If You are the Melody

composed/Lyric: Jason

Do Re Mi,
these simple music tones make me feel so sweet.
That filled my dream,
my dreams are full of days just you and me.

If you are the melody
you must be so beautiful that makes me sing.
If you are the melody
I'll be the instrument that make you perfect.

Fantasy,
I've been kidnapped by your flawless smile and kiss.
You light my scenes,
I'll keep you in my heart for centuries.....

If you are the melody
you must be the tender one that comfort me.
If you are the melody
I'll be your instrument one and only...

(just a simple and short song.. ^^)

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不舍得

上次....diploma快念完时写的...
好多的不舍得..便写了这首歌...
本身还蛮喜欢的....

过了许久....
原来这首歌还蛮常用到的~~
因为人常常得面对离别~~
在人生中不同的阶段都会遇见不同的人....
同时的，也会与不同的人离别...
在吉隆坡...
有好多好多的不舍得....
在学院，在教会，学会等.....
他们都是我生命中的一部分....
不想忘记...但不得不分离....

到了英国...
在利物浦教会认识了好多的朋友....
他们的照顾常让我感动...
要分离时....
感觉非常的不同....
因为不晓得今后还是否能见面....
想着想着...不是滋味....
也不舍得的离开了....

近几个月...
回来后... 温暖舒服的家...
侄儿也长这么大了..
在小孩中...他是乖的....很听话...
我常与他玩...也常骂他...
昨天...幼儿园办了恳亲晚会后便离开jb到kl念书了...
感觉更是非常非常的不舍得....
星期六的早晨...
应该是ivan观赏卡通的时段...
我忍不住把电视开了...9点半的多啦A梦播放着....
感觉非常的不同....在吉隆坡的他现在如何....

是的...生活中会遇到许多的离别....
但不管到哪里...我还是会记得你们...
愿上帝的爱长于你们同在......

不舍得 -

不舍得
词曲：jason

别再撑了 把眼泪流下吧
我们的离别 不一定潇洒
泪干了吗 哥们不会笑话
我们的过去 你眼泪值得留下

太多的往事浮在脑海中折腾我们啊
思绪无法移开我们离去的伤疤
曾经革命的友情在风中飞离航线啊
回忆的岛屿 已被洪水吞噬了啊

不舍得 我们的友情
不舍得 疯狂的曾经
不舍得 我们彼此拥有彼此建立的默契
不舍得 你们的表情
不舍得 我们的回忆
不舍得 的离去才发现眼泪的痕迹
不舍得你

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不在惧怕

AfraidNoMore.mp3 -

Verse 1:
当荆棘满途 愁苦带忧伤
主的爱抚持 在我身旁
当罪恶围绕 试探多堂皇
主的话引领 在我心房

Verse 2:
当哽咽落泪 荒漠中绝望
主犹如甘泉 安抚悲伤
当失去方向 无力的彷徨
主怜悯加添 心存盼望

Chorus 1:
不再惧怕 只管努力往着标杆直跑
不再惧怕 以一生来为主发光

Chorus 2:
不再惧怕 只管努力为主背十字架
不再惧怕 因为主是我的力量

Last:
不再惧怕 有主 我不再惧怕

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lzy blogger's post III =p

hi all...
is been a very long while for the previous post...
ya.. as Alicia said... growing mushroom here ady..
therefore, i should grab those and cook it.. (serious man...)


yup... Thanks God.. i'm back from U.K.
wow.. life in U.k. was awesome and i've learned so much on living with many...
though that was only 3 months time.. but we really enjoyed the life staying with each other...
we were hanging around at liverpool city, we're having beers, playing mahjong, going to Scotland, Newcastle and other trips...
life in U.K. was the best experienced in life as the weather there was really nice that suit a person like me (swt easily)





besides, Thanks God that put me at Liverpool with and going for the service at LCGC... church members there are really kind and lovely... they always care and giving us support in this three months time... i was really enjoyed the fellowship with them as what i've seen from them is really the LOVE that created by our Almighty GOD... thanks all for giving me such memorable days that i really can't forget bout you all... LCGC.. i'll miss you all very much...




