Showing posts with label christ. Show all posts
Showing posts with label christ. Show all posts

Tuesday, 4 October 2011

完美 ONE WAY

A song composed for 2011 youth camp of Bethany Church..
Jesus is the only way, truth & life....




是否 习惯 常常被失望吞没
努力追求的往往从指缝溜走
当我受困绝望的沙漠 是祢牵起我的手
为我预备生命路 与我同走

仿佛拥有很多 生活却还是虚空
困惑质问着生命到底是什么
直到发现盼望是祢在十架上为我血流
祢赐我永生的路 完美无差错

祢是我生命的ONE WAY 这条路我紧紧跟随
我要用信心走向前 领受祢丰盛的恩典
祢是我生命的ONE WAY 努力向前我不后悔
道路 真理 生命是祢 使我完美

祢是ONE WAY 祢赐完美
祢使我生命得完全

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Wednesday, 11 November 2009

不在惧怕



AfraidNoMore.mp3 -


Verse 1:
当荆棘满途 愁苦带忧伤
主的爱抚持 在我身旁
当罪恶围绕 试探多堂皇
主的话引领 在我心房

Verse 2:
当哽咽落泪 荒漠中绝望
主犹如甘泉 安抚悲伤
当失去方向 无力的彷徨
主怜悯加添 心存盼望

Chorus 1:
不再惧怕 只管努力往着标杆直跑
不再惧怕 以一生来为主发光

Chorus 2:
不再惧怕 只管努力为主背十字架
不再惧怕 因为主是我的力量

Last:
不再惧怕 有主 我不再惧怕

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Tuesday, 21 July 2009

故事分享Story sharing : 動人心弦的小男孩 (Little Boy Touches Hearts)



I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back.
我在「塔杰」商店閒逛時,看到收銀員將一些錢退還給小男孩。

The boy couldn ' t have been more than 5 or 6 years old.
這男孩不過5、6歲。

The Cashier said, ' I ' m sorry, but you don ' t have enough money to buy this doll. '
收銀員說:『抱歉!你買這娃娃的錢不夠。』

Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ' ' Granny,
are you sure I don ' t have enough money? ' '
小男孩轉向他旁邊的老婦人: 「奶奶!妳也認為我的錢不 嗎?」

The old lady replied: ' ' You know that you don ' t have enough money to buy this doll, my dear. ''
老婦人回道:「親愛的!你知道買這個娃娃的錢是不夠的。」


Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly.
她要小男孩呆在那裡5分鐘,她一下就回來。 她迅速離開了。

The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.
小男孩的手仍然握著娃娃。

Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to.
最後我向他走去,問他這個娃娃你想給誰。

'It ' s the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas.
『這是我妹妹的最愛,非常想要的聖誕節娃娃。

She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her. '
她一直認為聖誕老人會帶娃娃來給她的。」

I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry.
我告訴他不用擔心,聖誕老人最後可能會帶給她的。

But he replied to me sadly. ' No, Santa Claus can ' t bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there. '
但他哀傷地回答我『不!聖誕老人不可能將它帶到她現在的地方給她。我必須將娃娃交給我媽,當她去那裡的時候可以給我妹妹。』

His eyes were so sad while saying this. ' My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister. ' '
他說話時的眼睛是哀傷的。『我妹妹已經和上帝在一起。爸爸說 媽媽很快也將要去見上帝,因此我認為她可以將娃娃帶給我妹妹。』

My heart nearly stopped.
我的心臟幾乎要停止了。

The little boy looked up at me and said: ' I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall. '
小男孩看我說:『我叫爸爸告訴媽媽現在不要走,讓她等我從購物中心回來。』

Then he showed me a very nice photo of himself. He was laughing. He then told me ' I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won ' t forget me. '
然後他拿出一張他自己非常漂亮的相片給我看。他笑著告訴我『我要媽媽帶著我的相片,這樣她就不會忘記我了。』

'I love my mommy and I wish she didn ' t have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister. '
『我愛我的媽媽,我希望她不要離開我,但是爸爸說她必須去找我妹妹。』

Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.
然後他安靜地用哀傷的眼睛再看著娃娃。

I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. ' Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll! ' '
我趕緊摸著錢包對小男孩說『我們再檢查一下,說不定您有足夠的錢買玩偶! 』

'OK ' he said, ' I hope I do have enough. ' I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.
『好呀!』他說『我希望有足夠的錢』。沒讓他看見,我塞了一些錢到他的錢包中,我們開始數錢。買娃娃的錢足 了,甚之還有剩餘呢。

The little boy said: ' Thank you God for giving me enough money! '
小男孩說:『謝謝上帝給了我足 的錢!』

