Mugging time~~

finally....
my last sem exam is just around the corner..
yup.... this thursday... going to die for this.. haha.. time to mug for the last...
just submitted the last work yesterday... it's our FYP actually... PED tutor incident..
so now.. gonna study 1000 times harder.... for only 3 subjects...

then... CNY.. yup..
miss my family members so much.. yeah~~ time to go back.. but i havent buy my bus tick yet... hope that i could get it after i confirm the date to go back... yup.. is time to get back to study.. keke...

first post in 2009
wish everyone happy new year!!!

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christmas week.....

Monday....
yup... another 3 days left to christmas.... supposingly, i've to be very happy and enjoying on the christmas... but i'm very busy on so many works until can't breath and rest.... i had been doing my chapter 4 and 5 for days til mid night... jason's here almost a panda... days past very fast and now i've finished my chapter 4 and 5... just went to campus for looking for ms tee, my supervisor... she was still the same... didn't scold me at all.. she was just told that i've to submit before end of this week as the submission date is getting close. therefore, i've to finish to as soon as possible....

jason's here is very worried about the interview and also my thesis... heard that there is a meeting today... i might know how's the result tomorrow or the day after... i'm like very nervous and my heart is beating very fast... haiz... don't think that i like this kind of feeling very well... and i found that i don't like things there are full of uncertainty... what i'm required is always the things are fixed to reduce the degree of worry for everything.....

well... though i'm very worred regarding to the interview... i still have to rush my thesis.. i've no time to wait... and then study for the final exam... that is very important for us... we have 3 subjects this semester... hopefully i can make it well for this final semester... therefore.. jason.. you need to study hard.... yup.... study smart as well....

after the rehearsal of the christmas of PCC.... found that many of our church members are good in acting err... everyone is really willing to contribute for this event.. hope that through this celebration... many of the new friends can be knowing more about jesus and the meaning of celebration christmas... gonna pray harder for this....


watched the soccermatch yesterday... fortunately... liverpool manage to get a point from the arsenal... that was a poor game.. since when liverpool plays very well?? (funny) yup... liverpool's defends was not playing very well... as the agger was like dreaming sometimes.. but i really like him.... hope that he can be able to get back his status and fit for the matches.... and the sadest thing is... chelsea is going to pull the leading seat from the liverpool... after the match tonight... hope that liverpool can be playing well for the rest games.... and get back for Top....

well... gonna wish everyone MERRY CHRISTMAS... hope that everyone doing well.....

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tiring days

this whole week...
my mind was full of PED PED PED... dissertation Questionnaires....
stressed and worried bout the works cant be done on time and cant make it done... the chapter three of the PED need much time to link the figures of the construction costs, revenue, load, in the excel file... really headache with this since our Ms Excel skill isnt good... we spent whole day in Jusco - Mc D/Starbuks for a week... since every day POU Jusco... now start phoebia with Jusco now.. haha.... but thx god... everything is over... we've done it.. goin to submit it next tuesday.. haha.. fortunately i managed to meet the Ms Tee for the consultation... i've been very worrying that she will scold me for the slow progress of the dissertation.. but luckily she didnt and most important thing is my questionnaires for the research has approved and i can start my survey for the dissertation rite now... keke.. time to work hard for this!!!

yup....
13th annually missionary week...
really learned much on that... thx god that sending ur servant to give us such a very meaningful preach... Pastor Lai.. i think i meet him before but i really cant recognize that when and where i meet him... memory ady start fading... haha... n... accidently.. i've been chosen to be one of the performer for this event... LiLi asked me to represent PCC to sing the song "AnyWay" with the HuiSan.. haha... honestly.. i didnt not well at all.. but grateful that many of 'em was giving me so much moral support.. thx a lot!!!! this is a very good experience for me... i knew more frns from CFC... no only Huisan, Jingxing, other students cell group members ( when attending the prayer's meeting) yup.... another very impressive things... the video clips for this event this really nice.... i heard that the person who prepared this is working as a clip editor for the MTVs... wow... CFC has many talented members ya... thx god again.. ^^ o ya.. after this event... i've decided that to join the missionary trip at Perak... it is 1 week trip to help those kids and most important thing.. sharing gospel to them... hope that i can be able to finish my works (studies) as this is my last semester.. i've to finish 2 final year project... so.. goin to pray harder for this...

lazy weekend...
gonna hav a short rest... and after charged up my batt... continue my work... i've to prepare 100 letters for the targeted respondents... and send email to them as well.. easy works.. but take days to finish.... hope i can finish it and hope that the reponses can achieve my target... so.. pray harder and work harder....
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commencement of last sem...

