Wednesday, 31 December 2008

goodbye 2008

yeah~~
gonna say goodbye to 2008...
yes... 2008... how's your 2008?? happy?
jason's 2008 was a short year... means that my year was content also lar.. keke... i've learned so much from friends, PCC members... thanks everyone and most importantly.. thanks god.. thanks god that giving so much and put me in PCC for serving you and experiencing your love... through the camp, 10th anniversary, mission trip, i've learned so much and grown up... those event were keep reminding me that people need god and therefore we should go to preach to others with your love and salvation.. ^-^ there is no time for me to waste... so... in the coming new year.... i'm looking forward to work more on it... to let other know more bout YOU... thanks all PCC members and family members that giving me so much encouragements and love for living... without you all.. life must be very tough... keke... anyway.. jason's here wishing you all a very very happy new year with god blesses!!

not going to leave a very long post today as
i'm going to PCC again for the count down gathering.. keke... happy that seetho will join us also.. i thought that he won't be joining us as he has something to amend for the thesis.. happy...

in this lovely year... we've started the
Globurban... yup.. Globurban... is our FYP group for PED... all of us was like bro and sis... we worked together and we learned together... honestly... i'm really happy to work with you all.. hope we can be able to go UK together... add oil for everyone man... take care and hope you all have a memorable new year celebration...

Happy new year to you... to everyone....

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Saturday, 27 December 2008

we were the reason





As little children we would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys we knew we'd find
But we never realized a baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

*We were the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by we learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves and what that means
On a dark and cloudy day a man hung crying in the rain
All because of love
All because of love

*Chorus

I finally found the reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him (every part to Him)
And all that I do every word that I say (you know I'll be saying)
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him (every thing for Him)

We are the reason that He gave His life
We are the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give (all that he could give all)
To show us the reason to live

nothing much to say..
lyric has told us everything...
we are the reason......


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Monday, 22 December 2008

christmas week.....


Monday....
yup... another 3 days left to christmas.... supposingly, i've to be very happy and enjoying on the christmas... but i'm very busy on so many works until can't breath and rest.... i had been doing my chapter 4 and 5 for days til mid night... jason's here almost a panda... days past very fast and now i've finished my chapter 4 and 5... just went to campus for looking for ms tee, my supervisor... she was still the same... didn't scold me at all.. she was just told that i've to submit before end of this week as the submission date is getting close. therefore, i've to finish to as soon as possible....

jason's here is very worried about the interview and also my thesis... heard that there is a meeting today... i might know how's the result tomorrow or the day after... i'm like very nervous and my heart is beating very fast... haiz... don't think that i like this kind of feeling very well... and i found that i don't like things there are full of uncertainty... what i'm required is always the things are fixed to reduce the degree of worry for everything.....

well... though i'm very worred regarding to the interview... i still have to rush my thesis.. i've no time to wait... and then study for the final exam... that is very important for us... we have 3 subjects this semester... hopefully i can make it well for this final semester... therefore.. jason.. you need to study hard.... yup.... study smart as well....

after the rehearsal of the christmas of PCC.... found that many of our church members are good in acting err... everyone is really willing to contribute for this event.. hope that through this celebration... many of the new friends can be knowing more about jesus and the meaning of celebration christmas... gonna pray harder for this....


watched the soccermatch yesterday... fortunately... liverpool manage to get a point from the arsenal... that was a poor game.. since when liverpool plays very well?? (funny) yup... liverpool's defends was not playing very well... as the agger was like dreaming sometimes.. but i really like him.... hope that he can be able to get back his status and fit for the matches.... and the sadest thing is... chelsea is going to pull the leading seat from the liverpool... after the match tonight... hope that liverpool can be playing well for the rest games.... and get back for Top....

well... gonna wish everyone MERRY CHRISTMAS... hope that everyone doing well.....

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Saturday, 13 December 2008

how can they make it???



awesome!
carrying bricks by head??
how could he make it??
he must be having so much of training on stacking those bricks up..
this clip is from Blangadesh...

recieved this from an email... interesting....

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Monday, 8 December 2008

Let Pray for the VICTIMs.......

yup... December... Christmas month again.... this is the joyful month for me and i've been looking forward for those activities or events that is goin to be helded in my church.... what i'm thinking is "i'm goin to invite more people to come and to get to know bout Jesus and salvation".... And our Title for the event on 24th (christmas eve) is "why do we celebrate christmas?" that's common to us... since we have already knew that christmas, is the day to celebrate for the born of JESUS.... yup... but actually, not many people know about this... i can still remember that one of the people told me that,"christmas?? Birthday of Santa Clause??" or"just celebrating your Jesus' Birthday what!!" Oh dear... yup... conclusion, they really need know more about this.....


yup.. back to the topic... last saturday.... A tragedy happened at the residential area which is very near my place, Bkt Antarabangsa..... landslided due to the unstoppable rain water... the landslide has burried more than 14 Bunglows, roads, and most seriously... people.... from the news... i saw that there are 5 people was dead in this tragedy and some of the people are still missing under the land.... actually, before this tragedy... landslide had happened previously (in this two weeks) at many places in Klang Valley... that was really sad and family of victims are looked very desperate as they have not only losed their house but also their loved one....


hopefully.... government will take this as a warning and try to stop those risky construction espeacially at those BUKIT area.... but as the paper told... the main factor that allow this tragedy occur is the drainage system... yup.. the rain water can't be drained down from the bukit antarabangsa and cause the soil full with water... when the soil become heavier and weaker... the landslide might occur...