alright alright...
lazy blogger got to talk bout his life recently...
yup... i'd been having a 2 weeks tour of Europe...
the trip was led by a handsome guide, he's SAMmuel...
he is really knowledgeable and willing to share us so much...
thanks SAM... ^^
from this trip... i've been to:
France, Belgium,Austria, Luxembourg, Germany, Italy, Vatican, and Switchland...
(but as a lazy blogger, i'll post the photos next time de lar.. ;p)
beside enjoying the sceneries and experiencing the life in the different countries in Europe, i got to know a lot of friends as well. there are also TARC student and having the same summer course like me... really happy that we got such precious time with those friends.. ^^




well...
after HK trip, Europe trip.......
jason has to start working lor..
planning to start working in Singapore..
hope that i can get the great job that allow me to learn much...
gonna pray harder for that...
that's all for this short post...
gonna hav a good nite... ^^



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Life² 生命增值坊

decided to accept the challenge yet??
get the details from the previous post~~!!!

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Life SQ~~

What is life??
how to live your life??
Why life??
Who gave u life??
When is the beginning of life??

想在三天里看清你的一生?

欢迎参加Life² 生命增值坊!

hmm.. have u think bout these questions??
Do you know the meaning of life??

hmm... here we go to the camp.. LIFE Sq~~
life no twice.. but you can live your life in this camp another time to experience the life that u had been through and the life you havent seen that is far far in front of you.. ;p

friends in KL... really hope that you all can be able to catch this opportunity to join this meaningful camp... there are a lot of interesting games, Life games, and Life's message throughout the camp of your simulation life.....

have you decided to except this challenge to pre-live your life yet??
come and contact the person in charge... that would be very fun and you might get the answer of questions that related to your life....

join us now...!!!
see ya at MELACCA~!!

日期: 29-31/8/2009 (星期六至星期一)
报名费:RM90 (学生); RM150 (工作者)
联络人: 吴欣洁017-6061234; 江春忆012-9338161

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lazy blogger post II : Jason's UK

Globurban at Atlantic Point (hostel)

after weeks life in UK....

i finally not lazy to write something bout UK....

Liverpool ONE garden

UK... my first impression is.... WOW.....
it is really a nice place... but there was a question popped up in my mind... "why UK seems very hot in summer!!?? I dun want a hot summer in UK.!!" andthat was hot in the first few days we'd arrived.. after being told that was extreme climatic phenomena for only few days... i then realized that the weather is COLD actually even during the summer....

Everton Park for Liverpool night View

Photo taken at YORK

Chester trip with Globurban

life in Liverpool is really great... as a liverpool fc fan... i love this place... but sadly... i can't meet any soccer star over here... they might not be appeared here i think... but most of the people here are friendly and helpful... so.. there are no problems in living here... o ya.. one thing... they talk too fast that we always lost them when we're having conversation... quite embarrassed sometimes cause we have to keep HAR?ing when talking to them... talk bout life here... before coming here.. what i thought was we have only one gang for studying in UK... Globurban might be very lonely.. but we knew many new friends from the same course in TARC... and we are having good time in learning.... hanging around... shopping.... liquoring.... and etc.... it is extremely relaxing if excluding the assignments and assessments... ;p

Manchester UnitedLake District

during these few weeks in UK... we'd been to many places... York, Manchester, Chester, Lake District, North Wales, Cheshire Oaks, Newcastle,.............. every place i been was just impressed me that those place are beautiful... How great are GOD's creations.... i'm not able to describe well on those creations as human's languages are limited to do so.... Thanks GOD for creating the world... GOD create Human for them to enjoy HIS creations because of LOVE.... this sentence came in my mind many times... North Wales trip after assessment

well.... life here isn't only entertainments, trips, learning... but also CHURCH... yup.. i found a church very fast cause they put leaflets in our welcome pack provided by LJMU (my U)... and i went there for the welcome gathering at the first week in UK... they are kind and caring... i like them very much... and Thanks GOD that i have opportunities on serving.... being guitarist during the sunday service... that was a very precious experience for me.... and i hope that i could be more committed on serving here no matter the time i'm here is short... cause we're meant to worship GOD.. life is Worshiping... so serve GOD anytime anywhere.... ^^