Then he looked at me and added, ' I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give it to my sister. He heard me! ' '
然而他看著我補充說『昨晚睡前,我要求上帝讓我的錢能足夠買這個娃娃,因此媽媽能將它帶給我妹妹。祂聽見我了! 』

'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn ' t dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose. ' '
『我也想有足夠的錢買一朵白玫瑰給我媽媽,但我不敢要求上帝太多。但祂給的錢足 買娃娃和一朵白玫瑰了。』

'My mommy loves white roses. '
『我媽媽喜歡白玫瑰』。

A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket.
幾分鐘後,老婦人回來了。我也就提了購物籃離開了。

I finished my shopping in a totally different state of mind from when I started.
我從一開始就在完全不同的心境下購物。

I couldn ' t get the little boy out of my mind.
小男孩一直無法離開我的心境。

Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young
woman and a little girl.
我想起兩天前當地報紙的一篇文章,提及一位醉酒卡車司機,撞上了一輛載著年輕少婦和一個小女孩的汽車。

The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical
state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the
life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma.
小女孩當場死亡,母親呈現彌留狀態。 這個家庭必須決定是否要拔出維持生命機器的插管 ,因為年輕少婦不可能從昏迷中恢復。

Was this the family of the little boy?
他就是這家庭的小男孩?

Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news paper that the young woman had passed away.
碰到小男孩的二天之後,我看了報紙年輕少婦過世了。

I couldn ' t stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was for people to see and make last wishes before her burial.
我不自主的買了一束白玫瑰,來到喪家,年輕少婦的遺體在她埋葬前讓人瞻仰與最後許願。

She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.
她在那裡,裝在棺木中,在她的手中握著一朵白玫瑰和小男孩的相片,娃娃則放置在她的胸口。

I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for ever.. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is
still, to this day, hard to imagine.
我離開了這裡,眼淚奪眶而出,覺得我的人生已經永遠改變了。至今,小男孩對他母親和妹妹的愛,仍然難以想像。

And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.
就在一轉眼工夫,一位醉酒司機奪去了他的所有。

life....... is so fragile...life and things in this world are temporary... So.. Just appreciate it and don't be the one who regret when you lost it...

thanks GOD anyway that giving us so much to face the day in front... HE gave us life, courage, love, and everything we got... so... don't waste it......


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Tuesday, 14 July 2009

Lazy blogger's Post


Wow...
it's been a very long time for me to update the page....
what was i doing during so long so long time here....

gonna flash back to the time that i was still in KL...
had my most memorable time with my roommate, church-mates....
i can still remember that we went for outing at KEPONG...
we had very nice games there that prepared by Chunyi, Xueyi, and Seetho...
that was interesting and the games had tied us up in the relationship with each other... and in my mind... i knew that... the time for me to leave is getting close... I gonna appreciate this very much...

well.. before the games... we had our nice meal (picnic) at the concrete platform that we found somewhere else beside the water fall... thanks for those who prepared meals for us... that was the last activity i joined in PCC...

i've read the post from PCC-life blogspot that PCC had organised an outing programme for the new intake students from UPM. that's great... those photos are making me feel so emo that i can't be able to be there with you all. brothers and sisters... i'll be missing you all always..... and i wont forget bout the vision of PCC. Just because that, once PCC member, always PCC member no matter when and where am i...

so..........
after the activity... where was i?? yup... i was having the pre mission in Serdang for the Mission trip in JOHOR BAHRU... wow... I'd been looking forward for this for long time. but unfortunately, after the pre-mission... i was sicked... and admitted to hospital after i've shifted back my stuffs from KL to JB.. thanks God that put me home as dengue was really suffering that i can't imagine that how would i survive if i was alone in KL with the dengue virus... Thanks God....

Thanks God again that the Hospital that i was admitted is very clean and good in facilities... i like those nurses as well just because that they are very kind and caring. but i don't like the injections... from this experience of dengue... i've eaten so many needles until that i'm forced to be getting used to it... haha... between, i have to thanks so much to my mom, my dad, bros that they are also that victims (indirectly) cause that they have to come to hospital to accompany me.

Mom.. Dad... love you all so much...you two really had hard time during the time i was sick..obviously, that was because of LOVE.. just because you all love me so much that more than i need...thanks so much..LOVE you all forever...and i was really embarrassed that mom you're taking care of me during mother's day.... what a joke...?

well... the dengue has pull me out from the phase one of the mission... that was a training in the Majodi centre at Plentong... haiz.. i missed the opportunity to get back to the place where i grown up. but thanks God that mom finally allowed me to joined them at the half way of the mission trip... yeah~~ i was really very happy that i can join them to share gospel to others... and there are some of the students who did accepted Jesus when i was talking to them.... Glory to the LORD....



through the mission trip, i finally realized that i'm too late to join the mission trip... many of my team members were just accepted GOD and they are willing to go for GOD to contribute on the kingdom of GOD... their courage have encouraging me to work for GOD... as from the bible
(1Timothy 4:12) said,"Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity"

to be continued...........