Let us pray for all of the victims.. i can't imagin that how if all my stuff (cloths, documents, foods, house) is burried by land... i won't know how to react with this... they might be very sad now and hence lost in life... just because.. people are working for what?? for family?? for a house?? for everything?? but those are temporary in this world.. this tragedy has shown us that you might lose everything you are trying to earn and hold with... therefore... what is the most important thing you need..??

yup... during the mission trip.. we played a game with the teenagers in Bidor... LIFE GAME... many of my friends has played this before.. this is a very interesting game for me.. but unfortunately.. i've no such opportunity to play this game... this game is just like a simulation of human's life.. you have to work, buy your need, study, you might get sick, and u can even get married in this game... but what are you hardworking on isn't the things that can be remained forever... you might lose all of those you got...

so.. what we actually need is god... it is because god is life and god is everything to us.... human's life is full sorrow, unsatisfaction, unhappiness... but why?? that is because people are fear on death... they don't know where to go after dead... people scare to lose everything... that's why many of people are just willing to enjoy their life without thinking about the meaning of life.. because life is short... but they are wrong.. we have god.... god love us... that's why God send jesus to sacrifice for our sin (doing wrong things)...

from the Bible, John 3:16 "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."

the only son is Jesus.. and for those who belive in HIM... will got the eternal life... in the heaven... for those who do not believe in god, they might lose their life in the hell due to their sin (doing wrong things). therefore, the fear of death isn't a main problem of human's life anymore.. I really hope that people can get to know about this.... people need jesus....


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Wednesday, 3 December 2008

展开清晨的翅膀



诗篇139:

主耶和華,
你已經鑒察了我。
我坐下,我起來,
你都已曉得。
我行路,我躺臥,
你都細察,
你也深知我一切所行。

我舌頭上的話,
你沒有一句不知道。
你在我前後環繞著我,
按手在我身上。

這樣的奇妙,
是我不能測透,
你的至高你的尊貴,
是我永遠不能所及。

我可以往哪裡去躲避你的靈?
我可以往哪裡去逃,
可躲避你的面?

我若展開清晨的翅膀飛到地極,
就在那裡,
你的雙手也必引導我。


感恩,无论何时何处,天父仍然看顾着我们....
让人应着神而得到安慰的诗....

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Monday, 1 December 2008

把悲傷留給自己 - 陳昇



词曲、唱:陈昇

经典好歌:
在古巨基的情歌王中听到...
很好听的歌...

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Saturday, 29 November 2008

美罗 - 瓜拉美金下乡短宣


真的非常地感谢神让我有机会的来参与这次的短宣。这是我第一次参与短宣,也是第一次一下乡的方式来短宣。没想到我也是其中的队员。我还记得当我看到这短宣宣传单的时候,我并没有任何的感动要参与。我一向来对短宣的工作就没有很大的兴趣及热诚。懒惰的我向来都不愿意适应新的环境,所以也更谈不上到其他的地方来短宣。通常的我会用许多的借口来推辞邀请。但我在参与了今年的Christian Fellowship Centre (CFC)差传年会后便被讲员的话提醒了。是的,我们不能再等了,身为“最后一批门徒”的我们必须为主来传福音。所以我就答应了参与这次的短宣。虽然功课非常的繁重,但我相信神会预备前面的路。所以就不管手上的功课,先把报名表格给交了。记得要开始短宣的前几天,忙着功课的我一直都非常的担心手上的功课来不及完成,这也影响了我对短宣的心情。我甚至有点后悔答应参与这一次的短宣,直到短宣的开始。

带着复杂的心情开始短宣的我,没想到很快就忘了学院中所有的功课。感谢神让我能如此的专注于短宣的工作。也感谢神,团员们也很快的就打成一片。相信是因为我们的使命是一致的,所以很快就有着合一的心来进行这短宣。到了那里,原来这新村并不大,我们便开始到每间家中为下乡的活动做宣传。与当地的居民接触后,心中有着非常深的感触。我非常的希望他们真的能够的来认识主耶稣,并且的来接受主。不管是当地的小孩,少年,大人,甚至是老年人。我都非常的希望的来将主耶稣介绍给他们。当然,我知道以我们的能力是很难把福音告诉每一个人,但也非常的希望把福音的种子撒在这个新村里。


在这短短的八天中,我们经历了不少。还记得读书激励会当天,真的很高兴能够有机会与一般将升中学的少年人有一段时间来分享福音。感谢神赐我们聪明智慧,让我与我的同伴能够将福音传给了他们。除此之外,我们也藉着个人的见证来向他们分享。感谢神他们竟然愿意的来接受耶稣并且与我们一起得来做决志的祷告。非常的感谢神。我知道,这是神在他们心里动工,我也非常的希望之后他们也能够的到教会继续的来认识主耶稣。在向他们传福音的时候,我学习到了不少。学习到了交托与祷告,把他们的灵魂都向神来祷告。这是非常重要的。此外,我也看见了团员的努力。大家为着传福音的工作而做的预备让我从中能够学习到对主事功的看重。


当然,十字架的路并不容易走。我们在这次的短宣遇到了许多的拦阻。有居民控诉说我们的团员在新村中传福音,壁画的进度遭受天气及意外的影响让我们迟迟不能完成,图书馆的钥匙因为我们的粗心而被带走,图书馆地砖问题而让我们饱受被狠批等等的问题都让大家的心情被影响。虽然问题频频的发生在我们当中。但感谢神,不管是在问题上或是在我们的内心里,祂都一直的带领及掌权。短宣最后还是圆满的结束了。在这些的事情中,我学习到凡是谢恩及凡是交托的功课,因为创造万物的主一定会为我们预备道路。当我们遇到难题时,大家都会警醒,先回到神的面前祷告,向神来交托。我非常的享受这段短宣的日子,因为这让我能够更亲近神,更享受神。这是我在平常生活上少有的,我希望能够学习在平常生活中也能来与神有如此的关系。


经过这一次的短宣后,我更要提醒我自己一件事。那就是无论在哪里,无论在何时,我都要把福音传给那一些还没有接触过福音的人。让他们能够因着上帝的救恩而得着永生的盼望。希望我能突破自己,来向周遭的同学与朋友来传福音。此外,我也要学习在神的话中扎根成长,在生活上活得更像基督,来荣耀上帝的名,使我能在这世上为主做光与盐,以生命来影响其他的生命,让更多人能够有机会得来接触主耶稣基督。我也必须常常鉴察自己心中那颗爱神,爱人的心。让自己常以爱来继续侍奉神、为主传福音、为主作见证!