cant get used to it yet.... this is the first day i came back to kl.. starring at the clock after awaken... i was thinking if i'm fetching ken to the jb custom and listening the "promise of 215" broadcasting by 933.... i'm goin to miss them so much... suddenly feel very empty... moody... but i believe that this feeling wont stay longer as i ve many things to do and i dun hav much free time to think of it...

on this 1week++ break in jb... i met many frns... Tiram's buddies.... chat a lot... Cana's brothers.... from wat we're chatting... realized that we've grown up... and we are now no more a teenagers... but adult.. many of my previous classmates are now working... suddenly feel like wan to go back to jb as soon as possible... curious rite?? hey.. jason... tot that u bear not to leave kl?? bear not to leave PCC?? bear not to leave frns of TARC?? i'm blur with it too...

final semester has commenced... but i'm still havent hav the study mood yet... my fyp is oso hanging and rediculously i stil havent touch it yet?? oh... hope that i can start my questionnaires tis week... heard allen said that not many ppl make it in archi wong's paper... failure rate is the highest and has broke the history... 50% from us didnt make it... im very worry bout that too.. this is because the answers of questions is full of uncertainty.. and we really dunno what the wong wants from our answer... hopefully.. many of us manage to pass this paper.... or else... it would b tough for the last 3 months....

went to the song practice last nite... wow.. huisan's voice is sweet for tht song... but we stil havent get a pianist yet... and i might be the guitarist if we stil cant get a pianist... hope that i can make it... but i really need more practices on that... we hav a rehearsal on saturday.. and huisan will b absent.. so... i hav to sing it by myself.. swt.. cos this song is actually a sang by girl... so the key is very tough for me.. hope that it wont be weird when i'm singing it alone...

goin to hav my class later at 6... i'm stil very lazy err.... but hav to attend the class. oso since the lecturer is very strict in the attendance of students... so... hmm... gonna prepare my questionnaires later and crawling to tarc for the lecture.... but before that... haha... gonna hav nap for a short while... keke...

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finally, interim has submitted... phew...

finally,

ive make my interim report done and passed up to dr bobby. he's not angry as ive a good reason for the late submission. but he wants me to submit the MC to the office to avoid the penalty given.. haiz... i have to go to clinic to get the extension of the MC duration as my MC is just until last thursday but i was really sick for whole week. cant even concentrate on doin other stuffs oso... fortunately manage to passed up the interim report just now... but need to go to clinic again.. hais.. lazy to do so.. haha...

just now went to print my interim report, i saw a rat jump out from the photocopy machine.. wow?? how can a rat stay in the photocopy machine.. in side the machine, there full of the shits by the rat.. yuck!!! so dirty... i suddenly feel like want to leave the "house" asap... help... haha.... printing plus photocopy plus binding cost me RM10... hmm.. actually is quite cheap.. but RM10... can do many things in stead of print this interim report..


watched the soccer match last saturday... it was the match against Midlesbrough. that was too bad cause the sopcast didnt provide the streaming for this live match... y?? haiz... but i found a website that allow me watch through the web browser... so pro... this is the first time i watch the live game or programme using the web browser... i was tot that only those streammer can provide the live programme... i was wrong... i started watching from the last 20 minutes...

i was up sad that the score board shows that liverpool is losing 0 : 1 at home... haiz.. but i trust that liverpool can be able to win the match... time goes very fast and there is only10 minutes left... the score board was still showing the 0 : 1.. im honest that i was only hope that is only a goal for the draw game.. at least they dun lose the game in their own place... i was chatting with Veilung on that time also... he seems like feel very disappointed too... but surprisingly there is an owngoal by midlesbrough... it is actually cause by our vice leader on the pitch.. he is carragher... he made a shot out side the penalty box after received the ball.. this ball was hit on a player and reflect into the other side of the net.. wow.. i was very excited as that was a goal to make the whole team survive.....

we started to have more hopes.... we even think to get another goal for the game... i kept telling veilung that mayb there is another goal.. and he said that it is too difficult to hav a goal at such situation. finally.... at the 93rd minute (if not mistaken) wow.. it was amazing... gerrard made a power long shot as the ball was straightly fly into the goal just like a rocket. it was amzing as i was screaming for the victory in front of the laptop.. haha.. like a silly er... hmm... im stil happy on that goal now.. keke.. so excited... this goal was rock the whole stadium... but contrary, midlesbough's hope of winning has dropped to a defeat... they really did well... but the luck seems like still taking care on liverpool... happy...

the strategy of liverpool. im not sure since i didnt watch the whole game.. but babel seems like nvr touch the ball.. yup... our alonso did very well on this match.. his passes is very crictical and is very accurate and creative... that two goals were indirectly designed by his magic passes... hmm.. like the way he plays... hope that he has more chances to appear for the liverpool.... (once talking about liverpool.. nvr stop oso.. keke..)

thinking to hav more rest times or a few days to relax.. keke.. then only start my revision for the final exam.. hope that i can manage to study well and prepare well on this coming final... and hope that the camp, PCC nube brain centre 2008 can be ran smooth and well.. yup.. seems like everyone has done their part so think that should be no prob for that. but i stil hav the games activity to prepare... hmm.. actually the games have designed but there are many item for the game hav to be prepared. hope that o de games and programme can be ran smoothly and hope this camp could help us to be more matured on the religious thinking... thx god that u help me and give me strength on doin my dissertation.. i'll do my best on the camp as well.. spitted so much things here... keke.. i think should b enough by now...