~~Newcastle tour~~

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故事分享Story sharing : 動人心弦的小男孩 (Little Boy Touches Hearts)

I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back.
我在「塔杰」商店閒逛時，看到收銀員將一些錢退還給小男孩。

The boy couldn ' t have been more than 5 or 6 years old.
這男孩不過5、6歲。

The Cashier said, ' I ' m sorry, but you don ' t have enough money to buy this doll. '
收銀員說：『抱歉！你買這娃娃的錢不夠。』

Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ' ' Granny,
are you sure I don ' t have enough money? ' '
小男孩轉向他旁邊的老婦人： 「奶奶！妳也認為我的錢不 嗎？」

The old lady replied: ' ' You know that you don ' t have enough money to buy this doll, my dear. ''
老婦人回道：「親愛的！你知道買這個娃娃的錢是不夠的。」


Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly.
她要小男孩呆在那裡5分鐘，她一下就回來。 她迅速離開了。

The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.
小男孩的手仍然握著娃娃。

Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to.
最後我向他走去，問他這個娃娃你想給誰。

'It ' s the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas.
『這是我妹妹的最愛，非常想要的聖誕節娃娃。

She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her. '
她一直認為聖誕老人會帶娃娃來給她的。」

I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry.
我告訴他不用擔心，聖誕老人最後可能會帶給她的。

But he replied to me sadly. ' No, Santa Claus can ' t bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there. '
但他哀傷地回答我『不！聖誕老人不可能將它帶到她現在的地方給她。我必須將娃娃交給我媽,當她去那裡的時候可以給我妹妹。』

His eyes were so sad while saying this. ' My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister. ' '
他說話時的眼睛是哀傷的。『我妹妹已經和上帝在一起。爸爸說 媽媽很快也將要去見上帝，因此我認為她可以將娃娃帶給我妹妹。』

My heart nearly stopped.
我的心臟幾乎要停止了。

The little boy looked up at me and said: ' I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall. '
小男孩看我說：『我叫爸爸告訴媽媽現在不要走，讓她等我從購物中心回來。』

Then he showed me a very nice photo of himself. He was laughing. He then told me ' I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won ' t forget me. '
然後他拿出一張他自己非常漂亮的相片給我看。他笑著告訴我『我要媽媽帶著我的相片，這樣她就不會忘記我了。』

'I love my mommy and I wish she didn ' t have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister. '
『我愛我的媽媽，我希望她不要離開我，但是爸爸說她必須去找我妹妹。』

Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.
然後他安靜地用哀傷的眼睛再看著娃娃。

I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. ' Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll! ' '
我趕緊摸著錢包對小男孩說『我們再檢查一下，說不定您有足夠的錢買玩偶! 』

'OK ' he said, ' I hope I do have enough. ' I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.
『好呀！』他說『我希望有足夠的錢』。沒讓他看見，我塞了一些錢到他的錢包中，我們開始數錢。買娃娃的錢足 了，甚之還有剩餘呢。

The little boy said: ' Thank you God for giving me enough money! '
小男孩說：『謝謝上帝給了我足 的錢!』

Then he looked at me and added, ' I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give it to my sister. He heard me! ' '
然而他看著我補充說『昨晚睡前，我要求上帝讓我的錢能足夠買這個娃娃，因此媽媽能將它帶給我妹妹。祂聽見我了! 』

'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn ' t dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose. ' '
『我也想有足夠的錢買一朵白玫瑰給我媽媽，但我不敢要求上帝太多。但祂給的錢足 買娃娃和一朵白玫瑰了。』

'My mommy loves white roses. '
『我媽媽喜歡白玫瑰』。

A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket.
幾分鐘後，老婦人回來了。我也就提了購物籃離開了。

I finished my shopping in a totally different state of mind from when I started.
我從一開始就在完全不同的心境下購物。

I couldn ' t get the little boy out of my mind.
小男孩一直無法離開我的心境。

Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young
woman and a little girl.
我想起兩天前當地報紙的一篇文章，提及一位醉酒卡車司機，撞上了一輛載著年輕少婦和一個小女孩的汽車。