最后,还是要感谢所有的团员。大家都非常努力的在短宣的工作上。大家不顾自己的疲累,互相的来扶持,互相的来帮助,来把工作做好。虽然大家都来自不同的背景于不同的地方,但大家都还是以爱心来与彼此相处,互相给与关怀。遇到难题时,大家都一起得来面对、祷告、及解决。与大家相处的这些日子真的是非常棒的经历。虽然大家相处的时间只是短短的一个星期,但要分开时还是万分的不舍。(因为我们一个都不能少!)希望大家回去后,继续的来为主发光、发热,以生命来荣耀上帝的名。让更多人因着我们而得到上帝的祝福!


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Friday, 28 November 2008

说好的幸福呢 - Jay



杰伦打歌区!!
love his songs~~ yeah....

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Thursday, 27 November 2008

happy birthday 2

So happy that i had an unforgetable birthday...
thanks my coursemates very much... i'm touched cause they prepared a really well celebration for me... they knew that i like "Las carretas" and they purposely find that restaurant in ampang last nite... i was really surprised when we've arrived... haha... we had a very happy momment last night... yup... the foods there was nice just because of them.. haha...

after the meal, the waiters there suddenly stand behind me and started to sing birthday song.. haha... i've already know bout this since everytime was the same.. haha... yup... the cake... it was tiramisu... hmm... it was really good in taste and the cake was really big... haha...

after the meal... we went to the rainforest sport bar... yup.. the bar with live band performance... we had some beer thr and that's all for our celebration... haha... i'm really happy that i've such precious moment with all of them as the time we leave KL is getting closer and closer... who knows that this is my last birthday celebration with them... yup... so i've to appreciate every moment with them...


yup.. besides, i've received a very interesting "present" yesterday also... haha.. there're those weirdy and funny photos from Jingqing.. i dunno those funny photos edited by who but those photos are really girlish lar.. and the most important thing is.. i'm in the photo...!! how can they edit the photos like that..? they added those queen crown, flowers, so on so on... haha.... what a unforgetable present...

anyway....thank you all ya!!!
thanks god too...

my space for my heart...

Wednesday, 26 November 2008

Happy birthday~~

yup...
thanks god that giving me a happier birthday this year...
i still can remember that during the last birthday, i was still suffering on something which is unsolvable... haha...this year?? problem still havent been solved.. but what i'm thinking hardly is the mission!!! yup.. THEREFORE, we should go... yup.. to share the gospel to everyone just because that god love us so much!!! So, jason.. u shouldn't wait anymore... you have to be the light and salt in this world to influence others by you life... to let others know and to let others get to know this grace by our dearest god...

yup... going for my celebration lor.. keke... looking forward for my dinner as i'm quite hungry now.. yup... thanks everyone for ur concern and wishes... thanks god...

my space for my heart...

Monday, 24 November 2008

差遣我



yup... send me god.... for the people who needs you....

主告訴我 如何獻上我的生命
帶希望入人群中
主告訴我 如何付出我的關懷
將溫暖帶入世界

我看到靈魂中的憂傷
孤獨中人的心在角落颤抖

差遣我 差遣我
我願付出我所有
差遣我到需要祢的人群中

充滿我 充滿我
用祢愛來充滿我
再一次緊握他們的手
my space for my heart...

Friday, 14 November 2008

mission trip


just got a new look for my jasound. looks like a note book that recorded down my sound. hmm.. nice.. like this template so much... i've been learning this for long time to modified the blog.. As we know that the html is very tough for me ( know nth in programming) it was very tough for me to read those instruction as i've no time for this. Yup... during the time we're (Globurban) doing the PED (final year project), we've discussed to start a new blog to for Globurban. for us to throw something thr such as recommendation of restaurants, gossips, and so on... and finally, we've started this blog... seems like dtong is quite interested on it as we're going to discuss more bout the lifestyle here.... Perhaps, Globurban blogspot might become a very famous blog in Malaysia..? who knows??

yup... friday now, today... globurban is having a break and not working for the final year projects (we're doing assignments everyday together) This is a good time for me to rest and relax... But actually, i've many things to do also, i've to prepare the stories for child that is required for the handcraft sesssion for the children during my mission trip. yup.. i'm going to the mission trip tomoro morning. 8am have to be arrived at the pudu bus station if not mistaken... i'm now actually stil havent prepare my luggage and i havent got the sleeping bag.. oh no... i'm not goin to sleep on the floor for whole week... this missionary trip is 8days trip to the Perak, Bikam. there is no church at all and christians there are very few.. so... hope that we can stay there and live with them for sharing the gospel to them. i'm happy that we have the chance to serve for those people. that's why i'm decided to go though i havent done my works (studies) yet. but i dun care so much bout that since i've dicided to go for it. it would be very meaningful experience for me as i never involve in any mission trip previously. I've have to be prepared (mentally) and this is a war for us... hope u can got a big victory for our god... since the lost's souls are waiting there without any helps (no church there) Therefore, we should go for them. this reminded me the movie that we watched in the camp of PCC 2008. those guys are willing to sacrifice themselves for to ORANG ASLI in US.. that's a very good lesson for us to learn from.

supposingly, i'm now should be at serdang for my mom.. my mom was here (kl) to bring ivan for his mom... and i think to main purpose of coming kl is meeting pastor ong. his wife, pastor kelly was just gave birth. and the baby is very cute (from the photos, i still havent meet him yet). back to my mom.. i was actually going to serdang to meet her but after class 8pm, it seems like very late for me to travel there and my coming might bring trouble to pastor ong as he has to fetch me again from the railway station. so... not going even today. sory mom... i tot i can meet u today.. but i didnt.

haiz... goin to prepare the materials (stories) for the children and i'll print all the stories out for us to read and we are going to tell those stories to the children at the Bikam.. i'm looking forward to play with those cute boys and girls.. keke... that's all for this... and i'll be disappearing for 1week for the mission!!! for the god... go for war.. for the people.....