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Monday, 20 April 2009

Alleluia to Christ The Lord



I will lift my heart and sing
I will worship You my King
Earth and heaven now proclaim
Jesus Christ the mighty name

Through the storm and raging sea
I will never be alone
When my hope seems out of sight
I know You will shine your light

Alleluia, Alleluia, Alleluia
Alleluia to Christ the Lord

Dengan segenap hati
Ku menyembah memuji
Sampai seluruh bumi
Bersujud mengakui

Walau malam menepi,
Tak akan ku sendiri
Kasih yang menerangi
Kau setia menanti

Alleluia, Alleluia, Alleluia
Alleluia Kau Allahku


this is a very nice song....
yup.. all the glory to the Lord, to the Jesus...
as we are not worthy to get everything from HIM...
But HE gave us life... What a precious gift....
Yup.. praise the Lord... for what HE had done for us...
Pastor said that we are here, living to glorify HIM...
for everything.....

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Wednesday, 15 April 2009

Special Easter Day


Thanks God that we had a very special Easter day...

1st, baptize of Seetho...
2nd, Hee Soon's attendance...
3rd, Miracle of almost 100persons was coming for the evangelistic Night...
4th, performance of the Wayang Kulit...

yup....
that was a very tired and exhausted Easter day... we woke early morning for the baptize of few bros and sis at the Water Dam of Melawati as we had the whole day rehearsal on Saturday... Really hard to wake myself even i had set few alarms in my mobile... Thanks God that the weather is great for everyone to witness such a touching ceremony that 4 persons had given their promises to die with Christ and risen with Christ in front of People... Thanks God...

and the second... On the Saturday, Chunyi and I was going to church at the morning for the whole day rehearsal and what a coincident, we met Heesoon in the wangsa maju lrt station... he was the coursemate of Bernard who ever participated in our PCC Camp (勇者无惧2)in year 2007. We had a short gossips as he was going to KLCC... And we invited him to the Easter day service at CFC... Thanks God.. he said yes and he did shown up on that day... When Pastor Vincent was preaching.. i was kept praying for him to give himself a chance to listen about the truth and the Gospel.. yup.. Christ died for us and risen after 3 days... Chunyi and I are also thinking and planning to ask him out for YAMCHA and try to get him to CFC and the cellgroup activities as well.. Pray harder for him...

After the the rehearsal on the Saturday, we're cleaning up the service hall as that was really very messy due to the making for the puppets and also other preparations. We're also arranging the chairs for the hall... that was 70+ chairs to almost fill up the whole hall.. But Xxjie asked us to get those historical OLD chairs from the store room. And after filled the whole service hall.. that was only 85 something... Our target attendance is 100 including us... that reminding me Pastor Vincent ever said that be faithful on do invitation... and PCC members can squeeze into the office... honestly... I was really worried that how if there is not many people come. But i just don't care bout that and arrange for the seats... ^^ Thanks God... that was 99 persons came to this evangelistic night and most happiest thing is, there are 5person raised up their hands when Pastor asked for repent and believe in Christ... Thanks God....

yup... for the last... we've done our performance by our best.. and sounds okay from audiences... people were saying that was quite touching when the Jesus was being tortured and crucified... Thanks God again and glory to the God as what Rev. Tong had said... Jesus won't die and HE can not die, because HE is the GOD and HE is the Holy one... But HE love us so much and GIVEN his INFINITY life to save our LIMITED life... yup.. learned so much from Rev. Tong...

Anyway.... Praise the Lord and May God bless those who came to the Easter Day evangelistic Night.... Hope to see you all in PCC again.... cause.. the Way, truth, life are from the JESUS...


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Friday, 10 April 2009

受难的耶稣


受难的耶稣
click for demo (with Internet Explorer)


在客西马尼 祷告的耶稣
忧愁痛苦的俯伏独自祷告天父:
“父啊如果能,请将这杯挪去,
但不要依我心,乃照你旨意。”

心爱的门徒 为金出卖耶稣
亲密的亲吻却深深刺疼了耶稣
众人将祂拿起,门徒们都散去
留下了耶稣 被捉 被捕 受苦

道成肉身耶稣 遭罪人凌辱
一条条的鞭伤 狠狠烙向耶稣
因为我们的罪 背着沉重的十字木
无力往着各各他 一步步

爱我们的耶稣 为我们受苦
一下下的钉锤 刺穿圣洁耶稣
因为我们的罪 被挂痛苦的十字木
无力为众人祈求宽恕

亲爱的耶稣 亲爱的耶稣
我是多么的不配 不配 祢的国度
祢为我们复活 在心门将我抱住
主我爱祢直到永远 因祢是我主


i was thinking to spend a time for Jesus while praying + fasting...
and i start composing this song while reading back the bible that how Jesus die....
felt like heart has broken and tears keep running down unstoppable while composing....
that was really nothing if compare to Jesus....
HE loves us and died for us..... to wash away our sins.........