The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical
state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the
life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma.
小女孩當場死亡，母親呈現彌留狀態。 這個家庭必須決定是否要拔出維持生命機器的插管 ，因為年輕少婦不可能從昏迷中恢復。

Was this the family of the little boy?
他就是這家庭的小男孩？

Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news paper that the young woman had passed away.
碰到小男孩的二天之後，我看了報紙年輕少婦過世了。

I couldn ' t stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was for people to see and make last wishes before her burial.
我不自主的買了一束白玫瑰，來到喪家，年輕少婦的遺體在她埋葬前讓人瞻仰與最後許願。

She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.
她在那裡，裝在棺木中，在她的手中握著一朵白玫瑰和小男孩的相片，娃娃則放置在她的胸口。

I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for ever.. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is
still, to this day, hard to imagine.
我離開了這裡，眼淚奪眶而出，覺得我的人生已經永遠改變了。至今，小男孩對他母親和妹妹的愛，仍然難以想像。

And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.
就在一轉眼工夫，一位醉酒司機奪去了他的所有。

life....... is so fragile...life and things in this world are temporary... So.. Just appreciate it and don't be the one who regret when you lost it...

thanks GOD anyway that giving us so much to face the day in front... HE gave us life, courage, love, and everything we got... so... don't waste it......

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~身体献上~

词曲：jason

你恩典 满了我生命的杯
你的爱 怜悯我悖逆与卑微
你的话 触动了我的心田
伴着我 擦干我的眼泪

我的心 与灵有你而喜悦
我的爱 因你的话得以完全
我不配 你对我如此顾念
挽回我 这罪终之辈

chorus:
我愿意心意更新
将身体献上
背起十架紧紧跟随你、听你的话
我原献上自己
不效法世界
全人全心 跟随着你....
(全人全心 将自己以活祭献上...)

long time never have any new products of music...
lyric written during the message given by pastor for the last service...
composed this without any instrument....
going to share the demo after i recorded it... ^^

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Lazy blogger's Post

Wow...
it's been a very long time for me to update the page....
what was i doing during so long so long time here....

gonna flash back to the time that i was still in KL...
had my most memorable time with my roommate, church-mates....
i can still remember that we went for outing at KEPONG...
we had very nice games there that prepared by Chunyi, Xueyi, and Seetho...
that was interesting and the games had tied us up in the relationship with each other... and in my mind... i knew that... the time for me to leave is getting close... I gonna appreciate this very much...

well.. before the games... we had our nice meal (picnic) at the concrete platform that we found somewhere else beside the water fall... thanks for those who prepared meals for us... that was the last activity i joined in PCC...

i've read the post from PCC-life blogspot that PCC had organised an outing programme for the new intake students from UPM. that's great... those photos are making me feel so emo that i can't be able to be there with you all. brothers and sisters... i'll be missing you all always..... and i wont forget bout the vision of PCC. Just because that, once PCC member, always PCC member no matter when and where am i...

so..........
after the activity... where was i?? yup... i was having the pre mission in Serdang for the Mission trip in JOHOR BAHRU... wow... I'd been looking forward for this for long time. but unfortunately, after the pre-mission... i was sicked... and admitted to hospital after i've shifted back my stuffs from KL to JB.. thanks God that put me home as dengue was really suffering that i can't imagine that how would i survive if i was alone in KL with the dengue virus... Thanks God....

Thanks God again that the Hospital that i was admitted is very clean and good in facilities... i like those nurses as well just because that they are very kind and caring. but i don't like the injections... from this experience of dengue... i've eaten so many needles until that i'm forced to be getting used to it... haha... between, i have to thanks so much to my mom, my dad, bros that they are also that victims (indirectly) cause that they have to come to hospital to accompany me.

Mom.. Dad... love you all so much...you two really had hard time during the time i was sick..obviously, that was because of LOVE.. just because you all love me so much that more than i need...thanks so much..LOVE you all forever...and i was really embarrassed that mom you're taking care of me during mother's day.... what a joke...?

well... the dengue has pull me out from the phase one of the mission... that was a training in the Majodi centre at Plentong... haiz.. i missed the opportunity to get back to the place where i grown up. but thanks God that mom finally allowed me to joined them at the half way of the mission trip... yeah~~ i was really very happy that i can join them to share gospel to others... and there are some of the students who did accepted Jesus when i was talking to them.... Glory to the LORD....



through the mission trip, i finally realized that i'm too late to join the mission trip... many of my team members were just accepted GOD and they are willing to go for GOD to contribute on the kingdom of GOD... their courage have encouraging me to work for GOD... as from the bible (1Timothy 4:12) said,"Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity"

to be continued...........