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Thursday, 13 November 2008

Jason Mraz - I'm Yours



Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
Now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Scooch on over closer dear
And i will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
Please don't, please don't, please don't
There's no need to complicate
Cause our time is short
This oh this this is out fate, I'm yours!



love this song so much...
maybe his name is also jason... haha... what a stupid reason.. yup.... his song is just very nice that can touch people's heart espeacially this song, I'm yours. I've been looking for the free download for this song from Limewire but i can only got the unplugged version, how sad... but anyway.. i can still listen for this song from youtube.. yup... going to continue my WORKS... haiz... so much that i couldn't finish it on time...

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Saturday, 25 October 2008

tiring days


this whole week...
my mind was full of PED PED PED... dissertation Questionnaires....
stressed and worried bout the works cant be done on time and cant make it done... the chapter three of the PED need much time to link the figures of the construction costs, revenue, load, in the excel file... really headache with this since our Ms Excel skill isnt good... we spent whole day in Jusco - Mc D/Starbuks for a week... since every day POU Jusco... now start phoebia with Jusco now.. haha.... but thx god... everything is over... we've done it.. goin to submit it next tuesday.. haha.. fortunately i managed to meet the Ms Tee for the consultation... i've been very worrying that she will scold me for the slow progress of the dissertation.. but luckily she didnt and most important thing is my questionnaires for the research has approved and i can start my survey for the dissertation rite now... keke.. time to work hard for this!!!

yup....
13th annually missionary week...
really learned much on that... thx god that sending ur servant to give us such a very meaningful preach... Pastor Lai.. i think i meet him before but i really cant recognize that when and where i meet him... memory ady start fading... haha... n... accidently.. i've been chosen to be one of the performer for this event... LiLi asked me to represent PCC to sing the song "AnyWay" with the HuiSan.. haha... honestly.. i didnt not well at all.. but grateful that many of 'em was giving me so much moral support.. thx a lot!!!! this is a very good experience for me... i knew more frns from CFC... no only Huisan, Jingxing, other students cell group members ( when attending the prayer's meeting) yup.... another very impressive things... the video clips for this event this really nice.... i heard that the person who prepared this is working as a clip editor for the MTVs... wow... CFC has many talented members ya... thx god again.. ^^ o ya.. after this event... i've decided that to join the missionary trip at Perak... it is 1 week trip to help those kids and most important thing.. sharing gospel to them... hope that i can be able to finish my works (studies) as this is my last semester.. i've to finish 2 final year project... so.. goin to pray harder for this...

lazy weekend...
gonna hav a short rest... and after charged up my batt... continue my work... i've to prepare 100 letters for the targeted respondents... and send email to them as well.. easy works.. but take days to finish.... hope i can finish it and hope that the reponses can achieve my target... so.. pray harder and work harder....
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Friday, 10 October 2008

圆秋月




词:jason
曲:ken

楼苑蝉奏孤影乐
仿映夕孩契相悦
喜忆甜,辛寄倦
愁欢馨冻月为见

江川溪流独舟前
缓牵涟漪艰留年
岁成别,梦巢迁
惦化尘埃月蒙掩

圆月圆月秋中夜
开颜备送盼返鹃
程途明明照秋月
春夏待一席桌圆

圆月圆月团圆夜
畅言家茶暖连绵
不舍依依任月缺
秋冬更迭寂淋泪

圆月圆月盼圆月
月虽缺情将心接


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Tuesday, 7 October 2008

commencement of last sem...

cant get used to it yet.... this is the first day i came back to kl.. starring at the clock after awaken... i was thinking if i'm fetching ken to the jb custom and listening the "promise of 215" broadcasting by 933.... i'm goin to miss them so much... suddenly feel very empty... moody... but i believe that this feeling wont stay longer as i ve many things to do and i dun hav much free time to think of it...

on this 1week++ break in jb... i met many frns... Tiram's buddies.... chat a lot... Cana's brothers.... from wat we're chatting... realized that we've grown up... and we are now no more a teenagers... but adult.. many of my previous classmates are now working... suddenly feel like wan to go back to jb as soon as possible... curious rite?? hey.. jason... tot that u bear not to leave kl?? bear not to leave PCC?? bear not to leave frns of TARC?? i'm blur with it too...

final semester has commenced... but i'm still havent hav the study mood yet... my fyp is oso hanging and rediculously i stil havent touch it yet?? oh... hope that i can start my questionnaires tis week... heard allen said that not many ppl make it in archi wong's paper... failure rate is the highest and has broke the history... 50% from us didnt make it... im very worry bout that too.. this is because the answers of questions is full of uncertainty.. and we really dunno what the wong wants from our answer... hopefully.. many of us manage to pass this paper.... or else... it would b tough for the last 3 months....

went to the song practice last nite... wow.. huisan's voice is sweet for tht song... but we stil havent get a pianist yet... and i might be the guitarist if we stil cant get a pianist... hope that i can make it... but i really need more practices on that... we hav a rehearsal on saturday.. and huisan will b absent.. so... i hav to sing it by myself.. swt.. cos this song is actually a sang by girl... so the key is very tough for me.. hope that it wont be weird when i'm singing it alone...

goin to hav my class later at 6... i'm stil very lazy err.... but hav to attend the class. oso since the lecturer is very strict in the attendance of students... so... hmm... gonna prepare my questionnaires later and crawling to tarc for the lecture.... but before that... haha... gonna hav nap for a short while... keke...

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稻香



词曲:周杰伦

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什麼人要这麼的脆弱 堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡 随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑 乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要这么容易就想放弃 就像我说的
追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色 先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机 现在终於飞回我手里
所谓的那快乐 赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著风唱著歌睡著了
哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡 随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑 乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

love this song...
i prefer more on the music tho the lyric is quite meaningful...
his music is just amazing...
that's y he's so famous...
one of my frn from US is also mad on him..
she isnt a chinese... but she loves him so much..
let's imaging how talented he is.....