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Thursday, 9 April 2009

Kita Mengasihi have posted up.. ^^


finally.. posted the song up...
and i've corrected the lyric of the song.
KITA MENGASIHI... (我们爱,We Love)
from the bible in bahasa... love is kasih..
so.. previously i used the "cinta" is not correct...
and now..

presenting you all my new product... (God's product ^^)

Kita Mengasihi - 我们爱
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composed/lyric/ sang by jason

verse 1:
Dalam hati kita penuh kesunyian
Terus kecewa mengarahkan hidup tanpa makna
Tapi Tuhan kita mengasihi kita sedunia
Junjungkan kita dari mati ketenggelaman

verse:2
Dalam hati kita penuh kesyukuran
Kasih yang KAMU b'rikan sentuhi hati kita
KAMU'lah Tuhan kita yang kita serahkan semua
Mengikuti Tuhan yang mengasihi

chorus:
Kita mengasihi kerana KAMU mengasihi
Kita bersama belajar saling mengasihi
Ini pesanan Tuhan telah bagi kita
Kita Mengasihi kerana Tuhan ialah Kasih
(Kita Mengasihi k'rana KAMU dulu mengasihi kita)



busy on the pcc-serdang blogspot for few days..
but really happy that the most of the things have done
most of the blogs can be linked together...
hopfully this blog can help others or members of PCC to communicate well...
as what the purpose we implement the internet application for PCC...


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Monday, 6 April 2009

great sharing gospel experience.. keep it on~~


yawn.. as usual.... this weekend was full of activities too... well... the cell group this week had changed to be the farewell gathering for the whole church... this farewell gathering is for Seetho, Eechoo, Alicia, PeiLi, XiaoLing and me also.. ^^ i went PCC yesterday with Seetho and Chunyi.... and thanks God that Cheryl was waiting at KTM for Yinhuey too.. so that we can go with them.. (haha.. no need to take the bus.... i still phobia on the liar.. check previous posts) keke... and we arrived quite early also... after the dinner... we started the gathering and many of us had shared much on the feeling and getting from the church or people... i was really touching that i've recieved so many presents that prepared by ShinChie and Chaixiong, Pantai nurses, and little isaac... Thanks anyway.. i won't forget bout you all for sure!!!

Since joanne and xxjie wasn't come for the gathering... So that we decided to stay at pastor vincent's place... at the first moment we've arrived pastor's place from the PCC.. what i saw was.... the SeeTho was super hardworking on reading the NOTEs for the test of baptizing... wow... that making me feel guilty as i wasn't study much on the notes... haha... learned so much from him as he really very serious and his attitude and the will of knowing God is what i need to learn... ^^

So.. since his hardworking hav seen... there is no question for him to make it on the test.. congrats!!! haha.. and we have the rehearsal and practice for the Wayang Kulit again... wow.. thanks God that we've finished the whole performance's practice.. and what we need is to be familiar on the performance to make it perfect on this coming sunday... so pray harder for it....

after the tiring practice... We went to the gospel sharing in the hostel of UPM.. that was a very joyful experience as this is the mission that i always put it on mouth.. so... happy that i'm now working on it.. thank God that giving me such opportunity to go for it... we was late for the prayer's meeting before the gospel sharing.. cause that was quite late after the practice.. and we still haven't had our meal.. so.... keke... going for filling our stomach then only start our work....

Thanks God that so many people from PCC were joining us... at the first, there are only Cheryl, Alicia, Seetho, and me will be going... but thanks God that Karyee, Jiaxin, SiewTeng, Luke, SzeChuan, and Huixian were joining us too... so touched as they were very tired for the whole day programme... their attitude on serving God is the lesson for me to be learning... I was sometimes might feel very tired on many serves and thinking to refuse for the gospel sharing.. but they didn't complain at all and very willing to join... that making me feel guilty again... I was so selfish if i still have such feeling.. cause souls are there for us to work for... And God selected us and Gave us the Mission to work in our whole life.. so.. work for it.....