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EL NINO 50~~~

Fernando Torres has scored 50 goals in 84 appearances for Liverpool;
watch all 50 goals here!

Torres announced his arrival at Anfield with a goal against Chelsea on his debut, and has gone on to score some memorable goals during his time here. Enjoy:

by:http://www.anfieldred.co.uk

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Her Morning Elegance / Oren Lavie

video again...
but this is awesome...
nice clip before going to sleep...

lyric:

Sun been down for days
A pretty flower in a vase
A slipper by the fireplace
A cello lying in its case

Soon she's down the stairs
Her morning elegance she wears
The sound of water makes her dream
Awoken by a cloud of steam
She pours a daydream in a cup
A spoon of sugar sweetens up

And She fights for her life
As she puts on her coat
And she fights for her life on the train
She looks at the rain
As it pours
And she fights for her life
As she goes in a store
With a thought she has caught
By a thread
She pays for the bread
And She goes...
Nobody knows

Sun been down for days
A winter melody she plays
The thunder makes her contemplate
She hears a noise behind the gate
Perhaps a letter with a dove
Perhaps a stranger she could love

And She fights for her life
As she puts on her coat
And she fights for her life on the train
She looks at the rain
As it pours
And she fights for her life
As she goes in a store
With a thought she has caught
By a thread
She pays for the bread
And She goes...
Nobody knows

And She fights for her life
As she puts on her coat
And she fights for her life on the train
She looks at the rain
As it pours
And she fights for her life
Where people are pleasently strange
And counting the change
And She goes...
Nobody knows

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SIGNS

nice clip....
this is a simple short film about communication. Created by Publicis Mojo and @RadicalMedia Director.

"yup.... dun waste the opportunity that u got.... that might be the last chance...."

must watch it!!

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Alleluia to Christ The Lord

I will lift my heart and sing
I will worship You my King
Earth and heaven now proclaim
Jesus Christ the mighty name

Through the storm and raging sea
I will never be alone
When my hope seems out of sight
I know You will shine your light

Alleluia, Alleluia, Alleluia
Alleluia to Christ the Lord

Dengan segenap hati
Ku menyembah memuji
Sampai seluruh bumi
Bersujud mengakui

Walau malam menepi,
Tak akan ku sendiri
Kasih yang menerangi
Kau setia menanti

Alleluia, Alleluia, Alleluia
Alleluia Kau Allahku


this is a very nice song....
yup.. all the glory to the Lord, to the Jesus...
as we are not worthy to get everything from HIM...
But HE gave us life... What a precious gift....
Yup.. praise the Lord... for what HE had done for us...
Pastor said that we are here, living to glorify HIM...
for everything.....

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touching 4:4.. yup... YNWA

sigh.. i missed the last 08/09 UEFACL's game for Liverpool... i was thinking to have a short sleep to charge myself and go down to BRJ for the soccer match... but the alarms were failed to wake me up... and i was awaken at 5 something... and i switched on my Laptop immediately to check the scoreboard... opps... the score was surprised me and woke me again... 4:4... after read the detail of the game... yup... Liverpool scored twice at the first half and they kept fighting even though Chelsea were scored thrice after the first half... they got another two goals at the final 10 minutes... but Chelsea was really tough that the Lampard had a finishing goal that finished the whole game... yup.. the scoreboard was showing 4:4... it was draw game... though Liverpool lost in aggregate score... but most of the liverpool fans are very proud on the squad of team... yup.. their spirit and desire on getting back the victory were touched people's heart.. that's why i love liverpool so much...


thanks God that i managed to watch the highlight of the game as the connection here is really weak that making me feel very frustrating... but the browser was quite smooth when I was watching the game highlight.. yup.. Liverpool... Add Oil for the EPL... add oil for the future~~

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Special Easter Day

Thanks God that we had a very special Easter day...