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anyway



You can spend your whole life building
Something from nothin'
One storm can come and blow it all away
Build it anyway

You can chase a dream
That seems so out of reach
And you know it might never come your way
Dream it anyway

God is great
But sometimes life ain't good
And when I pray
It doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway
I do it anyway

This world's gone crazy
It's hard to believe
That tomorrow will be better than today
Believe it anyway

You can love someone with all your heart
For all the right reasons
In a moment they can choose to walk away
Love 'em anyway

God is great
But sometimes life ain't good
And when I pray
It doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway
I do it anyway

You can pour your soul out singing
A song you believe in
That tomorrow they'll forget you ever sang
Sing it anyway
Yea - sing it anyway

I sing
I dream
I love
Anyway


gonna learn this song for the 差传年会...
this is really a nice song....
hopefully i can sing it well....

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Wednesday, 24 September 2008

home....

yeah... time to go home... i've been staying at kl without goin back home for about 2months... yup.. so long time... that's why i miss them very much... mum, brothers, ivan, alvin... and dad?? yup...
goin to prepare my stuff and goin home lor... keke.. ^-^

last nite... went to lawyatt for the Ricson Birthday Celebration.. wow... the buffet and karaoke session was really worthy... how can v get buffet n karaoke in RM20??? haha... cos of student price... yup... this is a very good recommendation.. we can go for karaoke n dinner next time, i told yeang tong.. keke.. after that, mingjun, yeangtong and i went pavillion for some beers... yeangtong recommended us the rainforest sport bar... too bad.. yesterday got no soccermatch.. i think the bar would be very happening if there is any soccermatch on live casting.. keke... hmm.. environment there... cant say is very nice.. but i like the liveband.. they sing and perform very well.. the lady's voice was beautiful and the band is just great... many of the songs they performed was just nice.... i can still remember my favorite song"you are wonderful tonight" they performed... cool.. though the voice cant be as good as clapton.. but the guy has his ownstyle on singing skill.... good..!!

1 more semester to go... sigh... after all.. do we still hav to chance to meet out for just a glass of beer and chitchatting on each other?? i dunno and i dare not to think too much on the future... i'll be back to jb after my advanced... and most probaly will continue further study for the master degree programme... so.. i wont stay at kl... since the time of leaving here become closer and closer... those weird feeling become much and much... i think i really bear not to leave here... bear not to leave PCC, frns, roommate......................

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Monday, 22 September 2008

Song of Songs + Moonlight Resonance~


finally, finished watching the moonlight resonance...
wat can i describe for this hk series....?
this is really impressive and spectacular... i was very impressed when im watching the first few episode... after watching the first few episodes, i cant control myselft to stop watching the rest... though i was having exam.. haha.. ;p i was wonder that how the screen writer can be able to write this kind of story... respect!!! from every episode, every scene was just bring us into the story... this is the best hk series i ever watch... hope they have more good products for us.... so.. wat next....?

haha... cant sleep now... cos i've been sleeping for 7hours from 5til 12am... wow... after reached home from church.. i was exhausted... and i tot to hav a short nap.. but.. haha.... slept for almost 7 hours... wakaka... really like sleeping pig lar...


today.... after the sunday service... we've our first "song of songs" class... actually.. before we have the class, pastor require us to read through the whole book... so... BOBIAN.. have to read... keke... what can i say is.. for my first impression... this book for me was just a song to praise his or her lover... until the last last camp of PCC in 2006... i still remember that the teacher, preacher was briefly discuss the love through this book... wow... it was amazing... i mean the love... the class today was very clear... pastor clearly explain the phrases in the book... we have learned so much on it... i mean me lar.. dunno others oso.. haha... anywhr.. thx god... thx pastor to prepare such meaningful classes for us...

haiz.. cant attend the next class.. cos im goin back this week.. yeah!!! finally... it's been a very long time for the previous back... miss everyone very much... haha.. so... goin lor....!! somemore... those are attending the class will record down the voices and the video as well.... so.. i still got chance to attend the class im goin to miss... haha..... thx err....

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Sunday, 21 September 2008

Songs of Victory~~


what a disappointing game... Liverpool managed to win Man Utd but got a shameful draw from the stoke city?? too bad.... fail to get a 3 points.... still thought that Chelsea will lose or draw with the Man Utd then liverpool can be the 1st of the the BPL.. but now... haiz... even Arsenal can also got the chance for the 1st... haiz.... liverpool... sigh... i really hope that u can win this game... so sad... so sad...

before watching the disappointing game... our cell group went for the songs of victory at the baptism church at the bukit bintang area... wow... the songs are... amazing.. love o the songs very much... i really hope that i can compose songs for god... but... haiz... i stil hav to learn more.. today.. is considered a sad day.. but god songs have fill me... thx god...

hope that i can wake up earlier for sunday service tomoro.. n the class tmr... keke....

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Sunday, 14 September 2008

benitez first victory against Manchester United...

this is a great news for every liverpool fan!!!!
yup.. this victory can be equals to epl trophy... i believe that everyone is still very ecxited!!! haha.. i cant hide my happiness rite now.. keke... this is the game!! and the babel is the man... keke... after watching the highlight from the forum... yup.. liverpool did very well in the anfield though the first goal at the 3rd minutes of the kick off was really shameful... but at least the victory is on Liverpool hand!!! keke...

from the highlight... reira was quite good in the wing position.. he showed his quality on driving the ball into the penalty box... but since he's still very new... i think he need some times to build up the chemistry with the teammate... besides... Mascherano, Alonso did very well in this game.. Alonso's shot resulted brown own goal... he owez hav such lovely performance... that's why i love him very much... Mascherano... he's one of the hero that contribute a nice driving and passing to the kuyt... kuyt made a pass to Babel and it was a super goal by a power from him... i'm just cant control my emotion after i saw the score board from the web browser.. haha... happy...

it's been a very long time for the previous victory against Man United in the BPL... and this is the first victory of the the Benitez... wow... 4 years.. liverpool nvr win Man United... this is really sad that the fortune is not owez with liverpool... i still remember that in one game against Man United... liverpool is doin very well and they're ruling the whole pocession on the pitch.. but they just didnt get a little luck for the goal... and unfortunately, at the last minute... the ferdinand got a goal by head from a free kick... i can stil remember that Man United had only few shots in the whole game... wow.. i was really up sad bout that.... since this a great game... hope that liverpool can keep it up for the BPL trophy!!! keep winning in every game... you can do it liverpool cos You'll Never walk Alone... ^-^ kops are here owez supporting u!!!