Through the gospel sharing... I've met few Christians and non Christians.. that was a very good experience as i might not have so much chances to talk much on religion with people i don't know... So... that was really joyful to talk to others.... i think many of us are having such feeling as well... cause doing God Works are making us to feel the real joyfulness.. ^^ Though we met people who refuse us... but at least we have brought them the chances to know bout Jesus... and i believe that God will make the way and touch them by God's way.... so... just work... don't be too worried.... surrender it all to God....

after this.. i hope i still have chance to do so.... so that i'm not here to waste the air and time that provided by God.. haha.. hope i will keep committing in ministry of the church.. no matter which church or place... for the people.. and for the soul.... with clear vision.... ^^

Yup...
keep praying for the
evangelic programme for this coming Easter day...
all the preparation..
pastor's preaches preparation...
people can be attending this programme....
members who are going for having baptize...

so tired.. but still very excited to leave the words here....
gonna stop here and Good night to everyone with the accompany of God...

my space for my heart...

Saturday, 4 April 2009

latest wayang kulit news ^^


yup..
went for the practice- rehearsal of wayang kulit performance Thursday... Thanks God again... everything going smooth and we've done the models for performance and designed all 5 screens... although there is difficult and some of the screens might be very boring (wayang kulit) but we will try to make it more interesting and easily to be understood by those new friends.. pray for wisdom on making this well and be the good way to tell others Jesus is not in the grave and had already risen from death, now sitting at the right hand of the Mighty One in the heaven...


On the way to the church with Chunyi... we've faced obstacle that pull us from arriving on time... we've planned to be arriving church at 5.30 and clean the church ( we've occupied the whole hall for the making of models and rehearsal... ) that is really messy. but when we saw the bus T416 after we've reached the serdang bus station. the bus driver cheated us that he said the bus is abroading after half an hour.. so we waited at other side of the bus station and he drove the bus away and gone... i was really mad on the bus driver and i was complaining so much and scolding him unstoppable... but i knew that we should be calm and pray to God on the problem we're meeting... so... i started praying in heart to stop my anger... but i was really very angry with him also lar!!! well.. thanks God.. though we're late but those models had done very fast with the helps of others.....


and after calm myself... the practices had started as usuall and the effect quite ok... saw that everyone has sacrificed so much.. PANTAI's sisters are willing to stay till 12 and Xiao Hua too... he has to work on the next morning. besides... Juanjuan, Luke, Seetho, Chunyi, EeChoo, Alicia, Cheryl, SJ was also sacrifice their resting time for the practice... Hope we can continue such serving attitude for the future.. ADD OIL...

after the practice.. some of us were having TEA at MAMAK and chunyi, seetho, Eechoo, and me were staying at alicia place... cause we can't get any public transportation due to practices til 12pm. And we went Mid Valley to meet Chaixiong, Juan juan and Cheryl up for lunch and dinner... keke... this kind of feeling feel familiar as i was always having lunch with them during the time i was working there. we're there not only for meal but also movie watching.. yup... we planned for watch Marley and Me but the movie is no more showing in the cinema.. so we changed our plan to watch the FAST AND FURIOUS.... quite interesting movie....


well... i was having a great time with them.... and... days left in KL is getting less... gonna appreciate it.....

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感謝主設立婚姻


click here - link to the demo of this song
(p/s: use ie as song can't be played by firefox)

though this song was composed for my Brother, Andy's wedding.. but... gonna dedicate this song to chaixiong and shinchie also.. ^^

词曲:jason

在主的愛裏 尋找著伴侶
聼主的話語 成長和學習
等主的聲音 異像與應許
主祢手帶領 將雙手牽起

主設立婚姻 給所有伴侶
主祢的話語 勸委身學習
主慈愛的聲音 我在愛中無懼
靠著主的帶領 我們步入婚姻

感謝主祢 設立這婚姻
讓我們學習這愛的真諦
所有悲傷與困難有主在一起
或幸福 或苦惱 一一交托祢

在主的愛裏 相愛地伴侶
聼主的話語 直到髮如白雲
往著教堂前進 一起守安息
感謝主祢帶領 我們的婚姻


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Thursday, 2 April 2009

Happy but Nagging Week

another busy week has past....

Celebration service for completing the "purpose driven life 40", wedding ceremony of Chaixiong & Sinchie.... Thanks God so much.... everything is going fine... Thanks for providing such a good weather for the wedding ceremony... Thanks for the smooth progress of the whole.... in the Ceremony, Pastor Vincent has given preaches and advises to them and us as well... It's about the Marriage for Christians...
God is love... God create people to enjoy and experience HIS creations and LOVE.. Bond of Marriage established by God and the Marriage is unbreakable, never fails, is all about love.. Therefore, we should pay our respect on it... and not to disregard it as that is holy from God...

touching moment when chaixiong get into the room for shinchie.. chaixiong and his bros had bullied by those sisters before this.....


yup... the wedding ceremony was touching.... we can see that GOD has led them through out the times. no matter it is tough or smooth... And finally, they step into the church together for exchanging the ring under the God in the heaven.... Jason's here wish the all the happiness from God to you two forever and ever....