1st, baptize of Seetho...
2nd, Hee Soon's attendance...
3rd, Miracle of almost 100persons was coming for the evangelistic Night...
4th, performance of the Wayang Kulit...

yup....
that was a very tired and exhausted Easter day... we woke early morning for the baptize of few bros and sis at the Water Dam of Melawati as we had the whole day rehearsal on Saturday... Really hard to wake myself even i had set few alarms in my mobile... Thanks God that the weather is great for everyone to witness such a touching ceremony that 4 persons had given their promises to die with Christ and risen with Christ in front of People... Thanks God...

and the second... On the Saturday, Chunyi and I was going to church at the morning for the whole day rehearsal and what a coincident, we met Heesoon in the wangsa maju lrt station... he was the coursemate of Bernard who ever participated in our PCC Camp (勇者无惧2）in year 2007. We had a short gossips as he was going to KLCC... And we invited him to the Easter day service at CFC... Thanks God.. he said yes and he did shown up on that day... When Pastor Vincent was preaching.. i was kept praying for him to give himself a chance to listen about the truth and the Gospel.. yup.. Christ died for us and risen after 3 days... Chunyi and I are also thinking and planning to ask him out for YAMCHA and try to get him to CFC and the cellgroup activities as well.. Pray harder for him...

After the the rehearsal on the Saturday, we're cleaning up the service hall as that was really very messy due to the making for the puppets and also other preparations. We're also arranging the chairs for the hall... that was 70+ chairs to almost fill up the whole hall.. But Xxjie asked us to get those historical OLD chairs from the store room. And after filled the whole service hall.. that was only 85 something... Our target attendance is 100 including us... that reminding me Pastor Vincent ever said that be faithful on do invitation... and PCC members can squeeze into the office... honestly... I was really worried that how if there is not many people come. But i just don't care bout that and arrange for the seats... ^^ Thanks God... that was 99 persons came to this evangelistic night and most happiest thing is, there are 5person raised up their hands when Pastor asked for repent and believe in Christ... Thanks God....

yup... for the last... we've done our performance by our best.. and sounds okay from audiences... people were saying that was quite touching when the Jesus was being tortured and crucified... Thanks God again and glory to the God as what Rev. Tong had said... Jesus won't die and HE can not die, because HE is the GOD and HE is the Holy one... But HE love us so much and GIVEN his INFINITY life to save our LIMITED life... yup.. learned so much from Rev. Tong...

Anyway.... Praise the Lord and May God bless those who came to the Easter Day evangelistic Night.... Hope to see you all in PCC again.... cause.. the Way, truth, life are from the JESUS...


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受难的耶稣

受难的耶稣
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在客西马尼 祷告的耶稣
忧愁痛苦的俯伏独自祷告天父：
“父啊如果能，请将这杯挪去，
但不要依我心，乃照你旨意。”

心爱的门徒 为金出卖耶稣
亲密的亲吻却深深刺疼了耶稣
众人将祂拿起，门徒们都散去
留下了耶稣 被捉 被捕 受苦

道成肉身耶稣 遭罪人凌辱
一条条的鞭伤 狠狠烙向耶稣
因为我们的罪 背着沉重的十字木
无力往着各各他 一步步

爱我们的耶稣 为我们受苦
一下下的钉锤 刺穿圣洁耶稣
因为我们的罪 被挂痛苦的十字木
无力为众人祈求宽恕

亲爱的耶稣 亲爱的耶稣
我是多么的不配 不配 祢的国度
祢为我们复活 在心门将我抱住
主我爱祢直到永远 因祢是我主


i was thinking to spend a time for Jesus while praying + fasting...
and i start composing this song while reading back the bible that how Jesus die....
felt like heart has broken and tears keep running down unstoppable while composing....
that was really nothing if compare to Jesus....
HE loves us and died for us..... to wash away our sins.........