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PCC brain washing camp 2008

yeah...
thinking to write something for the camp...
29-31st brain washing camp at nube centre PD...

it was a very happy moment... thx god that giving me such chance to serve for this camp and serve with those lovely people... i was firstly felt very happy that zhiguang and sooyi from CFC came to me for the games preparation... i still rmb that i was suffering the measles and rushing the thesis.. ;p thx them very much for those help and support!!!! besides, im also very happy that we got the chances to organise the camp with CLC and IK(Ikatan Kristian UPM)... they are very kind and im really happy that we can serve together... ^-^

we've many wonderful moment... during arrival, during preaching time, during games, during sharing time, during meal time, yup... it was really unforgetable... something very touching is lyvier and Juan Juan brought me rhino water and barly... wow... seriously... touched...
click this link for photos!!!


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macedonia's mid autumn~~


happy mid autumn festival!!!
yup... it is really a happy day for me...
we've have cell group at my house... and our activity is... da dang!!! steamboat... yup... steamboat... it was a very enjoyable nite for me.... for them?? hopefully... keke... yesterday... i woke very early (9:00am) and went to PCC for the song practices as i was the guitarist for the sunday service this morning... yup.. met many ppl at church oso.. keke.. we met felicia, jiaqian, and also sagara(;p)... after short while of the practice, we went for lunch and continued the practices...

after the practices... without wasting any time.... we went back to wangsa maju... but the delay of the train was frustrating... we cant even enter to the first train as there were too many ppl waiting for very long time.. but thx god that we got the next after few minutes... haha... and somemore we got the seat... yup.. thx god... i could say that im very sleepy on the train and i was sleeping in the train.. keke....

yup... arrived jusco.... ^^ time to shop!!! we met younger xinjie and buy the materials for steamboat together.. keke... list of wat we bought : beef, chicken, several kind of meatballs, sausages (growable??), vege, crab meat??, eggs, bihoon, (i think tat's o) keke... yup... then we went back to prepare the materials!!! that nite, we hav joanne, chunyi, seetho and chinseng with us... wow... chinseng came oso..?? keke.. he attended the sunday service this morning oso.. ^^ hopefully he can come for the next sunday service... yup... i'm very thankful for the "turtle jelly", mooncakes, fruits that prepared by younger xinjie, joanne, yinhuey... with that, we got desserts to eat.. though we've ady full until cannot move a single muscle... keke...

this is the "growable" sausages that i mentioned. so big!!
=steamboating =

my guests...fruity "turtle" jelly=mooncakes=

after the steamboat.... keke.. we went downstair to play lantern... keke.. like child rite?? hmm.. we hanged o the lantern at the branches of the trees... that was really a beautiful scene.. keke.... i've a good time with them as the cell group is really tie us up... yup... i finally experienced the purpose of churh... it isnt only a building but o of us..

playing lanterns time
decorating the alpha with lanterns...yeah... taking photos again...wah.. bahaya... ;pi like this photo...
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Wednesday, 3 September 2008

稻墙





词: carls
曲: jason

稻芜田 苍鹭怜
漫落飘翩羽盘旋
栖无边 乾草片
纷撒碎吐穗流连

旷野遍 淹苍田
骸墙呵稻耘寒暄
禾之渊 谷之源
稻芜田憾苍鹭怜

荒桑末年 纠处哉愆
守若无牵 雨不迭 难不愿

chorus:
稻草墙艳阳间 豢养霓虹天
风掀眷冉冉惦 阡陌咽哽言
稻墙拂僚不叠 苍野草叶填
夜掏念环圈圈 殊途寝冬眠


this song is paddy wall...
if u read properly.. there are some meanings that linked to the "Heron"
recorded not really well...
but lazy to re-record again...

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Monday, 25 August 2008

活水之声


“ 活水之声 ”是一个传扬基督的节目制作中心。 录制福音性、 造就性、 训练性节目,向世人传扬主道。 与网友分享福音, 与主内肢体共同追求灵命进深, 亦与有志于全时间事奉者从系统性神学课程同得装备。里面的节目还蛮不错的... 我自己也正在听其中的清晨甘泉, 里面就每节每节的解释路加福音。之前也有讨论了不少的圣经书卷。不但如此,里头也有其他的节目让大家收听。能让我们学习更多哦....

没错的话,这网站本来的对象是中国内地没有教堂的弟兄姐妹。这样他们就可以透过这些广播的节目更了解上帝。使更很好的工作。创办人也就是我以前教会(加拿基督教会)的师母丽雯传道。当然林牧师(主任牧师)也在当中客串。希望大家能再次网站中有所领受,有所得着。

recently listen this everyday.. keke.. the bible reading is broadcasted via the website... hmm.. good... and the way pastors discussed and explained the bible phrases are interesting... like to listen it very much... im now listening the Luke... wow.. pastor explain the bible phrase, phrase by phrase... explainations are clear and easy to understand.. like it very much.. keke.. goin to finish the luke and listen the other books....

link to enter the site:
click to enter

address of the site:
http://livingwaterstudio.net/

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finally, interim has submitted... phew...