PCC Nube Camp 2008

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7:00

today... rainy day..
and my room have a special guest... his name is HAPPY.. he's a dog.. very cute... belongs to my housemate actually.. he went out with his family... this HAPPY had already stayed here for two days.. he obviously seems like not yet adapted to this home.. yeah.. just because he's not belongs to here actually. yup.. he's goin tmr... he was crying and barking for the whole nite cause he was frightened since he was alone in the dark room for whole nite....



7:00 ady... i still haven done my dissertation... i stil have a nite to do... tmr.. gonna attend the sunday service and the meeting of the PCC camp... haiz.. i'll bring my laptop to church and do it during the waiting time for the meeting rite after the sunday service.. thx god that u ve prepare for me that chun yi changes the time of serve with me.. or else.. i definitely got no time to do this dissertation.. haiz.. gonna rush this to make this done...

bob's seems like not giving chances to those late submission. he said that there will be penalties for the late submisisioin.. wow... im now very worry... im thinking to go clinic to get the extension of the MC.. therefore Bobs only know that i'm really sick badly.. actually.. cant say very bad.. my condition now is quite ok.. but really cant finish off the works.. haiz...

gonna b fast... now almost 3000 words... half way to go..
let finish it by today man... u can do it.. pray harder also jason... yup... god only can give me enuff strength to do o those tough works....

7:12pm...

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new days = last day

finally,

today is friday..and the submission date of the interim report... but my progress is still in chapter 2... wow..!! how can i finish my work?? i dunno.. but i'll try to finish it by today?? tmr?? hopefully..

11.37 now.... i've a day... so.. after my brunch... n after taken medicine... i'll start my dissertation... should pay 100% concentration on this... hope that god will guide me and give me strength on doing this dissertation though i'm now sick...

i'wont go campus today as my rashes might spread to others. since the exam is just around the corner. i shouldn't go to campus to spread the virus to others.. haha.. excuses for not goin campus... but this is reasonable wat?? i'm i rite??

gogo.. jason... must finish ur work!!!
oya.. many of my family members called me this morning... touched.. they are very concern bout me.. and asking me to buy those oriental medicine for the rashes. thx dad, mom, and bro... and also thx o de frns who are concerned about me... i'm really happy with u o... thank you...

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days with rashes

haiz..
days are very tiring, eyes are red and my whole body is just yuck... rashes all around my body. become more worrying though doctor didnt say that is serious. she just told me that this is kind of fake rashes, virus infected, and need to drink more water and vitamin C, and fruits more. that easy?? dunno. but really feel tired lar.. cos of the effect of medicine? i dunno... i became more sensitive when i saw mosquitoes. scare that got DENKI...

for my dissertation.. progress is damn slow as im just sleep for whole day.. cant concentrate also. hope i can make this done by today?? dunno.. i just hope that i can do as much as i can today... hope that i can done more than half. but my eyes are very tired now... feel like want to sleep. but ive slept for very long time just now. from 2-5 sth. how can i sleep for that long time... my week is only sleeping and facing laptop without doin my dissertation.. wow.. god.. help!!

5000 words... ive 4000 words to go.... plz give me strength to do o of these...
just received the reply from yee... she added sth in the file i've sent to them. good!! so that our information will be clearer and the list of items can be confirmed. hope we can do well on the camp. and the preparation can be done well. should pray harder for my rashes... as now is ady 21st of august. i need to be recovered for the camp... got.. count on u lor... plz cure my weakness in health... thx...

going to continue my tiring dissertation. Psychological Contract...