On the Sunday.... Yinhuey and William have also done very well on leading the praise and worship on the celebration service. Praise the lord as when we're doing things with God, there is nothing to be worried about. though the time for preparing of the praise and worship was short... during the service, Pastor Vincent has given us advises that this purpose driven life 40 is not merely a activity or event but a stepping stone for us to continue our journey to follow God and face the days infront. This is not an ending but a begining... bear it in mind.... ^^ Besides, thanks Chaixiong and Shinchie very much also. We had a very rich Buffet right after the service that dedicated by them.. we're enjoyed and having a good time after the long run of "purpose driven life 40"

Well... though the events are conducted happily... but feels like jason here is a little bit down and strengthless.... there are impacts from many aspects that came to me... family... works... loves... cellgroup... and wayang kulit.... I was quite emotional recently and that is beyond my control... but i knew that God love me so much and everything will be doing fine... I need to come back to God as
Jesus said: "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." Ya... God care about us so much that more than we can imagin... so.. be cheer and keep going on serving Him and follow Him, jason.... you might get rest and peace....

p/s: thanks to xinjie to be the listener from my complaints... keke... honestly.. i really felt better after that..

Going to church later for the preparation of the Wayang kulit (as i've mentioned at the previous post) and rehearsal... we need more practices for making the performance perfect.. but that is very misty on how we gonna present the story.. will it be very boring or looks flawed from the audience's seat?? let pray and surrender it to God...
ya.. will try to snap some photos from the rehearsal for here too.... ^^

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Wednesday, 25 March 2009

easter day VS souls....

Last weekend was a very content and definitely busy weekend. we're having the making of the characters of wayang kulit characters.... rehearsal of the wedding ceremony, songs practice of the wedding ceremony, songs practice for the Sunday service, meeting for the Internet Special Force Team and not forgotten our cell group ^^.... yup... we had our cellgroup during the halfway of making of the characters models for wayang kulit... that was a bit rush... hope that wasn't affected the groupmembers from concentrating in the cellgroup sharing... this weekend was really exhausting... but thanks God that leading me and giving me strength to TAHAN in all these events....

for this coming easter day, we're decided to have a performance of Malay traditional wayang kulit with the history of Dead of Jesus and resurrection of Jesus.... we've designed all the characters in the history and we've made most of the characters.. I was very doubtful before the making of the characters, worried that the effect will not be okay.. but those characters are really good after we've made it... thanks God.. we've also selected few people to play few roles in this performance... Well... seetho will play JESUS.. wow... that great as he will be baptized on the same day.... Wow.. that making me very exciting on continuing the performance... though seems like many things has done.. but "how to operate the models and the sounds, music" were making me very worry... hope that everything can be prepared well as i hope this performance can touch people and touch their souls as well....


honestly... during the time when we're doing the preparation for the Wayang kulit.... i was touched by the history again and again.... Jesus was died for us and resurrect for us... He came as a human and he knew that he will be killed for sacrificing for our sins... He was full of unhappiness and sadness before he get caught by people...

Mark 14: 32They went to a place called Gethsemane, and Jesus said to his disciples, "Sit here while I pray." 33He took Peter, James and John along with him, and he began to be deeply distressed and troubled. 34"My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death," he said to them. "Stay here and keep watch." but Jesus didn't just keep himself away from the salvation... 36"Abba,[e] Father," he said, "everything is possible for you. Take this cup from me. Yet not what I will, but what you will."

Those phrases were touching me when i was reading the script.... yup.. God so loved us and what are we waiting for to work on the mission... yes, we might face many difficulties and obstacles.. But just do it and God will make a way... Therefore, go... for the souls..


"PLEASE PRAY HARDER FOR THE EASTER DAY"

- pray for the invitation of people
(UPM students will be having final few days after Easter day..)
- pray for other preparation (by IK and CLC)...
- pray for the wayang kulit (rehearsal and the models making)..
- pray for people's heart to listen to the gospel
(very important for getting people)...
- pray for 2 of our members who are going to be baptized...
- pray for pastor to prepare the script of preaches...


speacial thanks to eason to help me to get the soundtrack of "the patient of Christ" and those sound effects for the wayang kulit... hope u can watch this performance too..... (praying...)
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Thursday, 5 March 2009

Kita Mengasihi


Thanks got that i've adapted well on the part time job.... i had been seeking for job for weeks and finally i got the most suitable job.. thanks god that providing everything for me. as staying in KL, my main objectives is CELL GROUP and serve for last few months... so that is very difficult for me to find a part time job without working on sunday n saturday and hence working in shorterm. but God have prepared. i got the job last week.. though the environment of work isn't well but i really appreciate this job as many of the church members are working there as well... we might have many opportunities to have lunch together.

