was really exhausting... but thanks God that leading me and giving me strength to TAHAN in all these events....

for this coming easter day, we're decided to have a performance of Malay traditional wayang kulit with the history of Dead of Jesus and resurrection of Jesus.... we've designed all the characters in the history and we've made most of the characters.. I was very doubtful before the making of the characters, worried that the effect will not be okay.. but those characters are really good after we've made it... thanks God.. we've also selected few people to play few roles in this performance... Well... seetho will play JESUS.. wow... that great as he will be baptized on the same day.... Wow.. that making me very exciting on continuing the performance... though seems like many things has done.. but "how to operate the models and the sounds, music" were making me very worry... hope that everything can be prepared well as i hope this performance can touch people and touch their souls as well....

honestly... during the time when we're doing the preparation for the Wayang kulit.... i was touched by the history again and again.... Jesus was died for us and resurrect for us... He came as a human and he knew that he will be killed for sacrificing for our sins... He was full of unhappiness and sadness before he get caught by people...

Mark 14: 32They went to a place called Gethsemane, and Jesus said to his disciples, "Sit here while I pray." 33He took Peter, James and John along with him, and he began to be deeply distressed and troubled. 34"My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death," he said to them. "Stay here and keep watch." but Jesus didn't just keep himself away from the salvation... 36"Abba,[e] Father," he said, "everything is possible for you. Take this cup from me. Yet not what I will, but what you will."

Those phrases were touching me when i was reading the script.... yup.. God so loved us and what are we waiting for to work on the mission... yes, we might face many difficulties and obstacles.. But just do it and God will make a way... Therefore, go... for the souls..


- pray for the invitation of people
(UPM students will be having final few days after Easter day..)
- pray for other preparation (by IK and CLC)...
- pray for the wayang kulit (rehearsal and the models making)..
- pray for people's heart to listen to the gospel
(very important for getting people)...
- pray for 2 of our members who are going to be baptized...
- pray for pastor to prepare the script of preaches...

speacial thanks to eason to help me to get the soundtrack of "the patient of Christ" and those sound effects for the wayang kulit... hope u can watch this performance too..... (praying...)
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Saturday, 21 March 2009

everything you want - vertical horizon

ya... nice song..

he's everything you want
he's everything you need
he's everything inside of you that you wish you could be
he says all the right things at exactly the right time
but he means nothing to you and you don't know why...

I'm everything you want
I'm everything you need
I'm everything inside of you that you wish you could be
I say all the right things at exactly the right time
but I means nothing to you and I don't know why...

I don't know why....
my space for my heart...




幸福的距离 就算万公里
从南极飞到北极 南京到北京

我们勾勾手 就一言为定

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Thursday, 5 March 2009

Kita Mengasihi

Thanks got that i've adapted well on the part time job.... i had been seeking for job for weeks and finally i got the most suitable job.. thanks god that providing everything for me. as staying in KL, my main objectives is CELL GROUP and serve for last few months... so that is very difficult for me to find a part time job without working on sunday n saturday and hence working in shorterm. but God have prepared. i got the job last week.. though the environment of work isn't well but i really appreciate this job as many of the church members are working there as well... we might have many opportunities to have lunch together.

Just be sent for doing the outdoor witness for the CLT project. yup. my job is actually a QC post in the market research company, SYNOVATE. therefore, i have to do the verification on the survey officers' questionnaires and the survey as well. my job is normally, calling back and review the survey data and giving comment or checking for error from those recieved data. that is a very bored job for me... so that i really need coffee during work. especially at 3pm in office... i was like in the hell.. i will be very sleepy but i can't sleep for sure. So... need to keep struggling in the office for more than one hour... that is really torturing.. haha.. but miraclely, i won't be sleepy after my manager is goin back.. haha... cause there is no government..? i'm not pretty sure... haha....

Yup... get back to the CLT... this is an outdoor withness job for a QC... i've been sent to the selected location for the survey conducted. i had arrived there (Cheras Selatan -if not mistaken) at 4 something, but the work is only started by 8 something.. that was because there was no respondent during the evening period. so.... as a stranger for those survey officer... i was pitily sitting beside... haha.. but there was a chance for me to complete the song i was composing.. thanks god that i've finished composing the song... this song is about love... that is maybe i've been influenced by the topic of "purpose driven life", we're going for the 3rd week and this particular week is actually talking bout the LOVE and FELLOWSHIP (MEMBER).... so that i got the inspiration on that... special thanks to GOD that giving me such grace on composing song...

After finished the song, busy works were coming and i got back to work til 11pm.... today is the most tired day for me as i arrived earlier to office. that was 8.45am. i was thinking to read the papers while waiting for 9.. but manager asked me to start working on those questionnaires.... madam... where is my 15mins' pay?? haha...

Yup.. this is a malay song... is talking bout God's love and what we gonna react on God's love. this is the first time i wrote the malay lyric.. hope that it won't be very bad in grammar as i've been very long time never writing in Malay Language...


music/lyric: jason

verse 1:
Dalam hati kita penuh kesunyian
Terus kecewa mengarahkan hidup tanpa makna
Tapi Tuhan kita mengasihi kita sedunia
Junjungkan kita dari mati ketenggelaman

Dalam hati kita penuh kesyukuran
Kasih yang KAMU b'rikan sentuhi hati kita
KAMU'lah Tuhan kita yang kita serahkan semua
Mengikuti Tuhan yang mengasihi

Kita mengasihi kerana KAMU mengasihi
Kita bersama belajar saling mengasihi
Ini pesanan Tuhan telah bagi kita
Kita Mengasihi kerana Tuhan ialah Kasih
(Kita Mengasihi k'rana KAMU dulu mengasihi kita)

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