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Kita Mengasihi have posted up.. ^^

finally.. posted the song up...
and i've corrected the lyric of the song.
KITA MENGASIHI... (我们爱，We Love)
from the bible in bahasa... love is kasih..
so.. previously i used the "cinta" is not correct...
and now..

presenting you all my new product... (God's product ^^)

Kita Mengasihi - 我们爱
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composed/lyric/ sang by jason

verse 1:
Dalam hati kita penuh kesunyian
Terus kecewa mengarahkan hidup tanpa makna
Tapi Tuhan kita mengasihi kita sedunia
Junjungkan kita dari mati ketenggelaman

verse:2
Dalam hati kita penuh kesyukuran
Kasih yang KAMU b'rikan sentuhi hati kita
KAMU'lah Tuhan kita yang kita serahkan semua
Mengikuti Tuhan yang mengasihi

chorus:
Kita mengasihi kerana KAMU mengasihi
Kita bersama belajar saling mengasihi
Ini pesanan Tuhan telah bagi kita
Kita Mengasihi kerana Tuhan ialah Kasih
(Kita Mengasihi k'rana KAMU dulu mengasihi kita)

http://pcc-serdang.blogspot.com

busy on the pcc-serdang blogspot for few days..
but really happy that the most of the things have done
most of the blogs can be linked together...
hopfully this blog can help others or members of PCC to communicate well...
as what the purpose we implement the internet application for PCC...

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台湾歌手【阿桑】因患乳癌昨晨病逝享年34岁

阿桑走了，走得很突然，也走得很寂寞。因为她从未向人透露她的病情，所以两年来她一直寂寞地独自和癌症作斗争，独自面对化疗的痛苦，独自面对病情恶化的噩耗。就像她的歌声，孤独地、伤感地、绝望地，阿桑就这样走了。


曾有段时间，我经常在报社反复播放阿桑的《叶子》，被里面的歌词打动着，努力学习“一个人吃饭旅行(到处)走走停停，也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心”，那种寂寞却坚强的生活是我喜欢的。但是歌听久了也会厌，尤其是这种寂寞的伤感歌曲，很容易就让人陷入一种莫名的伤感中。


当阿桑的第二张专辑《寂寞在唱歌》推出时，唱片公司的宣传力度已经跟第一张时大不相同，看得出来唱片公司很希望把阿桑捧红，带来更多的经济效益。于是，那段时间，阿桑频繁地出现在大大小小的活动中，到一些小得不能再小的城市去商演，我一直偏执地认为阿桑其实并不适合这样的娱乐圈。直到她和华研不再续约，向很多港台过气艺人一样把市场转向内地时，我才觉得也许是我错了，阿桑需要钱，娱乐圈不能用我们的想象去猜度。


尽管如此，阿桑走了，还是让人觉得震惊和遗憾的，阿桑从小一直做着大红大紫的明星梦，生前未能如愿，却在死后让更多人知道了她的名字，想起要去听她的歌，听完后会说：“唱得真好。”


这或许就是命，这或许就是娱乐圈中绝大多数人的命。阿桑走了，她应该心中还有遗憾吧。创作的新歌未推出，计划中的婚礼未完成，还有很多的梦想没机会实现，因为她才仅仅34岁，生命之路只走了小半程。


许玮伦走时，阿桑说希望她的《叶子》能陪伴对方上天堂，如今，她也如一叶寂寞的秋叶飘向天国。我想，天堂一定不寂寞，那里没有病魔，没有生活的重压，在那里，阿桑的歌声也许可以不再忧伤。

【转】http://news.citymotors.com.cn/i/191/2009/4/9/20094910462879693.shtml

life is short... i was posted her song ，一直很安静 last 2months here.. and suddenly my roommate told me that she has left the world due to breast cancer... what a life.... that's why we have to appreciate the days that we have to do what we should do.. What is the purpose of your life?? for enjoying so call the "world"?? or bearing the cross for jesus in the this "world".....