Just be sent for doing the outdoor witness for the CLT project. yup. my job is actually a QC post in the market research company, SYNOVATE. therefore, i have to do the verification on the survey officers' questionnaires and the survey as well. my job is normally, calling back and review the survey data and giving comment or checking for error from those recieved data. that is a very bored job for me... so that i really need coffee during work. especially at 3pm in office... i was like in the hell.. i will be very sleepy but i can't sleep for sure. So... need to keep struggling in the office for more than one hour... that is really torturing.. haha.. but miraclely, i won't be sleepy after my manager is goin back.. haha... cause there is no government..? i'm not pretty sure... haha....

Yup... get back to the CLT... this is an outdoor withness job for a QC... i've been sent to the selected location for the survey conducted. i had arrived there (Cheras Selatan -if not mistaken) at 4 something, but the work is only started by 8 something.. that was because there was no respondent during the evening period. so.... as a stranger for those survey officer... i was pitily sitting beside... haha.. but there was a chance for me to complete the song i was composing.. thanks god that i've finished composing the song... this song is about love... that is maybe i've been influenced by the topic of "purpose driven life", we're going for the 3rd week and this particular week is actually talking bout the LOVE and FELLOWSHIP (MEMBER).... so that i got the inspiration on that... special thanks to GOD that giving me such grace on composing song...

After finished the song, busy works were coming and i got back to work til 11pm.... today is the most tired day for me as i arrived earlier to office. that was 8.45am. i was thinking to read the papers while waiting for 9.. but manager asked me to start working on those questionnaires.... madam... where is my 15mins' pay?? haha...

song:
Yup.. this is a malay song... is talking bout God's love and what we gonna react on God's love. this is the first time i wrote the malay lyric.. hope that it won't be very bad in grammar as i've been very long time never writing in Malay Language...

KITA MENGASIHI

music/lyric: jason

verse 1:
Dalam hati kita penuh kesunyian
Terus kecewa mengarahkan hidup tanpa makna
Tapi Tuhan kita mengasihi kita sedunia
Junjungkan kita dari mati ketenggelaman

verse:2
Dalam hati kita penuh kesyukuran
Kasih yang KAMU b'rikan sentuhi hati kita
KAMU'lah Tuhan kita yang kita serahkan semua
Mengikuti Tuhan yang mengasihi

chorus:
Kita mengasihi kerana KAMU mengasihi
Kita bersama belajar saling mengasihi
Ini pesanan Tuhan telah bagi kita
Kita Mengasihi kerana Tuhan ialah Kasih
(Kita Mengasihi k'rana KAMU dulu mengasihi kita)

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Sunday, 22 February 2009

22nd FEB, Macedonia thanks god....

22nd FEB...

after the sunday service, we [cell group of macedonia] had the gathering of cell group. that was the first cell group for the campaign-Purpose of Driven life 40 days.


as usual, the cell group activity should be having on Saturday. However, Xxjie and Yin Huey couldn't make it on Saturday. I was a little bit disappointing that when they told me about this. But since the cell group gathering is the must during this campaign. so that i fixed it on Saturday although there are 3 of us going to have the cellgroup for yesterday.

So, during that day - Saturday. I was just following the same schedule, that is going to PCC for the piano lesson, doing some stuffs for the preparation of sunday service. And i planned to go back at 6 something for the cellgroup. i'd been looking forward for the first cellgroup activity although there only 3 of us for joining this cell group. But unfortunately, i suddenly received Yuan's message. that was an informing message that he was unable to be there for the cellgroup. i was stunned while i recieve the message. And after calling Joanne, we've decided that to change the cellgroup to the time that right after the sunday service today.

surpricingly on sunday, Yinhuey and Yuan appeared on the sunday service. i was shocked and happy that i really don't know that they will attend to the sunday service as i've thought that they might not be able to come on this sunday service as well. thanks god that the cellgroup has held as normal and we've spent a good time for each other on sharing about the learning via the book, purpose of driven life. thanks god that prepare everything. from this, i've learned that when you're suffering and even treating things as NO HOPE, there is only the beginning of GOD. HE HAD PREPARED EVERYTHING FOR US. And those obstacles might be the training for us and we should just face it with the accompanied by our dearly GOD. thanks GOD that prepare everything. Thanks GOD..