finally,
ive make my interim report done and passed up to dr bobby. he's not angry as ive a good reason for the late submission. but he wants me to submit the MC to the office to avoid the penalty given.. haiz... i have to go to clinic to get the extension of the MC duration as my MC is just until last thursday but i was really sick for whole week. cant even concentrate on doin other stuffs oso... fortunately manage to passed up the interim report just now... but need to go to clinic again.. hais.. lazy to do so.. haha...

just now went to print my interim report, i saw a rat jump out from the photocopy machine.. wow?? how can a rat stay in the photocopy machine.. in side the machine, there full of the shits by the rat.. yuck!!! so dirty... i suddenly feel like want to leave the "house" asap... help... haha.... printing plus photocopy plus binding cost me RM10... hmm.. actually is quite cheap.. but RM10... can do many things in stead of print this interim report..


watched the soccer match last saturday... it was the match against Midlesbrough. that was too bad cause the sopcast didnt provide the streaming for this live match... y?? haiz... but i found a website that allow me watch through the web browser... so pro... this is the first time i watch the live game or programme using the web browser... i was tot that only those streammer can provide the live programme... i was wrong... i started watching from the last 20 minutes...

i was up sad that the score board shows that liverpool is losing 0 : 1 at home... haiz.. but i trust that liverpool can be able to win the match... time goes very fast and there is only10 minutes left... the score board was still showing the 0 : 1.. im honest that i was only hope that is only a goal for the draw game.. at least they dun lose the game in their own place... i was chatting with Veilung on that time also... he seems like feel very disappointed too... but surprisingly there is an owngoal by midlesbrough... it is actually cause by our vice leader on the pitch.. he is carragher... he made a shot out side the penalty box after received the ball.. this ball was hit on a player and reflect into the other side of the net.. wow.. i was very excited as that was a goal to make the whole team survive.....

we started to have more hopes.... we even think to get another goal for the game... i kept telling veilung that mayb there is another goal.. and he said that it is too difficult to hav a goal at such situation. finally.... at the 93rd minute (if not mistaken) wow.. it was amazing... gerrard made a power long shot as the ball was straightly fly into the goal just like a rocket. it was amzing as i was screaming for the victory in front of the laptop.. haha.. like a silly er... hmm... im stil happy on that goal now.. keke.. so excited... this goal was rock the whole stadium... but contrary, midlesbough's hope of winning has dropped to a defeat... they really did well... but the luck seems like still taking care on liverpool... happy...

the strategy of liverpool. im not sure since i didnt watch the whole game.. but babel seems like nvr touch the ball.. yup... our alonso did very well on this match.. his passes is very crictical and is very accurate and creative... that two goals were indirectly designed by his magic passes... hmm.. like the way he plays... hope that he has more chances to appear for the liverpool.... (once talking about liverpool.. nvr stop oso.. keke..)


thinking to hav more rest times or a few days to relax.. keke.. then only start my revision for the final exam.. hope that i can manage to study well and prepare well on this coming final... and hope that the camp, PCC nube brain centre 2008 can be ran smooth and well.. yup.. seems like everyone has done their part so think that should be no prob for that. but i stil hav the games activity to prepare... hmm.. actually the games have designed but there are many item for the game hav to be prepared. hope that o de games and programme can be ran smoothly and hope this camp could help us to be more matured on the religious thinking... thx god that u help me and give me strength on doin my dissertation.. i'll do my best on the camp as well.. spitted so much things here... keke.. i think should b enough by now...

PCC Nube Camp 2008

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Saturday, 23 August 2008

7:00



today... rainy day..
and my room have a special guest... his name is HAPPY.. he's a dog.. very cute... belongs to my housemate actually.. he went out with his family... this HAPPY had already stayed here for two days.. he obviously seems like not yet adapted to this home.. yeah.. just because he's not belongs to here actually. yup.. he's goin tmr... he was crying and barking for the whole nite cause he was frightened since he was alone in the dark room for whole nite....



7:00 ady... i still haven done my dissertation... i stil have a nite to do... tmr.. gonna attend the sunday service and the meeting of the PCC camp... haiz.. i'll bring my laptop to church and do it during the waiting time for the meeting rite after the sunday service.. thx god that u ve prepare for me that chun yi changes the time of serve with me.. or else.. i definitely got no time to do this dissertation.. haiz.. gonna rush this to make this done...

bob's seems like not giving chances to those late submission. he said that there will be penalties for the late submisisioin.. wow... im now very worry... im thinking to go clinic to get the extension of the MC.. therefore Bobs only know that i'm really sick badly.. actually.. cant say very bad.. my condition now is quite ok.. but really cant finish off the works.. haiz...

gonna b fast... now almost 3000 words... half way to go..
let finish it by today man... u can do it.. pray harder also jason... yup... god only can give me enuff strength to do o those tough works....

7:12pm...

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Friday, 22 August 2008

PCC forum

wow.. PCC Forum....
there are 20members in this forum... that's a good begining.
hope more ppl can join and involve in this forum.. since this is quite a good space for us to communicate and care bout each other... this is a really good space for us... chatting there is likely a kind of cell grouping... cos we share, care, and sometimes "PAT" oso... haha... so... hope everyone can join.. ^-^



yup.. forgot to show the link to the PCC forum...
<click here>
and the address of the site is:
http://pcc-serdang.5d6d.com/bbs.php

People come and communicate!! members of PCC!!!
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new days = last day

finally,
today is friday..and the submission date of the interim report... but my progress is still in chapter 2... wow..!! how can i finish my work?? i dunno.. but i'll try to finish it by today?? tmr?? hopefully..

11.37 now.... i've a day... so.. after my brunch... n after taken medicine... i'll start my dissertation... should pay 100% concentration on this... hope that god will guide me and give me strength on doing this dissertation though i'm now sick...

i'wont go campus today as my rashes might spread to others. since the exam is just around the corner. i shouldn't go to campus to spread the virus to others.. haha.. excuses for not goin campus... but this is reasonable wat?? i'm i rite??

gogo.. jason... must finish ur work!!!
oya.. many of my family members called me this morning... touched.. they are very concern bout me.. and asking me to buy those oriental medicine for the rashes. thx dad, mom, and bro... and also thx o de frns who are concerned about me... i'm really happy with u o... thank you...