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open season LIVERPOOL...

yeah..
i'm back..
it's been a long time for the previous blog...
i've been very busy on uncountable assignments, final year project (PED), dissertation, and etc. therefore, the time to blog has occupied by those non-stoppable homework. i'm very lazy actually, so the progress keep hanging (dissertation) as i spent those free time on sleeping actually. so worry that i couldnt make it done in this week. i'm very sorry to ms tee as she seems like having better expectation on me..(more on chu actually) but... i'm just can't concentrate on those works... even the journals are very boring that i kind of phobia on those literature sources... but what to do.. gonna rush to finish my works here.. i've only one week left.. nope... 6days left actually... hope i can manage to finish it well...

last saturday was the first match of EPL/BPL for liverpool. i didnt plan to watch this match as i've the serve on sunday service as the guitarist. i even don't know that the first match was fell on the saturday.. (wat a liverpool fan) ;p but fortunately waikin called me out for YAMCHA during my cell group. so... we went BRJ for milo panas (gastric..). i was only realized the liverpool match rite before few minutes the game has started.

this is the very first match... honestly, i'm not really prefer this grey jerseys. but that is acceptable. i prefer the white jersey for the previous year. (planning to buy) let's talk about the games... the mid field was just very messy.. possession of ball can only be found at the defenders and they just cross to the front for the strikers... RAFA's strategy?? plesis can't play well... his defend isnt good and attack isnt like a liverpool standard player.. sigh.. what was RAFA thinking last saturday.. that was very risky to use such an inexperienced player. he cant hold the ball well as he just simply pass out the ball when the ball comes. passing even worse than sissoko... (sissoko good in defend though)

another thing... kuyt wasnt a good wing honestly.. he though can be many positions for back up... but he really did not well for his own position. his cross ball can only win the corner... cant bring the chances to the strikers. still need to give him chances to be the wing? or let him play striker? keane hasnt found his status yet. this 20million guy was denied torres' on goal shot. or else.. that will be a 2:0 game. but anywhere, we still hav to give him more chances to adapt in this big family. luckily liverpool manage to get a goal at 82nd minute.. it was torres' shot. low but good angle. everyone was shocked on his try. he even didnt look at the goal at all... just shot?? i was wondering how he feels the target? what a super goal inspiration.. this score was assisted by our xabi alonso. he was playing very well. after he walked into this field, the match became more interesting and the attack then only seems to be attack. i cant see any proper attack when the plesis was in the pitch.. alonso's passes, crosses are good as that is reducing the burden much of gerrard. he has a very ambitious try that was a shot from liverpool own half to the goal. it was impressive though the ball didnt fall into the net..


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happy day for good smiling!!!! --> Psychological Contract!!! Ms Tee.. ^^

Nice day for me... though yesterday was rainy day.. ;p but proposal got approved by dear ms tee.. she was so kind that approving my proposal (effort)... i was doin so much of reading just becos of doin this title and project brief... happy that she was appreciating my done works.... happy!!! just want to express my happiness... keke...

title here: Psychological Contract Expectations between Employers and Employees in the Construction Industry...

Supervisor: Ms Tee ^^

so... what's the next...? yup.. i still have training report to go... and also the PED reading... so... gonna spend my mid nite to do all these works.. haiz... hopefully can finish my training report first... then no need to suffer that the possibility getting scold by our dearest Ms Janaky... she is kind actually... but i'm not going challenge her tolerance... haha.... hopefull my training report wont be very low quality.. i'll try my best to make it done properly.. keke... so...? without any waste of time... i have to start and make it fast as i still have PED to study... yup...

nite mom, dad, bros, sis in laws, nephies... ^^
nite everyone... thx god...

yup.. thx waikin helping me to redeem my broken K810i....




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war of dissertation

concentration of war:
practical of psychology in the human resource management

location : KL (mainly)
duration: 7months +/-
objectives: for UK!! ;p

haiz.... now is the 2nd week of my new academic year. everyone from my course is very busy and also very nervous on finding a suitable title for the research for the whole academic year... yup... factors that fear us are, topic we chosen has no potential in research, supervisor chosen is bad and just ignore our works of research... yup... that's y many of them are already submitted their title to their ideal supervisor.. yes, me too.. i'm now hardworking for my project brief so that i can able to submit my brief to the supervisor who i wanted her guide. ms tee.. i saw many of the students are "sibuk'ing" finding her for the approval for the supervisions. i was afraid that whether she will accept my title. but don't worry... i'm now still hardworking for the title and also the project brief.. hopefully i can done this by tonight and submit this to her by tmr. hopefully she will accept me.

the topic i've chosen is driving me crazy. i have to do more reading to understand the new things i never expose. there are psychology, and human resource managements, (psychological contract) yup... ms tee asked me find the journal regarding to the psychological contract.... just borrowed some books from library and obtained the journals from the e-library... hope those information help a lot in my brief preparations... i shouldnt think only for the brief but also the whole process of the research. but i cant since everyone is very hardworking on doin the first... so in this stage, i've to be more hardworking FIRST until i got a appropriate title and suitable supervisor. yup.. gonna burn my mid nite oil again tonight... but i've prepared.. keke.. i've taken a long nap just now... and now.... is my time to work hard for this!!!

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