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Sunday, 15 February 2009

what YOU say and what GOD says


You say: ?'It's impossible' ? God says: ? All things are possible ?
(Luke 18:27)

You say: ?'I'm too tired' ? God says: ?I will give you rest ?
(Matthew 11:28-30)

You say: ?'Nobody really loves me' ? God says: ?I love you ?
(John 3:1 ? 6 & John 3:34 )

You say: ?'I can't go on' ? God says: ?My grace is sufficient
(II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

You say: ?'I can't figure things out' ? God says: ?I will direct your steps ?
(Proverbs 3:5- ? 6)

You say: ?'I can't do it' ? God says: ?You can do all things ?
(Philippians 4:13)

You say: ?'I'm not able' ? God says: ?I am able ?
(II Corinthians 9:8)

You say: 'It's not worth it' God says: ?It will be worth it ?
(Roman 8:28 )

You say: ?'I can't forgive myself' ? God says: ?I Forgive you ?
(I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

You say: ?'I can't manage' ? God says: ?I will supply all your needs ?
(Philippians 4:19)

You say: ?'I'm afraid' ? God says: ?I have not given you a spirit of fear ?
(II Timothy 1:7)

You say: ?'I'm always worried and frustrated' ? God says: ?Cast all your cares on ME ?
(I Peter 5:7)

You say: ?'I'm not smart enough' ? God says: ?I give you wisdom ?
(I Corinthians 1:30)

You say: ?'I feel all alone' ? God says: ?I will never leave you or forsake you ?
(Hebrews 13:5)

special thanks to --
The Count To A Million Christians In Malaysia.!

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Wednesday, 31 December 2008

goodbye 2008

yeah~~
gonna say goodbye to 2008...
yes... 2008... how's your 2008?? happy?
jason's 2008 was a short year... means that my year was content also lar.. keke... i've learned so much from friends, PCC members... thanks everyone and most importantly.. thanks god.. thanks god that giving so much and put me in PCC for serving you and experiencing your love... through the camp, 10th anniversary, mission trip, i've learned so much and grown up... those event were keep reminding me that people need god and therefore we should go to preach to others with your love and salvation.. ^-^ there is no time for me to waste... so... in the coming new year.... i'm looking forward to work more on it... to let other know more bout YOU... thanks all PCC members and family members that giving me so much encouragements and love for living... without you all.. life must be very tough... keke... anyway.. jason's here wishing you all a very very happy new year with god blesses!!

not going to leave a very long post today as
i'm going to PCC again for the count down gathering.. keke... happy that seetho will join us also.. i thought that he won't be joining us as he has something to amend for the thesis.. happy...

in this lovely year... we've started the
Globurban... yup.. Globurban... is our FYP group for PED... all of us was like bro and sis... we worked together and we learned together... honestly... i'm really happy to work with you all.. hope we can be able to go UK together... add oil for everyone man... take care and hope you all have a memorable new year celebration...

Happy new year to you... to everyone....

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Saturday, 27 December 2008

we were the reason





As little children we would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys we knew we'd find
But we never realized a baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

*We were the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by we learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves and what that means
On a dark and cloudy day a man hung crying in the rain
All because of love
All because of love

*Chorus

I finally found the reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him (every part to Him)
And all that I do every word that I say (you know I'll be saying)
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him (every thing for Him)

We are the reason that He gave His life
We are the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give (all that he could give all)
To show us the reason to live

nothing much to say..
lyric has told us everything...
we are the reason......


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Monday, 22 December 2008

christmas week.....


Monday....
yup... another 3 days left to christmas.... supposingly, i've to be very happy and enjoying on the christmas... but i'm very busy on so many works until can't breath and rest.... i had been doing my chapter 4 and 5 for days til mid night... jason's here almost a panda... days past very fast and now i've finished my chapter 4 and 5... just went to campus for looking for ms tee, my supervisor... she was still the same... didn't scold me at all.. she was just told that i've to submit before end of this week as the submission date is getting close. therefore, i've to finish to as soon as possible....

jason's here is very worried about the interview and also my thesis... heard that there is a meeting today... i might know how's the result tomorrow or the day after... i'm like very nervous and my heart is beating very fast... haiz... don't think that i like this kind of feeling very well... and i found that i don't like things there are full of uncertainty... what i'm required is always the things are fixed to reduce the degree of worry for everything.....

well... though i'm very worred regarding to the interview... i still have to rush my thesis.. i've no time to wait... and then study for the final exam... that is very important for us... we have 3 subjects this semester... hopefully i can make it well for this final semester... therefore.. jason.. you need to study hard.... yup.... study smart as well....

after the rehearsal of the christmas of PCC.... found that many of our church members are good in acting err... everyone is really willing to contribute for this event.. hope that through this celebration... many of the new friends can be knowing more about jesus and the meaning of celebration christmas... gonna pray harder for this....


watched the soccermatch yesterday... fortunately... liverpool manage to get a point from the arsenal... that was a poor game.. since when liverpool plays very well?? (funny) yup... liverpool's defends was not playing very well... as the agger was like dreaming sometimes.. but i really like him.... hope that he can be able to get back his status and fit for the matches.... and the sadest thing is... chelsea is going to pull the leading seat from the liverpool... after the match tonight... hope that liverpool can be playing well for the rest games.... and get back for Top....

well... gonna wish everyone MERRY CHRISTMAS... hope that everyone doing well.....

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