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Thursday, 21 August 2008

the lord's prayer



nice song and nice voice...
thx god...
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days with rashes

haiz..
days are very tiring, eyes are red and my whole body is just yuck... rashes all around my body. become more worrying though doctor didnt say that is serious. she just told me that this is kind of fake rashes, virus infected, and need to drink more water and vitamin C, and fruits more. that easy?? dunno. but really feel tired lar.. cos of the effect of medicine? i dunno... i became more sensitive when i saw mosquitoes. scare that got DENKI...

for my dissertation.. progress is damn slow as im just sleep for whole day.. cant concentrate also. hope i can make this done by today?? dunno.. i just hope that i can do as much as i can today... hope that i can done more than half. but my eyes are very tired now... feel like want to sleep. but ive slept for very long time just now. from 2-5 sth. how can i sleep for that long time... my week is only sleeping and facing laptop without doin my dissertation.. wow.. god.. help!!

5000 words... ive 4000 words to go.... plz give me strength to do o of these...
just received the reply from yee... she added sth in the file i've sent to them. good!! so that our information will be clearer and the list of items can be confirmed. hope we can do well on the camp. and the preparation can be done well. should pray harder for my rashes... as now is ady 21st of august. i need to be recovered for the camp... got.. count on u lor... plz cure my weakness in health... thx...

going to continue my tiring dissertation. Psychological Contract...



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Monday, 18 August 2008

How the apostles died?? sacrificing...

how the apostles died? click to have a look...

found this from the PCC live...
it is very meaningful..
and this means that christian lifes aint smooth lifes...

but wat we hav is the god in the heaven...
he always beside us and giving us supports and guidances...
that is why those apostles are willing to sacrifice for this gospel...
because this is worth for it...
christ came to earth for us... to sacrifice...
wat we sacrifice to him??
thx for sharing...

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苍鹭


this is the very very first demo.. sry that i've many wrong pronunciations. i'll try to record well after done my works.


词:carlsken
曲:jason


晨四倦睫撑雾守若亭

岁载蜿蜒朽木方子屏

单影楚怜虚逐安幽宁

若然丁添弥负了冥冥


霜凄披肩苍鹭雨暖淋

愁展绵眠阿父许梦萦

怀豁然颜情抒曲靡音

乳末育虔夕途湖栖静


草草仓独步禽 羽衣般柔情

还愿双双白鬓 刻铭千苦心

荫庇冉冉无尽 数许雪待停

颓秃默默吞辛 蜻点风平静


草草仓独步禽 苍鹭若比亲

纹皱缀点眼影 刁含自雕翎

无欲语求允应 施之怨无鸣

仓草袅袅盈盈 蓝路云中循

it is a poem??

wow.. when the first time i read this lyric i really don't understand what is this poem talking about. this poem/song done by my brother. he's language is... i think don't need to describe anymore... haha.... yup.. talk a bout the music... he asked me to compose the music and he wants the chinese classic's tunes... so i tried to compose the tunes for this beautiful poem/song... and he seems to be like it.. happy er... after our discussion, this song is actually composed by three party.. me, my bro, and our dearest god... ^-^ hope everyone like it too.

my space for my heart...

open season LIVERPOOL...


yeah..
i'm back..
it's been a long time for the previous blog...
i've been very busy on uncountable assignments, final year project (PED), dissertation, and etc. therefore, the time to blog has occupied by those non-stoppable homework. i'm very lazy actually, so the progress keep hanging (dissertation) as i spent those free time on sleeping actually. so worry that i couldnt make it done in this week. i'm very sorry to ms tee as she seems like having better expectation on me..(more on chu actually) but... i'm just can't concentrate on those works... even the journals are very boring that i kind of phobia on those literature sources... but what to do.. gonna rush to finish my works here.. i've only one week left.. nope... 6days left actually... hope i can manage to finish it well...

last saturday was the first match of EPL/BPL for liverpool. i didnt plan to watch this match as i've the serve on sunday service as the guitarist. i even don't know that the first match was fell on the saturday.. (wat a liverpool fan) ;p but fortunately waikin called me out for YAMCHA during my cell group. so... we went BRJ for milo panas (gastric..). i was only realized the liverpool match rite before few minutes the game has started.

this is the very first match... honestly, i'm not really prefer this grey jerseys. but that is acceptable. i prefer the white jersey for the previous year. (planning to buy) let's talk about the games... the mid field was just very messy.. possession of ball can only be found at the defenders and they just cross to the front for the strikers... RAFA's strategy?? plesis can't play well... his defend isnt good and attack isnt like a liverpool standard player.. sigh.. what was RAFA thinking last saturday.. that was very risky to use such an inexperienced player. he cant hold the ball well as he just simply pass out the ball when the ball comes. passing even worse than sissoko... (sissoko good in defend though)

another thing... kuyt wasnt a good wing honestly.. he though can be many positions for back up... but he really did not well for his own position. his cross ball can only win the corner... cant bring the chances to the strikers. still need to give him chances to be the wing? or let him play striker? keane hasnt found his status yet. this 20million guy was denied torres' on goal shot. or else.. that will be a 2:0 game. but anywhere, we still hav to give him more chances to adapt in this big family. luckily liverpool manage to get a goal at 82nd minute.. it was torres' shot. low but good angle. everyone was shocked on his try. he even didnt look at the goal at all... just shot?? i was wondering how he feels the target? what a super goal inspiration.. this score was assisted by our xabi alonso. he was playing very well. after he walked into this field, the match became more interesting and the attack then only seems to be attack. i cant see any proper attack when the plesis was in the pitch.. alonso's passes, crosses are good as that is reducing the burden much of gerrard. he has a very ambitious try that was a shot from liverpool own half to the goal. it was impressive though the ball didnt fall into the net..


my space for my heart...