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what a poor match.... 1:3 in Anfield...

spent my sleeping hour for a disappointing soccer match.... witnessing the defeat and failure of the Liverpool is pulling my mood down to the valley... Liverpool wasn't perform well for this match and Chelsea really did very well... They deserve this victory but the 3:1 is really a big impact to Liverpool. the gap is too big for Liverpool to chase for the UEFA... haiz... I was thinking that Liverpool has a very big opportunity to raise up the Big ear Trophy again since 2005... but... seems like the UEFA is getting far from Liverpool...but no choice...Liverpool still have EPL and the 2nd match to go... so... don't give up as there are many of the fans here to back you even Liverpool is losing...


while browsing for the photos... watched the video of the replay and the post match commentary... defenders should take the lesson on the heading... no one can head the ball away from the penalty box... that cost Liverpool 2 goals. And.. yup.. Gerrard was buried by marking of the chelsea players... hmm.. how sad... sleepy now.. going for bed and hopefully... Liverpool may bring the fans another miracle as what they used to do.... Keep it on Liverpool.. for EPL and UEFA.... though the roads are really tough....

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great sharing gospel experience.. keep it on~~

yawn.. as usual.... this weekend was full of activities too... well... the cell group this week had changed to be the farewell gathering for the whole church... this farewell gathering is for Seetho, Eechoo, Alicia, PeiLi, XiaoLing and me also.. ^^ i went PCC yesterday with Seetho and Chunyi.... and thanks God that Cheryl was waiting at KTM for Yinhuey too.. so that we can go with them.. (haha.. no need to take the bus.... i still phobia on the liar.. check previous posts) keke... and we arrived quite early also... after the dinner... we started the gathering and many of us had shared much on the feeling and getting from the church or people... i was really touching that i've recieved so many presents that prepared by ShinChie and Chaixiong, Pantai nurses, and little isaac... Thanks anyway.. i won't forget bout you all for sure!!!

Since joanne and xxjie wasn't come for the gathering... So that we decided to stay at pastor vincent's place... at the first moment we've arrived pastor's place from the PCC.. what i saw was.... the SeeTho was super hardworking on reading the NOTEs for the test of baptizing... wow... that making me feel guilty as i wasn't study much on the notes... haha... learned so much from him as he really very serious and his attitude and the will of knowing God is what i need to learn... ^^

So.. since his hardworking hav seen... there is no question for him to make it on the test.. congrats!!! haha.. and we have the rehearsal and practice for the Wayang Kulit again... wow.. thanks God that we've finished the whole performance's practice.. and what we need is to be familiar on the performance to make it perfect on this coming sunday... so pray harder for it....

after the tiring practice... We went to the gospel sharing in the hostel of UPM.. that was a very joyful experience as this is the mission that i always put it on mouth.. so... happy that i'm now working on it.. thank God that giving me such opportunity to go for it... we was late for the prayer's meeting before the gospel sharing.. cause that was quite late after the practice.. and we still haven't had our meal.. so.... keke... going for filling our stomach then only start our work....

Thanks God that so many people from PCC were joining us... at the first, there are only Cheryl, Alicia, Seetho, and me will be going... but thanks God that Karyee, Jiaxin, SiewTeng, Luke, SzeChuan, and Huixian were joining us too... so touched as they were very tired for the whole day programme... their attitude on serving God is the lesson for me to be learning... I was sometimes might feel very tired on many serves and thinking to refuse for the gospel sharing.. but they didn't complain at all and very willing to join... that making me feel guilty again... I was so selfish if i still have such feeling.. cause souls are there for us to work for... And God selected us and Gave us the Mission to work in our whole life.. so.. work for it.....

Through the gospel sharing... I've met few Christians and non Christians.. that was a very good experience as i might not have so much chances to talk much on religion with people i don't know... So... that was really joyful to talk to others.... i think many of us are having such feeling as well... cause doing God Works are making us to feel the real joyfulness.. ^^ Though we met people who refuse us... but at least we have brought them the chances to know bout Jesus... and i believe that God will make the way and touch them by God's way.... so... just work... don't be too worried.... surrender it all to God....

after this.. i hope i still have chance to do so.... so that i'm not here to waste the air and time that provided by God.. haha.. hope i will keep committing in ministry of the church.. no matter which church or place... for the people.. and for the soul.... with clear vision.... ^^

Yup...
keep praying for the
evangelic programme for this coming Easter day...
all the preparation..
pastor's preaches preparation...
people can be attending this programme....
members who are going for having baptize...

so tired.. but still very excited to leave the words here....
gonna stop here and Good night to everyone with the accompany of God...

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